it has been five years since you were taken away from me. they say that time heals all wounds. Not true! the pain I feel in my heart is just as great as the day I lost you. not a day goes by that I dont feel your absence. by now I should have been able to move on with my life, but the desire to do that is not there and quite frankly I dont want to. to my friends and family, dont worry about me. I am not suicidal. I have just chosen to live in the memories of what was, and not is. my emotional pain is my reality! I will continue to go through the motions of living a life without her, but it is a life that i cannot enjoy. every single day, I visit this site to revisit our time together. I await the time when I am reunited you. I loved you then, I love you now,  and I will love you for the rest of life.