Hey my baby, yesterday was three years since you've been gone. Today makes 1096 days, it hasn't gotten any easier and I just miss you so much. I long for you to be here with me and for things to be the way they used to be. Oh why can't that be? Why did you have to leave? Momma misses you so very much. I love you my sweet boy, I just want you back. I love you so much

I'm missing you so much this Christmas and every day, it's just not the same anymore and it will never be. We released some lanterns for you on Christmas Eve, they were so beautiful floating up in the sky. One got stuck in a tree, it stayed burning for awhile, we just knew it was you holding it there. I love you my baby and I miss you with every part of my soul.

Today makes 2 years since you've been gone. I didn't think I'd survive the loss of you. Most days are still hard, I miss you so much it's hard to breathe. I just can't believe it's been 2 years without seeing your face or hearing your voice. I love you my baby

I remember when you were just a todler, yall lived in waggaman.  You were a precious, little, blonde haired cutie.

Missing you my baby, it's not getting any easier. I miss you so much and I love you so much. I just want you home

To my boy, my first born son, the days have been so long since you've been gone. Most days it's hard for momma to breathe. I can't believe that you're gone, I sit here alone and go over it in my head a thousand times a day, trying to figure out why and I have no answers. It wasn't supposed to be this way, I was supposed to go first, not my child. I miss you more and more everyday. I love u

I find it hard to do most anything, its like I just can't function without you but I do the best I can. I keep talking to you, hoping to get some sort of sign that you are ok, but nothing. I believe you can hear me, I just wish I could hear you, smell you. God I miss you so much. Everyone does. The year has flown by, but it feels like yesterday to me.