LLeaving that hospital without u was so hard next few days were a haze then the day was here to lay u to rest ur daddy car red u all by himself we put u in that hole and was my head went west it been 25years since that day but remember it as if it was yesterday I love going to ur grave chatting to u but most of all is wen I light ur candles and walk away the flame is so bright almost as if ur say in I love u mum  good bye baby until we meet again mummy and daddyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

UU were put into an incubate with tubes every were you were so tiny weighing 2.15ozs god u were perfect ,then u began to get weak and poorly we got u cristend and blessed by the hospital priest I used to sit by ur side and sing don't worry be happy by Bob male u d roll ur hand around my finger then the sad news came ur dad came running up shouting cum e on we only have minutes with Karl we cred all the way to u then we stud numb as we both watched ,as ur tiny heart stop and u died god r world feel apart

It also artefacts I couldn't stop u cuming ,hours and hours in labour, then I shall never forget them words from the midwife ,she said to me just before I pushed u out I hope for ur sake it is the stronger sex then one push and u were out a big cry from u and a great sye of release from me and ur daddy