Your whole life meant the world to me. You were the sweetest, most sincere, and loving child I've ever encountered. I remember you telling me I was the best mom in the whold world for making you ice cream sundaes. I just wanted to give you everything, because you never asked for anything. I remember when I was pregnant with Anthony, you picked his name, I would climb in bed with you at night, and just hold you. You made this world a better place, and now you brighten up the heavens. You always loved rainbows, and no matter where anyone is, they call me to tell me they saw one. Your life was fantastic, I just wish it wasn't so short. I'll never forget you, and I think about you every day....My beautiful baby boy

First day of school was at Weston Elementary in Manville New Jersey. I think I cried more than you. You wore a blue rocawear shirt, grey sweats, and white reebok classics. I walked you in, and I just wanted to die inside, I hated leaving you. You were so shy. But everyone loved you. I remember coming to your halloween party, and they were playing a blindfold game. You didn't wanna do it, I guess you were embarrassed, but as soon as I said do it, and have fun, you sure enough did. Every time you came home upset I just wanted to scream, I hated to see you hurt. Thank you Alyssa Jankowski for being my babys best friend.

I remember like it was yesterday. I was only 16 and it was so hard, I remember when I just wouldn't push anymore. They had to help me get you out, and the doctor told me to go on serious birth control. I wouldn't let them take you out of the room for anything. They kept telling me I should get some rest, but I wouldn't let you go. You slept on my chest in the hospital both nights, and stayed with me every moment. You were my little sidekick no matter where I was. We got home to a babyshower because grandma's planning was off. You sat by in your carseat while I opened everything, and then I took you upstairs, and climbed in the bed with you, and went to sleep.