Hey mom it's 5years is you been gone and I miss you so much  I wish you were here with me on it's been so hard knowing it's 5years without you and it's hard idk if I can't take a lot anymore gots me feeling like I just  wanna leave this world and not come back I don't wanna do this anymore

Hey mom its the second day last night I couldn't sleep at all because I was up all night Crying and thinking about you I miss you so much and its harder and heard everyday that goes by and all I can do is  count down the days till its 5years it suck when that's all I do is think bout everything and with aunt Pansy the day before it hard in this time of the month wish you were here so I can see Your beautiful smile one more time or hear ur amazing voice talk to me and hug you one last time to say I love you and im sorry I just wish you come back 

hey mom its me stopping by to say i miss you i cant believe its already feb. now just a few more days till its 5 years :( its gonna suck i miss you suck much i wish you were here atleast one more time with us its hard with  you not around i wish i had you here at my hardest times im not ready for you to be gone for 5 years
"It's kinda hard with u not around knowing your in heaven smiling down on us and miss my mom always telling me everything going to okay and Wen she tells me baby girl ur beautiful No matter What anyone says and one-day there's going to be that boy that will except u for u not ur size or looks and i found him my momma would love him and hes just right for me always there for me when i need him at my hardest times even tho we fight we get over it and hes still by my side even tho sometimes i make him not wanna be but we still fight for each others love  But i Miss you mom wish you were here When I need you the most still trying to smile for you Even When it's hard 02-13-10 almost 5 years If you could still be here life would be easier an less pain ful an less hurting but I know your in a better place now i guess god needed another beautiful angle missing u mom 021310
it sucks I cant come home to that lady aka my mother not having here around sucks its hard I have a struggle everyday with out her here I fill lost and lonely knowing I lost my best friend my everything and she not here to help me anymore and she not here for me to turn to when I need someone she not here to give me a shoulder to cry on anymore but the 11 year I spent with u was that best years of my life it hard to keep going on with out u and its hard trying to stay strong and not weak but all this pain and hurt builds inside of me and then all come out at once no one will ever see how unhappy I am that your not here and how I fill and just cause I smile everyday doesn't mean I'm happy I smile cause my mom always told me to smile cuz it brightens up her day and that I have amazing smile an it needs to be shown so that's what I do" i love you mom and miss you so much trying to stay strong for you mom :(  o2-13-1o

as ever one know this is my mother she was a ever good mother to me and her 3 other kids of hers.we miss her so much i wish i can se her right now and hear her one more time .i still remeber when i use to whach her when she was sick and there for her  when she needed me there for her i was there. she died young and because she had a heart problem and was sick and because god wanted her with hem but she is not sufforing enymore or cryingbut we all still love her and miss her  so much every seace she died all i can do is thank about her  but she is always with me and looking down at me to make shore im doing okay .every seance  she died iv had some bad days and good day .but i havent had her for 2 years already but if you look at me and look at her only thang you can see in me is her .so every time you see me you r looking at my mom i love her and miss her so much   .