As of age, I was thee older brother.. as of life, persevering, being the man you needed to be. You were much wiser than me. As I promised, I've humbled myself to be more in line with the more laid back, thorough thinking man you had become.. lol now I see what you saw, knowing the reasoning behind your method?? My only wish is for you to be here smiling with me.. I know you are?? But let me be selfish enough to say 1 hug wouldn't hurt.. love you brother.