I visited you today, not in the way I wish I could but in the only way I can. So many other young people who died the way you died, I know the pain you hid is half of what killed you Ant, I wish I knew then what I know now, I love you AJ, you are never forgotten, you made me a mother and for that I have to be grateful, in six days you will have been gone for three years, I just don't have the proper words to explain how lost I am without you. I love you forever, I like you for always, as long as I am living my baby you will be

Mom

Anthony Joseph

Addiction is a disease...stop judging and help those who suffer

thinking of you kid

If there is any chance that you know my heart and that you will always be number 1 in it then I can live Aj, I miss you so more than I could ever begin to explain, always on my mind, you are my true love

I walk out of this house and feel your absence, just the same as I return to it everyday without you, I am afraid to forget your smile, your voice and how loyal and sweet you were, were...that word is so horrible because as your mom you just are...love you so much, hope you know.

Aj's guy did both of ours, I sang that song to him and Amaya

I miss my baby, I woke up today with my heart in my throat because every damn day it hits me like the first, you are not living, I told you I was afraid I would lose you AJ and I did, I wish I was a better mother, I wish I could have done more, I love you and miss you so much

Mom

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you....I love you more then I can put into words and I'm glad I was able to tell you how much you were loved when we had our heart to hearts... I miss you more and more each day that passes my sweet nephew Aj 

Definitely meant jordans hehe

I know I shouldn't be texting and driving because you'd be yelling st my right now but I can't help but to share our endless waits in this long ward traffic.. remember when we would get off and get Sweens and then continue our journey in the back roads.. or you would tell me to get off quick and we'd have to switch from the fast lane all the way over to get off by IKEA lol. & one time we even got off and went to ikea and played on the rope course. MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY❤

Remember when we used to sneak Baylee into the campground every time we would go & only be able to take her out at night & we'd have to sneak her behind the cabin. Thank god she was never a barker lol. I'm also at elm diner right now thinking about how you used to steal all my coffee creamers and drink them but you'd never drink coffee. So weird, you're perfect❤ Then we'd eat 2 sides of corned beef and hash and call it a day lol. God I miss you so much 

I miss you Anthony so much, everyday is another day your are gone from me I ache for your life back, you were and are so precious to me

mom

I have no stories just my love to leave you every day AJ, I pray Auntie is with you and hugging you. I love you AJ, always and forever,

Mom 

At one point you were over everyday playing 2k all day everyday lol it was almost like you lived there and you loved  to claim it as your house all the time. Happy I found this tweet cause I'm picturing you laughing and saying it. To many good times we all had at my apartment at 1 Campbell Ave. Wish we could go back and relive those stress free no care in the world days like we always did. Love you man till we meet again rest easy box. 

how much I have lost I dont know how to explain, if wishes were breathing, I would do so many things different, I am so sorry Anthony, you will never know

Thank you Margaret for recording this National Overdose awareness day video where they said Ajs name, you've done a lot for me, ❤️❤️❤️❤️