Hi grandma I wanted to talk to you I didn't know who to turn to but you I know you will try to listing to me I'm so hurt the way my life has turn out to be I am scared grandma I'm trying so hard to get myself out this and I don't know how I'm only waiting on one thing so I can go with my life grandma I'm always thinking about you and I know I can feel you with me grandma I need this to come in soon so can paid this off my life is so mess up I want to go home and be with mom I miss you her so much I can't let her know grandma she will be so stress I'm so stress with this I have to ask god to help me through this and you some how I'm going home before the summer is over I love you so much grandma and I muss you so much you are everything to me my heart I guess I having gotten over you passing ad that Hurt's so much I do believe in faith a I know I will get through this I love you so much and I miss you frm your granddaughter