like i said you know this you told sabrina in a dream that she would have a baby and she is this was your way of letting us know that you are still very much with us this is a very specail gift from haven above and i know that you  well love and care for sabrinas baby until she i am saying comes to us to join our family the family grows and contions because of you you well be for ever with us all for always even if your not here with us your life line lives on with each child that is born and in our family you well be know to each child that is born into this family you well never be forgoten  i love you and miss you so much mom i would give any thing if you were still here even for a little while just so i could tell you how truely wonderfull you are how much you maen to me how much i love you and how deeply i miss you each and ever day of my life no one explained to me how hard it was going to be to lose you how  my life would never be the same again no time can heal the  hurt and lonelyness i feel with you not here i truely love you mom with all that i am

A AMAZING WOMEN  I STOOD AND WATCHED YOU MOM SLEEPING SO PEACFULL NO LONGER IN PAIN YOU MAY OF NOT WONTED TO GO BUT YOUR BODY WAS SO TRIED AND I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU WONTED TO STAY WITH US YOU WELL ALLWAYS BE HERE WITH US WE CARRIE YOU IN US EVER DAY YOUR ARE PART OF US AS WE ARE PART OF YOU AND YOU LIVE ON IN ALL OF YOUR CHILDREN YOUR GRANDCHILDREN AND YOUR GREAT GRANDCHILDREN YOU WELL ALL WAYS BE REMEBERED AND ALL WAYS BE PART OF US AND THEM YOU GIVE SO MUCH LOVE AND I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED EACH AND EVERDAY HOW I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING JUST TO SEE YOU HOLD YOU ONE MORE TIME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU THAT YOU WERE MY WORLD I BELIVE YOU KNOW THIS BUT I WISHED YOU WERE STILL HERE WITH US MY HEART IS SO BROKEN MOM WHEN YOU LEFT YOU TOOK A PEACE OF ME WITH YOU SOME DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN MOTHER AND DAUGHTER LOVE YOU MOM BYE FOR NOW XOXOXOXO

WELL MOM THANKSGIVING JUST WAS IT THE SAME WITH OUT YOU HERE WITH US I CANT BELIVE THAT THIS IS THE 3RD THANKSGIVING THAT YOUR NOT HERE BUT I TALKED WITH YOU I WENT TO THE CEMARTY TO SEE YOU AND DONNA I WOULD CALL YOU EVER THANKSGIVING AND WOULD ASK YOU WITH OUT DOUGHT THE SAME QUESTION HOW LONG DO I COOK THE TRUKEY IT WEIGHT WHAT EVER YOU WOULD LAUGH AND TELL ME THAN WE WOULD COME DOWN AND SEE YOU SIT HAVE A CUP OF TEA AND PIE AND TALK EVEN THOUGHT WE TALKED THE NIGHT BEFORE AND THAT DAY I MISS THAT NOT BE ABLE TO CALL YOU AND HEAR YOUR VOICE AND YOUR LAUGHTER MAY HEART HURTS SO MUCH MOM SOME TIMES I JUST DONT KNOW IF I CAN MAKE IT WITH OUT YOU YOU WERE MY EVERTHING MY WORLD AND YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME I FEEL SO EMPTY AND ALONE  THIS IS THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER HAD TO DO IS LIVE WITH OUT YOU HERE  IF I COULD ONLY KNOW THAT YOU ARE AT PEACE AND THAT YOUR OK I WOULD BE OK I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOM

OUR HOME IS NO MORE WERE WE GROW UP BUT THE MEMORIES THAT I HAVE ARE STORED IN MY HEART HOME IS WERE YOUR HEART IS SO WERE EVER I GO YOU ARE WITH ME AND DONNA I WISHED I COULD OF DONE WHAT YOU WONTED BUT TO NO AVAIL IT WAS NOT TO BE AND THIS I AM SO SORRY MOM BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT YOU ASKED FOR AND IT JUST COULD IT BE  BUT ITS JUST A HOUSE ITS NOT YOU YOUR NO LONGER THEIR SO ITS NOT A HOME WITH OUT YOU  BEENING THEIR IT WAS OUR SAVE HAVEN FOR ALL A PLACE WERE WE CAME TO BE AND NOW ITS JUST A HOUSE WERE WE GROW UP IT COULD NEVER BE THE SAME WITH OUT YOU BEENING THEIR NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRYED IT WAS EMPTY WITH OUT YOU  AND WOULD ALWAYS BE  LOVE YOU MOM

i watched you mom i saw the peace on your face i wonted so much for you to stay but you needed to be free of pain i watched as you give your last breath i wonted to hold you and tell you no stay with us but i know it was time to let you be happy and with Donna and your mom and dad and sister and all who were waiting for you i hope and pray that you know how much i love you and miss you more than you can ever amangen i think about you ever day ever night o how i wish you were still here but i will see you again i know that you will be waiting for me to join you again until than this is  only bye for know xoxoxoxox

mom was always their when ever you needed to talk and ask advices all way ready to give a helping hand to anyone who needed it never turned anyone away she was always helping us and others she give all of her life to her family, family was the most important thing to her even when her body fight ganstead her she was their for her family i would of given any thing to take away her pain just to have a little more time with her she was my world she was ever thing to me i am so lost with out her its hard to believe that i wont be able to see her or hear her so i carrier her in my heart ever day until we are together again  mom