- 8 years old
- Date of birth: Jun 17, 2003
- Place of birth:
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, United States
- Date of passing: Aug 9, 2011
- Place of passing:
New Castle, Delaware, United States
|We Love You Now & Forever ! Forever Young , My Babyboy !|
This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Aiysir Hasan Bess who was born on June 17, 2003 and passed away on August 9, 2011. We will remember him and love him Now&Forever ! R.I.P BABY !
HE IS NOW WRESTLING IN PARADISE
FOREVER 8 , MY LITTLE SWEET ANGEL FOREVER
"Happy 13th Birthday love and miss you much."
"Lonely, emotional...just plain ole sad...my life just can't get right...I luv u son and I miss u"
"Hey Son, its just about 2 hours into Mother's day. I can't sleep. A part of me is missing...YOU...I just wish I could hear ya voice, see you & touch you again but I can't...Its not fair....I luv u son and I miss u so much. RIP son til we meet again."
"Hey son, mommy so hurt and emotional right now...I can only really talk to you. I gotta realize that there is ppl that luv me, appreciate me and really do care bout me. It get proved to me every time..even @ my last...my angel...I know u got my back when nobody else don't.. I luv u son...imma just sit here and think and cry @ the same time.. Luv u son"
"Hey son, mommy is here..I'm up & been up basically thru the night. I need to let you know that I see your message...I see that you are calling for me. I'm coming..I'll see you soon. Luv you"
"Honest to God, I can't understand for the life of me why are we n two different locations...I'm drowning n my tears..all I have dealt with since you been gone is pain and suffering. I can't explain the hurt that I'm experiences..on top of the pain of losing you , I am experiences a lot more pain and its becoming unbearable. I have no clue what I'm even here for...idk maybe for lil j...I miss hearing you ask me mommy are you okay. I miss you telling me that you luv me. I miss you coming n the room just to check on me when we was home just chilling. I miss a whole lot of things about you. I feel so lonely. I will be seeing you soon. Continue to rest...luv always mommy"
"Wishing you the greatest and best birthday ever. Love and miss you much. Today is and will be a good day. I'm claiming it."
"Happy Easter...Love and miss you..."
"Just stopping by...my days are still dark without you...love and miss you so much...wish I could see and hug you again..."
"Going to Dominican Republic son w/ Big J for his bday...mommy luv u...watch over us while we take this flight/trip.."
"Aiysir I can't stand it anymore...just ready to give everything up. Tired of being humble, tired of being the bigger person, I'm just mentally, emotionally & physical completely tired...i don't even know which way to really turn @ times...I always talk to God when I'm going to sleep & ask him 2 take me...I'm so ready to c u again...I luv u so so much...I miss u very much that I can't even explain it"
"Hey its cold outside here. Just stopping by to say I love and miss you"
"Hey Aiysir, mommy feel so alone & singled out....wish u were hear to comfort...luv u son...missing you like crazy"
"Hi son, mommy is very heartbroken in all angles. It really can't get any worse. I'm tryna believe that things can only get better for me in due time. I just wanna heal my heart. Im crying out 2 him & u so I know he hears my cries. I luv u son & misses u...tty8r"
"Please keep your angel hands on your mom she is really going through it"
"Hey My Angel, I know u looking dwn here like mom what are u doing. Son, I don't even know. Everything your mom worked hard is officially gone. I know I have to stay strong & raise ya lil bro even tho my motherhood was questioned..I never wanted to be labeled as a bad mom....I push & push & try so hard...the lies & embarrassment is just waay too much...that hurts like idk what..the type of pain I'm feeling right know is unbearable...I know I went above & beyond for you (which that was confirmed) & imma definitely do the same for ya bro....I just gotta stay focus...I gotta get myself together...son plz watch & pray for me & ya lil bro...I luv u & miss u so much...i'm going to bed now...mommy is so heartbroken...kisses from me & ya lil bro"
"Love and miss u so so much"
"I hate this day. Your mom spoke on it yesterday and I just got quiet. This is a day I don't like to remember. Anyway miss and love you so much. Always in my heart."
"Hey big boy...I'm missing you lil buddy....had a nice convo bout u today...saying how u knew how to love & how affectionate u was...I'm really missing my past life & totally not to fine of my present life...lil jay is the best thing that happened to me since u been gone..mommy really gotta get herself together for him (get sum peace) because I don't want him growing up feeling like mommy always was depressed..I know happiness & I am fighting to get it back..trust ya mommy...I'm going to take good care of ya lil brother if it takes the last bit of life in me...continue to watch over us...I luv u & wish I could c ya face & kiss & hug u so tightly...tears are falling gotta go now...don't wanna get myself too deep...mommy will talk to you later...luv ya"
"HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY SON...mommy luv u & missing u everyday"
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAM - BAM"
"Miss and luv u."
"Happy Memorial Day Son, I worked earlier but nw I'm down AC chilln out w/ Big J & the fam...the fam released memorial/flag balloons yesterday @ our Memorial Day cookout yesterday...u will never be forgotten... Mommy Luv u Big Man"
"HAPPY EASTER big son...I LUV you...ya lil bro njoyed his EASTER..he was dress so cute today..I miss you...I wish I could've took pics of u & ya bro today for EASTER...big bro & lil bro...I think I would've dressed y'all lil different..lol...happy tears & sad tears @ the same time"
"Aiysir mommy is so hurt....I can't even stop crying right nw...I don't believe I am so miserable like this...I feel crazy...I need serious help...I feel like I'm surrounded by so many negative things & people that I stay down & depressed...I need strength...idk if things will ever get better for me...I love you son & I miss you so much"
"Still don't seem real"
"Love n miss you much"
"Hey son...what u doing?? I'm listening to all this "missing you" music by different artist thinkn of u...(as usual)...I just can't stop thinkn bout...I think about the 9th of August almost everyday omw to work & don't know why that is the most time I think of that day...the pain will never go away...I LUV u big boy"
"Hey son.....I LUV u very much...."
"Merry Xmas Son....LUV ya"
"Hey son....thinkn bout u...holidays is so hard 4 me...n it's only the beginning....HAPPY THANKSGIVING SON...kiss grandma n Nana 4 me....mommy LUV u always"
"Hey BIG boy...mommy finally puttn effort n tryna start a campaign for you...lotta research tho...wanted to start it 2yrs ago but had zero strength...losing u took everything from me n nw I'm jus tryna put up the pieces lil bits @ a time....I luv, luv, luv, luv u n will keep u posted...."
"Hey son...there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of u...n 4 sum reason every time I write sumthn on ya page I get all filled up w/tears....so hurt n heartbroken...I miss u big boy...mommy LUV u so very much"
"Aiysir I am soo soo miserable....I am extremely drained n I jus hate the way I'm living...please son come to me...I LUV u...mommy gotta go I'm so upset, hurt & heartbroken"
"Hey Aiysir just wanted to let you know that you will 4Ever be n my heart sorry things Dnt work out as we plan but in god we trust that some day we will renight again as a family ur mom n brother miss you so much lil j is gonna be a tuff 1 but dnt worry Im gonna hold him dwn for the both of us I just need ur help with mommy keep ur spirit and love around her so we can raise ur brother tty O:-)"
"Gm aiysir...mommy really missn u so bad..I think back 2 that day n I guess it really is my fault..my gut was telln me 2 call-out of wrk that day but I didn't I went to wrk anyway..If I would've stayed home w/u instead of goin 2 wrk u would still b here..it's all my fault..I feel like its unfair 4 me 2 go on with my life n ya life was takn @ 8yo..I don't kno what imma do w/myself...I love u"
"Hey son..mommy is n so much pain..Im beginnin to have sleepless nights again..Im really not understandn my life rite nw..Im tryna do everythng rite but everythng seems 2 go wrong all the time..I wish I could get my old life back..I do luv ya LIL bro 2 pieces..he is y I'm pushn thru this madness each day but I wish he came back n my old life b/c I clearly hate the life that Im livin nw..❤ u"
"Hey son..I am all messed up ova u..I'm tryna figure out different ways of coping but I'm stuck..I can't seem to move forward..i have started back n church to get sum understandn..the big support team I had 2yrs ago is down to like a handful mayb even less..it's a few that understands me n clearly know I don't mean n e harm..Im jus struggln w/the lost of u..watch ova mommy plzzzz..I'm beggn"
"Well I had a restless nite...you were on my mind...2day marks the 2nd yr that u went home 2 a better place...I kept thinkin what I could I have done differently but my mind comes up blank...Tears...I love and miss you so much...luv always mom-mom"
"Wishing u could've met ya baby bro....mayb one day mommy will have a sis 4 u even tho I always rather have boys but it will b a blessing"
"watch ova me n ya baby bro....I made it w/u so I know I can make it w/him....I wish u was here...life would b so much betta"
"Hey son...planning a picnic day w/ ya LIL bro...jus me n him only...no add-on's or extras because every time I try that it turns out a disaster so I'm learning to invite me and baby Jordan only n of course you my big boy...I love you and I don't know why we have to be so distance...please watch over me and your LIL brov cuz things are really turning for the worse"
"Hey son....happy 4th of July...I luv u...I know I didn't come on this page on ya bday...I was in Disney world tryna celebrate ya 10th bday...I was so sick n depressed...I planned that trip for ya bday but I guess ppl was all 4 themselves once they got to Florida....totally 4 gettn that the trip was bout u....that's ok I can def promise u will neva have notha bday like that...luv ya..."
"Sittn here thinkn bout u...(as usual) I miss u so very much.....it's a empty space in my life thats missing & that's u....u r suppose 2 b here...boy o boy I miss u so very much....I wish things could've went difference on that day....I luv u my big boy....hugs & kisses from me n ya lil bro.....gn son"
"Pop-pop talks bout u all the time...when yall wud b eating popcorn watchn wrestling and fussn bout it...o n he gets a kick out the time when u was afraid of the motorcycle then the day u asked him to take u for a ride...after that u wanted to ride all the time. boy u should have saw him running around stores looking for a small motorcycle for u...lol had me tired...talk to u soon"
"I pray you speak to me for the design for your 2yr memorial t-shirt. Aiysir aka Bam-Bam yur mom-mom miss n love u sooooooooooooo much...u was the BESS...lol love that name it fits u...haven't heard from yur dad...just watch ova him, yur mom n yur lil bro...Tuff will kno so much bout u that its gonna b like u r still here. yur name comes up n so many conversations.."
"for yur 2yr memorial this yr we r go n to Disney..damn wish u was here cuz it wud take all of us (13) to keep up wit u. Jordan set things straight @ the meetn and said no1 is doing their own thing we r do n this as a family n that this is a memorial 4 u. no worries u will be wit us in our hearts and we r bbq-ing on your bday..I'm responsible for designing the T's...any ideas Bam-Bam?"
"well I'm still here n you're still there n my heart. my 47th bday was yesterday n didn't do, feel or want 2 do anything...its not the same w/o u. I still have the card u gave me sayn HBD mom-mom. its not the same as u b n here. words can not xpress how much u r missed. yur lil bro is spoiled rotten.lol when he cries I tell yur mom u wud probly say stop cryn baby...lol. tell all hi 4 me"
"Hey aiysir...plzz pray 4 mommy...I consistently ask god 2 give me the strength...I'm not as strong as I use 2 b...im extremely heartbroken n it's a selective few that takes advantage...so just watch ova me my lil angel n pray 4 them also...luv ya"
"HAPPY EASTER lil man...mommy luvs u"