God, if you can, please send a message to "Big Bill" on the anniversary of his leaving this earth 3 years ago today. Please remind him of how much we love him. In the present tense. God, we will never EVER stop loving him. We will not miss him less next year than we did this one, Damn YOU!!! I'm still extremely pissed that you needed him so much so early!!!!!!! We weren't ready damn it, we weren't ready to give him to you. We are surviving, we are laughing, we are smiling, we are crying, we are dancing, we are flipping the bird, we are reminiscing. Parts of us are dying because we still cannot accept the fact that you will never again snore or talk to yourself in our presence. I digress....
God, if you run into our man Big Bill, please emphasize how much he is still thought about and loved.
Better yet, I hope you can hear us Billy when we say, Damn bro, it's tough living on this earth without your presence. Damn it, we FUCKING miss you, you jerk AWFF, which was always an inside joke of ours. Damn it, is a simple melancholic experience to hear "Gimme the Loot" from Dave's mouth without your part, "no need fa dat, just grab da effing gat"...GOOOODDDDDDDDDDDD WE MISS THE EVERLIVING SHITTTTTTT OUT OF YOU!!! I want to use the F word but that's just not appropriate.
Until we meet again, thanks for simply being you our Big Bill.
We love you with every single molecule of our existence you incredible man!!!