WELL ITS BEEN 12 YRS SINCE MY DAUGHTER AMANDA HAS LEFT THE EARTH TO BE WITH THE LORD..

IM SUPPOSE TO GRIEVE RIGHT NOW AND I AM IN A GOOD WAY..I MISS HER DEARLY EVERYDAY AND SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA JUMP OUT OF MY OWN SKIN THINKING OF HER NOT BEING WITH ME..

AS EACH DAY AND YEAR GOES BY IT STILL DOESN’T GET EASIER LIKE PEOPLE SAID IT WOULD.. BUT ONETHING THAT KEEPS ME GOING IS KNOWING SHES WITH GOD..

IF SHE COULD SMILE DOWN ON ME AND SEE ME CRYING.. I KNOW SHE’D SAY HEY MOM IM OK!!! LOOK HOW BRIGHT IM SHINING UP HERE AND IT IS AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE DAISYS IN YOUR DREAM OF ME AND YOU THAT YOU DREMPT ONE NIGHT.

SO WIPE YOUR TEARS MOM AND DON’T CRY FOR ME..SO EACH DAY I’LL TAKE THAT WITH ME AND BELIEVE THIS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL OF MINE IS SOMEWHERE SHE NEEDS TO BE FOR NOW..

ILL HOLD HER TO CLOSE IN MY HEART EVERYDAY THAT WE ARE APART.. GOD KNOWS WHAT WE GO THROUGH AS A GRIEVING PARENT.. HE ALSO SMILES BACK AT US AND HELPS TO GIVE US STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH IT.. AND TO KNOW WE WILL SEE THEM AGAIN.. WHAT A REWARD!!!

AS I SHED A TEAR TODAY FOR AMANDA.. DO NOT PITY ME BECAUSE I KNOW UP THERE IN HEAVEN IS A ANGEL NAMED AMANDA WAITING FOR ME.. I LOVE YOU BABYGIRL.. MOM