Is Us Always 42410
So many stories i can write down lol. well one is i remember the first day we chilled u said i was mad loud & had long ass nails lol. Then u started playing wit my fingers and telling me how soft my hands were. we hugged and u went back home txt me and asked y i didnt kiss u lol next day we chilled u bought me a milkshake and fries from wendys, we kissed and u fell in love lol those wer ya words "damn u got soft lips we gotta chill more" we was cool people after that talked for months and on April 24 2010 funniest day u always thought u had it , we was going to drink and we rode around with megan finding a liquor store u said :i got the hook up here" lol u kame out wit some pauly mason smh u got messed up tho, u reaches over hugged me and asked me out thought u was juz drunk lol but no u wer serious and we last this long, u moved in wit me, and we had a beautiful son :) i wish i couldve got it thru ya head everyday wen i txt u go home and work stay out da streets u got us & ya family. But i guess god wanted u , u was strugglin with finding another job he had some better for u den dis messed up world. Ur our angel now ur always with us even tho i wouldve loved to have u physically here. Sorry we didnt get to move into our own and start over again but kno wen i do ur goin b with us baby. my family, ur family we all love & miss u dearly. Ur not even gone in my eyes and ur never forgotten. Love u <3 ur heart remember? 42410 ps. looked at ur old comments on my fb :'( ur da best!
Here Come's Baby, Amir Is Here!
Taylor's Going To Texas Going Away Party June 2011
I remember the day you were born and the day you came home. You were the best gift a person could get, a nephew. I couldn't wait to become an auntie and the love for you was instant. I remember having you every single weekend to give your mom some time for herself. Me and nan always had our "Lil Ant". Who cared about parties as a teenager, I didn't because I had a Nephew I wanted to spend my weekends with all the time. I remember those big beautiful bright eyes and remember when you pooped on me the first time I changed your diaper. A mouth full of laughter, a heart full of hurt and eyes full of tears telling this story because I can't believe I now have to REMEMBER you because you are no longer with us in the physical sense.
I remember always saying be careful or don't do this or are you sure about that...just the typical things you say to a kid not realizing those are things you must say to them in this cruel world. I just wish I had more opportunities to say those things to you today but I realize by the Grace of God that me not having to see them is a hurtful blessing because I no longer have to worry about a thing. You are safe in God's arms.