I created this memorial site to remember my 3rd daughter Bella Carol Michelle Fink named after her older sister Carol Fink who died of Malaria on March 10th 2014. Bella was 3 months and 18 days when she passed away. It was one of two of the hardest days of my entire life. She was a blessing to us.
Bella has 2 older sisters. Carol Addison Fink who was 3 when she died of Malaria and 1 year old Justine who is living healthly. She is the child of me and Woody Fink, her daddy.
Bella loved to sleep. She always would sleep through the night and I had to wake her up in the middle of the night to feed her. Bella also said her first word which was water on April 23rd 2014. She was a slow learner.
Bella's favorite colour was blue. That's why I'm writing in blue for my angel baby. All of my 3 children had/has a favorite colour. Carol: Pink. Justine: Purple. Bella: Blue.
No changes occured in Bella. She was always the same easy heavy baby as she was since February.
BELLA'S ANGEL STORY:
JUNE 3RD 2014: 9:00AM
Today, I was staying home with Bella and I sent Justine to the nursery. The bad worker is gone and they have amazing ones now. So, I woke Bella up and we had a decent morning of feeding her and dressing her. For breakfast, I got Bella her favorite peach baby food. She ate slowly and beautifully.
JUNE 3RD 2014: 10:30AM
Bella was cold in her little outfit so I put her back in her pink onezie. She said onezie today and it was beautiful. She crawled around the room for a little until she got thirsty. She had a drink of milk and was put to sleep after that. She was a little bit fussy.
JUNE 3RD 2014: 11:00AM
Bella had been sleeping for a long time and I went to wake her up. The first thing I saw is Bella lying in her crib back turned to me. I went and shook her. I turned her around and the next thing I know it, my baby has a blue face and is suffocated. I was panicked. I called Ms. Nalonan. She showed up with the ambulance and they took my angel to the hospital to try and revive Bella.
JUNE 3RD 2014: 11:57
The saddest part is, I can barely say it but Bella Carol Michelle Fink joined her big sister in Heaven. Our angel died. I have 2 Heavenly angels and 1 earthly angel. Today my angel died. I'm still crying. I miss her and I want to hold Bella in my arms again. I miss her so much. I'll never forget Bella Carol Michelle Fink. She's always been my baby.
Bella was such a blessing to this family and she filled in for Carol for a while. I spent nearly 4 months loving Bella and now I want her back to move on to another 5 and then 6 and then 7 and soon a year. Now, we only have Justine in our lives. My beautiful angel has went to see her sister. This family wouldn't be where we are now if Bella hadn't come along. And she did and were very happy to have had Bella in the Fink family. The second Fink flew to Heaven and it wasn't because of Malaria.
Bella died of SIDS which stands for Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. It happens to any baby any time. It normally happens in between 2 and 4 months. Bella was almost 4 months. She was 3 months and 18 days. SIDS is common in healthy babies. Bell was very healthy and SIDS got her. I wouldn't necessarily say SIDS is a disease. It happens a lot.
In Loving Heavenly Memory of Bella Carol Michelle Fink from February 16th 2014-June 3rd 2014.
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Your true friend forever,
Bailey Marie Pickett