I seriously have so many stories I could fill so many websites. He was my best friend and he's the father to my son. He constantly makes faces like Anthony. I remember when we first found out I was pregnant as we smoked in the hotel bathroom because he always loved hanging out in the bathroom he was always strange. I peed on myself and we just knew it. He had been constantly making jokes about me being prego then bam there we were. We went to the doctor and got an official test and he just looked at me and the paper and was like I'm going to be a daddy. He was so excited everything was going to be perfect. But you can never tie a Matthews down. I know he loved me and I know he loves our son. I know he is looking down on us. We love you so much