Mom,
I can't explain how much I miss you or how large the hole in my life is now that you've gone. I have to try really hard these days to make my life colorful and not grey. I'm hoping as more time goes by, I won't have to try so hard. I still wake up every day thinking I should call you and I miss you when Scarlett and I go grocery shopping or to get a snack at Sonic. It's weird to say that every time I pull into Sonic that I have to take a deep breath and steady myself to keep from losing it, but I do, because you loved to go to Sonic. I feel like a part of my soul left with you. I feel empty and so so alone. I hope you have found peace wherever you are right now. I know the moment you left your body that all your pain left, too. That must have been such a relief. Like being let out of a prison. The selfish and grieving part of me would have you here in your body and daily dealing with all of that pain. However, I am happy that you aren't in pain and, again, I hope with all my heart that you've found peace in your soul. I miss you. I love you.

My beloved sister you will be my heart forever.I never thought I could miss anyone so much. There is a vacancy in my soul that shall never be filled. I have become close with my niece. It makes me feel close to you to talk with her. your grand baby misses you.I am so happy that you are out of pain and surrounded by Angels.