ForeverMissed
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Her Life

They never got a chance to meet

March 21, 2016

My son his name is Jake, Ashani always wanyed me to have another kid her life was cut to short to meet him. He reminds me of her in so many ways, My babies are BEAUTIFUL.

Ashani's

March 19, 2016

Ashani was diagnosed rhabdomyosarcoma childhood cancer when she was four years old. She received treatment at Rady Childrens hospital  on and off for 4 years. The dedicated staff, Sam (shani's favorite nurse) Ashani's oncologist Dr.Roberts of Rady children’s hospital cared for Ashani while she recieved treatment.
I was informed Ashani received all and every possible treatment known for this type of cancer, December 2007. Ashani died 3-21-08, in lying right beside me, in the hospital bed. I remember watching her chest move up and down, then it just stopped. I remember screaming and my best friend Danielle running to get a nurse. I dont remember anthing else from that day.
Ashani had a passion life and for learning,she was my only child at the time.  She was loved by everyone who knew her and will be missed, but never forgotten. I think about Ashani every day; my heart hurts pain no mother should ever feel. My life so far has been a struggle without Ashani. I never knew a person could feel so much pain.