there was not a fish he could not catch or a car that he could not fix,

 there was not a problem that he could not solve,  he knew all the tricks.

 never forgotten and still talked about to this day,

 I am thankful for the time we got to spend together, and how you showed me the way.

 I shall try my best but I know I can't do it the same,

 and that is to carry on the family tradition, the Sams family name.

 love you

 Jeff Sams II

This is the first time I have seen this site :( My story I dont have a story I have Tears, I have regrets.. I have memories :(


When you left I was hurt... I was confused because you promise me you would be okay.. I was pissed because I feel like you gave up... I wanna hate you so bad but i cant because i miss you so much.. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you or wanna call you.. I've never felt hurt like this before.. I feel like I lost myself when you took your last breath... There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you.. Or want to call you, To hear your advise or just to hear your voice.. Or to see that ugly blue car pull up in front of my house. They say it gets easier but it doesnt.. I dont cry as much anymore... But its not easy.. I don't know if its the flower situation when we were sitting in the hospice room.. Or the ambulance ride to hospice... But its like a rerun going through my head.. I knew you were scared.. But you never told anyone you always said "you would be okay" and that "god would take care of you an heal you.. For me to just pray" Well Papaw I prayed you would get better.. I prayed more in that 6 months then I have in my whole life... An it did nothing.. You just got worse... I want to be happy that your not here hurting anymore... But I can't be. Because I'm selfish an I just want you here.. Even if it meant going through all of this again! At least I'd have more time with you.. I miss you so much!