Here I am on the 3rd anniversary of my being without you and it has not gotten easier. I am still struggling with missing you, thinking of you and wishing you were still here. I hope you are looking down and guiding every step I take so I don't fail, but if you can't do that, just keep me safe, like you always did. i miss you and wish I had you back and would give anything to have you again. I love you forever.

I am at 2 years now, and miss you more today then the first day. I still think of you everyday and would give anything to have you back for one hour, or whatever i could get. I will never meet anyone like you again and that means I will be alone for the rest of my life, but no one could ever mean to me what you meant. My only wish is that you knew this and took it with you. Forever Mack!!!

You were the best thing in my life, always. You were the best husband, friend, lover, confidant, father to the animals and most of all the love of my life. I could never had wished for a better man in my life to fill up any more than you did. I miss you every day, every minute and every second. I think of you all the time and miss you more than I ever thought possible.