"Hi Kiddo, been another one of those long days! No motivation! You always kept me motivated with your "honey do list."  I miss that part of my life as well.  You know how men are without structure, we tend to do a little bit to much TV watching or whatever.  I'm hooked on the military channel. But, "I was a career service member." Thank you for hanging in there with me. I love you, Bobby-XO"

"Hi Babes, Dr Moore Sr called me yesterday, he had just read your book. He was amazed and fascinated with your story, even though he was your oncologist. He wants me to get a copy off to the Leukemia and Lymphoma society, as well as the International Myeloma society.  He said they need to see this book. It will touch so many people. Your testimony is powerful Annie, I love you baby, xoxoxo"

"High Babes!  Today is Valentines Day!  I'm beginning to realize I miss you most on the special occasion days. I guess that's part of the grieving process.  Over the years I became a professional at cutting out valentine cards for you. You really liked them.  You always commented on how pretty the card was and the best part, it was free! You loved the personal touch!  So did I Annie! Luv U"

"Hi Sweetie;  A gentleman that Melissa knows has been diagnosed with myeloma, which is the cancer that you had. He's 70 years old and really scared.  I don't know him, but I spoke to him on the phone and promised him I would be his buddy and make sure he received quality care.  His oncologist is Dr Moore Jr.  We knew him well!  You know I will do all I can for this gentleman--Love you babe"

"Hi Sweetie, I saw Dr  Farhat on Friday. I told him how I was feeling and he said "I have to move on."  I understand, but you're the first thing I think of each morning, and last thing at night.  So they say "move on," but don't have a clue as to how I should proceed.  So, I believe moving on is not an option, until my feelings change or my memory fades. It's only been 15 months. Luv U"

"Hi Annie,  feeling a bit better since the last two tributes I posted.  I was put on some medication that really messed with my head and emotions.  The meds seemed to make the intensity of your loss, as strong as it was in the beginning.  Never do that again.  You've now been viewed 2500 times.  Bless you Annie!  Your star is shinning bright, and touching many lives.  God bless, Love you xo"

"Hi Annie, I'm a mess!  I knew losing you was going to be tough, but it's more than that. Life has just become a state of being.  With no beginning or ending.  Like being stuck in the "Twilight Zone." I miss you!  I don't know what I'm supposed to do. So I wait,  I love you, Bobby"

"Hi sweetie, having a rough time tonight, I miss you.  I think life seems unfair at times  If Two people are in love and one is passing, the other one, in this case me, should be able  to enter the "light" with the other if desired. Unquestionably, I would have went with you.  Instead, I live with all our dreams and aspirations.  It's tough!  Their now becomming distant memories. LOVE U X"

"Hi Babes, I received a call from my publisher.  Your book has been selected out of many thousands to be one of the twenty books being exhibited by your  publisher at the Los Angele's Times Festival of books on April 21/22. biggest book fair in the country.  Brought tears to my eyes.  I will be there signing books and representing you with all the love we shared, in my heart.  I love you!  "

"Hi Babes, you truely amaze me.  People are being drawn to you in death as they were in life.  You just went over the 2000 mark in visits.  That's wonderful, being able to share your story with so many strangers.  I just pray they get the message.  One of the most important things in life is to love and be loved.  We sure had that! I miss you evderday.  But your here for me each day. Love U"

"Hi Sweetie, you now have 1968 visits.  That's significient!  That's the year I enterd the USAF, and sent away to this far off country, England, where I eventually met you, and found the greatest love I have or will ever have known.  What fun we had!  God puts people in places. He knew you were gonna need me to help you with your cancer journey. It was an honor being the chosen one!  Love u"

"momma,i need you so much right now. i have a constant ache in my heart for you. i often close my eyes and pretend that you are only on the other side of the screen door, standing in the kitchen, pretending to be busy so that i can relax and play. when i open my eyes i realize that you are now up in heaven busy watching over me so i can relax as i wait to sit on your foot and dance again ;)"

"Hey momma...I guess there is a first for everything! on our way home from Hannah's basketball game today, on our way to see dad, i was talking to Andrew and playing with my hair. As i touched my bangs i began to get excited, i couldn't wait to get to you to show you my new haircut. it took me a few seconds to realize you wouldn't be there. it absolutely took my breath away...i miss you <3"

"Hi Sweetie, it's been just over 15 months since you went to heaven. It still seems like it was yesterday. My memories of your last two days are still so vivid. You were so graceful.  I just pray, that when my time comes,  I will be as courageous as you were. No signs of stress, no anxiety, fully aware, and yet you were not fearful.  I love you, and as time flies, a bit closer to you. xoxox"

"Hi Sweetie, we got the last laugh, didn't we.  Remember when we got marrried.  Some of your family members didn't give us six months.  38 1/2 years later you went to heaven.  In the end we had the greatest love of all!  We were as one!  It was a real honor and blessing being your husband. I shall never forget-- and you will always be in my heart. True love is powerful & sustaining. Love U"

"Its remarkable to me how many people lives you've touched. Whether they only met you for a minute, their whole life, or never got to meet you at all. You're truly the most amazing woman I've ever met. I try to live my life the way I feel you would like me to. The best thing about it though, is that you have always been proud of me no matter what. Something I will cherish forever"

"The pain is still so overwhelming. I love you and and miss you so much nanny. But I know that you're still watching out for me as you always have. I was so blessed to have had you in my life. I just wish you didn't have to go so soon. But we'll all be together again one day. What a beautiful day it will be.  I love you."

"Annie, The clock just struck 12, it's now 2012. I wish I could hug you at this moment, and give you a happy New Year "kiss." You know, one of the first things I do each morning is come hear and visit with you. It's also the last thing I do at night.  It's a rather strange emotion, getting comfort and so much sadness, at the same time.  That's my burden!  I love and miss you, holidays?-xoxo"

"High Babes, it's now new years eve, tomorrow will be the first calendar year I've lived without you.  It's been difficult, very long, and I love you as much today as I did yesterday.  The one constant in my life since you passed is my love for you. It's as stong as ever, and keeps me grounded as it did when we were together.  Nothing wrong with that, I just wish I could hold you. I love U"

"Hi  sweetie, I guess it's time to let folks know why I selected this song, "Lady in Red." We were on our way home to Ipswich from Chelmsford, we had Wendy and Andre with us.  We stopped at a little convenience store, it was late in the evening, you looked stunning running into the shop.  You had a red skirt on; this song was playing on the radio.. LOVE IT--PRECIOUS LOVE TO YOU, Bobby xoxo"

"Hey Baby, I put a song on my facebook page today for you.  Bruce Springsteen, "This Guns for Hire."   A few days after you received your 4 week prognosis, you received two units of blood. Melissa asked you who's blood you would like to imagine it came from.  Your little exciteable laugh was so cute when you said, "Bruce Springsteen.  You were so elegant Annie, always smiling, Love you xoxo"

"If your reading this, you've probably lost or will lose a loved one someday.  I don't know how I would survive if I couldn't use this forum to speak to Annie, whenever I want.  In some strange way, and of course I or no one else knows the real truth, but just maybe she reads my posts.  One can but hope!  If she isn't, it's still a grief buster, if she is, she would be very pleased. Love U"

"Hi Baby, it's Boxing Day back home in  England.  (Dec 26th is historically the day the Queens servants get to exchange gifts and have their own festive Christmas)  For Annie and me, it was another day to celebrate Christmas with left over minced pies, lemon tarts, sausage rolls an a sundry of other things. Annie, your living in eternity, & I'm just waiting. I've got a story to tell. luv."

"Annie, I've got some news for you!  My publishing company has selected your story, Gods plan for Annie, as one of the fifteen books their going to exhibit at the Los Angles Times Festival of Books, April 21 & 22.  Biggest book festival in the country.  I'm going to go, so I can sign some books and meet people to insure the continuation of Gods Plan, & introduce you to all I meet.  I Love U"

"Hello momma...Merry Christmas! i miss you so very much. I really hope your looking down on us and seeing just how happy we are. i have met a man i want to introduce you to, his name is Roger. he loves us and we love him too! you would be so proud. he's a funny guy...you'd really like him. It's so hard without you, we are trying very hard to keep your traditions going. xoxox"

""My sweet Ann" The second Christmas without you has come and will soon be gone.  Life goes on, but has lost so much of it's meaning.  I look at your pictures, and so much want to reach out and hold you.  I'm so sorry, despite your tennacious fighting ability and will to live, and all the hard work by others, we couldn't save you. But, God had a plan for you. You're now safe  & warm. luv-u"

"Hi Baby, it's Christmas eve!  I never really gave much thought at how much you put into organizing a successful family event.  I'm in charge now, and it's utter chaos around here. But, as you would say, "pull your socks up and get on with it."  That's what I intend to do.  I have done all my shopping, we kept it light this year.  You were such a giver, I'm more restrained, and lost! luv u"

"Hi Annie!  It's Christmas time again, and I not sure this Christmas isn't more sad than last.  Last year you had just passed and my grief didn't allow me to think about Christmas in a meaningful way.  This Christmas, 13 months since you passed, has given me time to see a world without you.  I don't like it.  I struggle every day, trying to get through, I miss you so much!  Love you, Bobby"

"Hi sweetie!  Spent the afternoon helping Melissa and children move to their new home.  It's larger, and will be much more comfortable.  She's met a wonderful man, and he seems to be well grounded, and makes her feel secure.  I know you would be pleased.  I remember sitting with you and her at the dinning room table when you looked at her and said,"Remember,  you were always my peace!  xoxo"

"Hi Sweetie, your book, Gods plan for Annie, why she had to die, is still doing well on amizon.com, and barnesandnoble.com. as well as  local bookstores.  Beyond a doubt, you are a part of Gods plan for the world.  Your battle with  cancer, is probably one of the greatest testimonials written in modern times. Why would God love an athiest so much, against all odds you found salvation ? xo"

"Hi sweetie, made it home safely!  Thanks for the lift.  I did look to the heavens a few times, blew you some kisses and gave you a few waves.  We were actually flying at 35,000 feet.  I did see a small orange glowing ball in the distance while it was dark outside.  At first I thought it was another aircraft, but it wasn't.  It was definately there and I saw it.  Made me think!  I love you"

"Many Happy Returns on your Birthday My Darling Sister Annie..XOXOXOXOXOX
LOVE YOU MILLIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lesley"

"Happy birthday Annie! I know you are in heaven having the best birthday ever celebrating with Jesus! You were the most courageous woman I have ever known. Your laugh and smile were always there even during the toughest of times.I look at the stuffed animal I bought you during one of your hospital stays and it reminds me of you and makes me smile! Love you!"

"Hi Sweetie, sitting at the airport in San Francisco, thinking of you, and through the wonder of computers, your always right beside me when I travel.  I hope your birthday is as special as I imagine it might be.  Or, living in Christ, do you even have a birthday. I suppose living in "perfect love & peace" is the greatest gift of all.  I want that too!  I love you, enjoy your blessings. ."

"Wish I could have known you, Happy Birthday. You have the Greatest of Family, they Love and Miss you Much....."

"Happy birthday sweetie, today is your 62nd Birthday.  In a few hours I'll be flying home, watching for you all the way.  I know, I'm looking for a miracle, but in your case, all things are possible.  I wish you were there waiting for me!  Warm and cozy!  For now, I will live on with your star shinning brightly inside me.  "And" I wait!  Love you, keep an eye on me today.  XO"

"Tomorrow is my sister Annie and my son 'sBirthday ,so my darling sister how could i forget yours .I only wish you were still here so i could talk to you like i always did on your Birthday ,.Happy Birthday in haven with Mum wendy and Tracey.Love you all and miss you so very much.xxx"

"There is so much beauty in life
Beauty is a gift of God
Beauty is in the heart which touches another
Simplicity is beauty
Beauty is you,
And thoughts of you make me smile x"

"I love you soooooo much. <3"

"Nanny, I'm sorry I haven't written to you sooner. My heart is just so broken still, I can barely see through the tears to write this. I really miss you. I've been thinking about you all the time. I tell my friends all about you. I'm really sad you didn't get to meet some of them. You are SO special to me. Its really hard for me to think about living the rest of my life without you."

"Ann never knew you, but you have one Great Family. Bob and Melissa have become some of my Best Friends. You are truely love by your family, that I know forsure. I can say that I have learned how to Love unconditionaly, from the two of them... Love You"

"Hi Sweetie, I am truely amazed and humbled at the amount of views your site has received.  I visit you most days, but mine don't count as a view.  I know over 95% of the views are not family.  As in life, people are still being drawn to you.  Gods Plan is strong, your are being loved by so many people.  "You're making a difference in some folks lives.  That has to be God's plan. Love u xo"

"Hi Sweetie!  I love you!  I've got a plan!  On your birthday I'll be flying at 39,000 feet.  Won't be in heaven, but closer than I've been since you passed.  So, as I don't know what happends in heaven, if you get any special priviledge's on your birthday, don't forget about me.  I'll be looking to the heavens and waving; sending you all the love that I still feel in my heart for you. xoxo"

"Annie, I love you now as much as I did the last time I kissed your sweet lips and held you in my arms for the last time. You touched my heart in a way that most people will never understand.  I'll be yours until the end of time.  Thank you for loving and sharing your life with me. I fought so hard to save you, now all I have is the memories and what if's? WE did find the "Perfect Love" xo"

"Hi sweetie, Just left Melissa's office, she is doing well.  She's had a few nightmares about you lately, she just needs more time. I remember when you lost your mom, you were so young,  children to raise.  Pain was immense!  Well she's where you were!  Like you, in time her pain will become an ache!  As for me, I wait!  One day, we shall meet again in perfect love. God bless  Bobby  xoxoxo"

"Hi Sweetie, your book, Gods Plan For Annie Why She Had To Die, was released Oct 6th, It's held steady at the 10% mark out of 8,000,000 paperbacks, 7% out of 12,000,000 hardbacks, and your best selling format is kindall, I've had some lovely reviews from readers. They are acknowledging your courage, strength, and pain.You were a beautiful lady and I miss you with all my heart, love Bobby xo"

"HELLO MY SUNSHINE:) I LOVE AND MISS YOU JUST AS MUCH AS EVER, IF NOT MORE.   I KNOW YOUR LAUGHING RIGHT NOW, I AM RIGHT THERE WITH YOU. :)"

"My Darling Sissy Annie, When ever you walked in a room it lite up, you were always full of laughter and fun,your lovely smile, your love, your grace. A True wife, Mother, grand-mother, sister, auntie, and friend. Your Love will always lite up everyone`s heart forever. I will always cherish you my truely wonderful brave sister. Miss you so much girlie. Love your sis Doreen xxx"

"My Darling Sister Annie, A whole year has passed! I love and miss you so very much,MY SWEET-PEA, you had so much beauty grace kindness and love for every one. I will always remember the care you showed me through out my life, you were the one person who understood me, we shared secrets and lots of laughs you were an amazing sister, i will love you for ever more. Love Your sister Doreen xxx"

"Miss you, Ann."

"Momma...i miss you with all of my heart! I used to be afraid of death....sounds I kinda strange I know, but I'm not any longer! I am so excited to see you again! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you..i miss  your touch....your smell...your smile...your voice! love you loads and loads! XOXO sincerely your Poppet"

"Hi Annie ,its been one year since you left us .the pain is fading ,but boy do i miss hearing your voice .I will keep in my heart all the lovely memorys I have or shared with you .I love you so very much my darling sister,I can hear you now with Wendy and Tracey ,laughing together miss you all .I look forward to the day i see you again .always in my heart .your sister Jacqueline.xxxxx"

""My Sweet Annie"  it's been a year today--Lesson learned, is still as it was when you passed. "If you love someone today, try to love them more tomorrow!  Throughout  your cancer, our love got stronger each day.  It was the "Perfect Love."  I miss you so much, I feel like life has evolved into a state of being. No longer a beginning or ending. Wait for me,  I'll see you again, Precious luv"

"I love you Nanny. xxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooxxxxxxxxxxxxx"

"In an hour it will be November 2nd. This date marks a year since your passing. Let me tell you Nanny, the first year of my life without you here and its almost unbearable. Many days this year I've woken up, hoping it was all a nightmare, many times I've picked up my phone to dial your number to hear you say "hello darling", but I was never relieved of the pain. I miss you terribly."

"from nathan pharris auntie ann was the kindest person i have ever met ,even when she was unwell she made me a blaket of hot air balloons because that was her dream a dream that unfourthnely she never  got to do but we will always remember her in our hearts and our prays we all love you auntie ann and miss you"

"my Auntie ann was a loving and kind person and even when she was unwell she managed to make me a blaket with a design of hot air boolin on but even those she is not with us anymore her memory will live on in our hearts and thought my uncle bob's book please everyone buy a copy if you have got a little spare money we all love you auntie ann by nathan pharris"

"My darling sister Annie ,I miss you so very much less that one week and it will be one year since you departed from us and it seems like forever ..Those last moments of your life ,while i was talking to you on the phone, will stay with me till the day i join you wendy traceyand mum and dad.I miss you so much ,you always knew how to make me smile even when i was sad .Sleep well my darling s"

"Hi Sweetie, I was at Melissa's office a little while ago. She showed me a card you sent her on 19/11/99, it was beautiful, the words, well, they were from the heart and all that you are.  It made me sad, I couldn't wait to get home and write you a note. I love you Annie,"

"Miss you, Ann.  I think of you often.  When Zachery was a baby, you gave him a green stuffed Gund Frog, which Zoe now sleeps with.  And every day Zoe and I use one of the blankets you made us.  Thank you for everything.  You were such an amazing woman to know."

"Hey Sweetie, I did it your story is out and selling well. It's a beautiful book babe, I'm sure you know that!  This book will help with the funding on finding  a cure for such a dreadful blood cancer. Love you milllions xo to see book go to    www.godsplanforannie.com   XOXOXOX"

"Hello, Annie -  A few years ago, God placed on my heart that I needed to spend time with you. What a glorious week we had. You are now with your heavenly family in a place that knows no pain or sorrow, watching over your earthly family. Your love still remains with us. We miss u"

"Momma...i feel so blessed to have been your child! I miss you with all that I am. You are my first and last thought of each day. You were my bestest friend,taught me the true meaning of unconditional love and how to laugh simultaneously with tears! Love always "poppet"xoxo"

"I LOVE YOU ANNIE!!!!!XOXOXOXOXOX"

"Annie, I miss you so very much!!!!My heart aches. I often think of the times we went shopping, and how much fun we had. Your beautiful smile, your grace and sense of style. How you waited on the porch for me to come home from work. I miss it all.. I MISS YOU.XOXOXOXOXOX"

"Wow Annie, I set this site up on Sept 4th, 2011. You've already had 362 views. I always said, anyone that knew you was blessed. The world doesn't know it, but a great humanitarian was lost when you said goodbye for the last time. They will know you through your story!  Bobby xoxo"

"Nanny,
     I miss you. There are no fancy words to say, to express the pain in losing you. You were my hero, and Im sure now your my guardian angel. I love you."

"Miss you Annie so much. I have so many fond memories of us growing up in Cheviot Drive, memories I will always cherish. All the mishaps I got into as a child you were always there to help, such a caring person even at that young age. Love you and miss you."

"LOVE YOU MILLIONS AND MILLIONS "GIRLFRAN"
XOXOXOXOXOXOX"

"& I need you more than ever right now. this RN program is getting harder & harder, please stay beside me so I can get through this, you were so excited for me to start, and had alot of faith in me, and I'm gonna get through it for you I promise, Thank you for all your support!"

"Hey Auntie Ann & Uncle Bob,

Love those funny pictures of Ann that you put up Bob gave me a good laugh, I miss you so much Annie, but I know your still with me every step of the way!"

"Annie, I'll post the release date of your book as soon as it's available. The book will guide people not on the site to you. So thay can see you and leave a tribute if they like. I opened the site up for the general public tonight!  It's time! I love you. xoxo"

"Hi Sweetie, in about two weeks the world will start meeting you. I can't wait.  I know I can't hold on to you forever, I think it's time to share your beauty with the rest of the world.  "Gods Plan For Annie" will reveal all.  I am so proud of you, it won't be long now! Love you"

"Hi Annie, been really stressed tonight, but not sure why. I decided to turn on your memorial and see if perhaps that would help.  Seeing your beautiful face does help. I think I just need to see you, but this memorial and pictures is all  I have.  It's tough Annie. Love you xoxox"

"Hi Annie, I see you through my tears, the pain is easing, but I gotta tell you, your mark was left on my soul, and when my big day comes the thought of perhaps seeing you again will make me smile. I know your up there, but heaven is a big place. "I will find you!" XO"

"Annie, your Sisters Wnedy and Tracy were your 9/11, unfortunately and sadly you were my 9/11. We were getting ready to leave for work together doing an estate sale on 9/11. Through this memorial, and your story, you will live on forever and always in our hearts!  Love you xoxo"

"Hi Annie, you've had 54 viewers on this site and they aren't family. I going to open it up soon to family and friends.  But I get to go first, and I'm having a long turn. It's not that easy to share you, even the book has caused me anxiety, but you already know that! xo"

"Annie, Remember what you said, we must learn to laugh at ourselves, I added some new picts for the family hopefully they will have a good  giggle.  Your fighting spirit was second to none. The book will tell the world just how special and blessed you were. We became 1!xoxoxoxoxox"

"Annie, I let Melissa see this tribute today,I now realize that she was so busy trying to take care of me that she didn't grieve your loss properly.I've never heard her cry like that before, it really pulled at my heart strings. I promise, I've got her back. She's going to be ok.x"

"Annie, sent the edited copy of Gods Plan For Annie back today, will have a formatted book on your computer in 10 days, cover and all. Can't wait to see it.  Once I ok it, it goes to publishing and marketing. Won't be long now sweetie!  Gods plan will come to pass!  The "Book"xo"

"Annie, your "Story" will be out soon. "Gods Plan For Annie." You were an amazing person, and undoubtedly one of "Gods Favorite "Angels!" I want the world to know about you and your courageous battle with cancer. You were the inspiration for so many people! Love You Forever, Bobby"