Todays my beautiful mother birthday I wish I could of spent this big day with her she's 37 already I bet she's still as beautiful as ever I wish I could wish her a happy birthday in person face to face to see that beautiful smile of hers :* I miss her so much I can't stop thinking about her :( makes me wanna cry :( today iv been sick an feeling like I need to throw up but it won't come up idk what's wrong with me I wish you were here  you would know like always but I'm wondering if it's just a cause of pregnant or I'm getting sick idk but it sucks being sick bearly been around my boyfriend BC ive been sick trying to sleep last night I couldn't really sleep BC I had alot on my mind an feeling so sick like If I had to throw up an stuff I was tossing an turning all night to with my chest hurting :( just wish you were here with me again :'(

Mommas lil girl today I'm sitting here thinking of you so much and wishing you were here :( everyday I look at my self I think of you I miss seeing your beautiful smile an hearing your laugh an your voice I miss you singing to me I miss being able to come home to a happy house an talking to you but I wish you were here to see your lil girl grow up :( I love you mom so much an I miss you 2'13'10

Cant believe tomorrow is six years you been gone an today is 6 year tia pansie been gone its hard to take in that she's gone that long ugh I wish she was here an I wish you were here with me too tomorrow gonna be the hardest knowing its 6years you been gone an 5months jojos been gone sucks to know  that you have to say good bye to 3 important people  that ment the most to me :( ughhhhhhh only my life 

Cant believe in 3days its 6years you been gone man I can't stop thinking about it ughh just to the point where idk anymore I wanna cry but then I don't its so hard knowing that your gone an no longer with us I never thought I would of lost you so soon an so lil I'm not ready for this weekend I miss you so much mom like no joke your all I'm thinking bout right now :'(

In less then a week its 6years you an Tia has been gone doesn't time fly by so quick don't even feel like its been that long since we said goodbye  to y'all I can't believe it was one after another  the day you left us was the day my heart broke an my life started falling apart I can't believe they took my best friend my other half at the most part the most important person in my life  it's to get over the fact I have to wake up everyday knowing I have no parents but also knowing I can't even get alone with my family it's just not the same anymore without you . after you left everything fell apart just wish I had one more day with you to tell you everything