you always put others before yourself even when you were young you quite school to help your family always going above and beyound thats what you did a;ways their to help others always putting yourself last but in my heart you were always frist and formost no matter what you were all about family we may not of had alot but you always made the best of things  makeing sure we had anofe to eat that we were clean and neat and happy your laugh was the best medicine you took care of ten children and you loved each and everone of us no matter what you always said that you wished things could of been diffrent but your love was all any of us needed you did the best that you could and in my eyes you are amazing women mother anyone could of asked for you were stronge you went throught so much in your life i remeber all the gd times we had all the laughter and tears too you were their when i had my frist child to make me feel safe and to tell me you wished you could take the pain away you were their in my darks time telling me you loved me and things well get better you had the biggest heart of anyone i know mom you are truely loved and missed i love you with all my heart now and forever thank you for loveing me careing for me and for beening my mom and showing me what a true loveing mother is and that is you this is not good bye its only bye for know