Day by day I think of you, even after this long. Just the thought of you makes me cry, I never even got the chance to say goodbye. Every picture, every memory, So many things I never got to say, I never imagined you'd ever be so far away. You were my brother, And I loved you like no other. In my heart you’ll always be I'll never forget your soothing voice. I miss you with all of my heart, I wish we never had to part and a lesson I will not forget is “A time will come when time is no more and all that'll be left was once before”. My memories are what I have left, the memories so dear and true, all the times when your heart shined through are the greatest memories I have of you. I will always remember you brother of mine, in my heart I will keep you so I will be fine. I will go forward with my head up high, it will be hard, I will not lie. There is so much I wish to say. I think about you every day, I miss your laugh I miss your smile neither lost nor forgotten... I imagine them often. It just doesn't seem real that you're not around I still find myself looking for you Until I realized what is true... I will never again see you and your smile... One year later.. Seems like forever.... I'm always missing you. I think about the joy and laughter, and try not to have any fears. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, But once again I start thinking about your death. You told me you would only be gone a little while, but it's already been longer than a while, I know you will always be in my heart, But it is slowly breaking apart. I always loved having you near, and now I wish you were here. It feels like it's been forever, since I've seen your face. I miss you so much, in my heart you will always hold a special place. All the good times we've shared, the memories we've made. Every day I think about them all, From my mind they will never fade. You were a blessing, you were perfect in my eye. You will be on my mind, every minute, every hour, every day. I love you and miss you and this is how it will stay... Heaven has called upon you one year today, leaving so many words left to say. Regrets and wishes are there too, but lasting forever are memories of you. There have been many times that we disagreed, but we were there for each other in time of need. It's been a while since you've been gone Things just haven't been the same, I miss you so much; I have so much to say, Every time I go somewhere they always mention your name. Such a good person, a caring brother and a great friend. You are in a much better place now, God chose you for a reason, I know that this is true, but it's so harder than I could ever imagine. You tried so hard and you fought with all you had, The days have gone by, and it still hurts like hell, But your memories are all that I have and a precious time in my life when you were still around. The days they get easier but they will never be easy, how can they when you’ve lost a brother and a friend? I have never for one second quit loving you. I miss you and know that I will see you in heaven one day. Your life had meaning and you were loved by people here and God above. For so long you were in pain, suffered so much from the strain. I will miss you to the end. The amount of tears I've cried, is nothing compared to the pain inside. The time I've missed you has gone so quick, A year has passed and I'm still ticked, that you're up there and I'm down here. Brother mine, you were always there We bickered and argued like all kids do, but our love for each other was always there. I knew I could always rely on you and that you would never cease to care. You gave your family so much love. From the day you left, I was lost, broken, and confused, Times I was low, times I felt weak. Why does death have to make me cry even after so long? His pain is gone, but the love for My brother lingers on. But why does the pain have to hurt me so? The day you left, was a day no one expected. That day was very hectic. No one could understand