- 28 years old
- Date of birth: May 11, 1984
- Place of birth:
Chicago, Illinois, United States
- Date of passing: Feb 13, 2013
- Place of passing:
crown point, Indiana, United States
|Let the memory of Brandon be with us forever and forever his love in our Hearts.. <3 Rest in Paradise my son, my brother, my friend until we meet again. <3|
This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Brandon Booe, 28, born on May 11, 1984 and passed away on February 13, 2013. We will remember him forever. Brandon you will forever be in our hearts.. You are truly missed,, You are now in Heaven and is God's angel warrior.. I cant wait until the day we meet again and i can hold you in my arms forever... you will always be my baby.. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 always Momma, Ashley(Bash) Jonathan (Bro) Katelyn (Furb)... we miss you so much... Always and Forever.. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
"Hi my sweetheart. Missing you so much it hurts! Your brother Jonathan turned 27 yesterday! Another birthday without you and it doesn't get any easier! Never thought you wouldn't be here! Every birthday that we celebrate you are so missed. Its so hard for me to be happy for your siblings while I'm hurting so much inside.. I crave for you so much. I still ask WHY? Why you? Why did you have to be taken from us? I know I will never have an answer but my heart needs to know! I miss you so and love you more than you will ever know! I truly pray that I will be with you one day! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Another year without you! 2017 will be another year that you will never see, never be with us! My heart still hurts for you! I miss you so much it hurts. My Brandon, I still can't believe you are gone! I would do anything to have you back! You are my heart and soul. You will be forever! I know I will never have you back so Im asking if I can have you in my dreams more this year! I haven't had you in my dreams for a very long time! I need to see you! I love you so much son! Always and Forever, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Missing you Always,
Especially at Christmastime..
With all the celebrations And Christmas drawing near. What a lovely time we'd have If only you were here.
We'd spend so many happy hours
The way we did before.
Christmas is for loved ones
And I couldn't miss you more.
When I wake on Christmas Day
I'll look to Heaven above
And I'll remember every smile
And think of you with Love!!
You are so missed and so Loved Son!! Another Christmas without you and you are missed even more! It doesn't get any easier! I still can't believe you are gone!! My heart hurts every single day! How can we be coming up on another year without you?! Time goes by so fast but than it is so slow!! Im locked in time, I can't see a future without you and that hurts even more! I know you are in Jesus' arms and I know you will be waiting for me when he calls my name! I love you so much son! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Missing you so much Son! Christmas is so hard without you! I wish I could just sleep through it and not feel this pain! I would do anything to have you back! No matter how long its been since you've been gone it doesn't get any easier! My heart will be broken for the rest of my days! I love you so much! I pray everyday for the day that I will get to see you again! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Today is Thanksgiving day! Another Thanksgiving without you! We had Thanksgiving dinner yesterday at Jonathan's house. Im glad that we did. Today didn't even feel like Thanksgiving and Im thankful for that. You are so missed son! These holidays do not get any easier! I would do anything to have you back.. I love you and miss you with all my heart!! I still cry almost everyday for you! Always and forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Missing you so much son.. The Holidays are coming again this year without you and my heart is hurting so much! I miss you so much.. I wish you were here. I count the days and months and years that I will see you again.. I love and miss you so much my buddy, my son, I will love you forever!!!! Always and Forever. Momma xoxoxoxoxxooxo"
"My Son, I miss you so much! My heart is really hurting for you today! Your favorite baseball team The Chicago Cubs are going to the World Series!! You would of been going crazy!! Hurts my heart that your not here to see how great your Cubs are doing! You should be here enjoying your life! You were too young to leave this world!! Im so sorry that I couldn't save you! It kills me every single day! I can't even watch the games! It hurts me too much! I miss you so much buddy! I love you with all my heart and soul!! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Oh Son, I am missing you so much!! Its been 3 1/2 years now that you left us.. It doesn't get any easier.. they say that time helps but to me it doesn't. Time just teaches you to live with pain.. The pain is always there! Every minute of everyday.. Some days the pain is so bad that I can't control the tears! I Love you my buddy! I pray everyday that when the Good Lord calls my name I will see you again!! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Honey, you were so right!!! People that love you will always show it!! Its sad that it takes once a year on your birthday that I have to have a party for anyone to show that they love and remember you!! It hurts my heart when I think how you would always remember and keep your family and friends memory alive... Now I see who truly loves you!! Sweetheart, I don't care who does and who doesn't keep your memory alive,,,, You know that your momma will for the rest of my life... I love you and miss you with all my heart and soul honey!! ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOMMA <3 <3 <3 <3"
"There is No Death,
People die only when we forget them!!
For every time we think of our Loved Ones and keep their Memory alive they remain Alive!!
When a parent loses a child its their Love that continues to carry on their Memory!
So help a Grieving Parent carry on their Child's Memory!
No parent should ever have to bury a child and their Memory!!
I Love and Miss you my dear sweet son Brandon!! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
When I simply say
I MISS HIM
I really mean, I miss his smile, I miss his voice, I miss his laugh, I miss him next to me, I miss his jokes, I miss him holding my hand, I miss his hugs, I miss him teasing me, I miss him so much that I can feel my heart BREAKING!!!! I MISS MY SON!!! Love always and forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
Once again and just for a moment, I believed that you were still alive and well..... That's when I realized it was just a dream. Once again I wake to be greeted by a LIVING NIGHTMARE.... CALLED REALITY!! Miss you so much Son!! Love, Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Our Love is here to Stay!!
My relationship with you continues every day
Death cannot take our relationship away
You're still with me just in a different way
I talk to you in my mind as memories of you replay
As all of me misses all of you every day
I carry you with me now every step of the way
You're still a part of me as our love is here to stay!!!
Always and Forever my Son!!
"Even though you flew away
My love for you will forever stay
My thoughts will always fly your way
Until I fly to meet you again one day!!!
Always and Forever, Momma xoxoxoxoxox"
"An Eternal Memory
Of a Much Loved SON
THIS is for someone wonderful as loved as one could be,
for you were everything in life you meant the world, you see
And sometimes life can be unkind when hearts are torn in two
but nothing ever could compare to the pain of losing you.
But all the love you left behind, forever will live on and so until we meet again,
rest peacefully dear Son!
Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Missing you so much son!! I so wish you were here with me! I still can't believe you are gone! I can't believe your life is over! I wasn't ready for you to leave me, I was never ready for you to leave! I should of been the one going first! My heart hurts every single day for you! In 2 days your baby sister will be turning 23. Another birthday that we have to celebrate without you and it hurts so much!! We Love you and miss you so so much!! You deserved a long life, to be happy, to get married and have children. It hurts my heart for you! You were a good person, a great son, the best brother, the most loyal son, brother, friend... I can't wait until the day I see your beautiful face and get your big bear hug!! I pray that there is an afterlife... Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Well my son, tomorrow we will be celebrating your 32nd birthday! Your birthday is May 11 1984. Forever 28. Not only will we be celebrating your birthday, we will also celebrate your beautiful life! We all miss and love you more and more each passing day! Tomorrow will be hard for me! Please send a sign that you are with me! Its not fair, you should be here with us! Its not fair that your life ended too young! You were a good person, a great son, a great brother and a great friend! We love you so much and miss you more and more every day!! I would do anything to have you back!! My heart will hurt for the rest of my life!! Always and Forever Momma!! xoxoxoxxoxoxoxxo"
"Hi Sweetheart, Yesterday was your Birthday! Im sorry that I am writhing to you now, but yesterday I was missing you so much and the thought of writhing to you was unbearable.. I shouldn't be writing to you on a memorial page! I should be seeing you and celebrating with you! I think I cried a million tears yesterday! I miss you so so much!! I can't believe you would be 32 now! I can't believe you will forever be 28!! I still can't believe you are gone!! It feels like a million years ago the last time I saw you but than it feels like just yesterday! I can still hear your voice in my head saying, HI MOMMA.. I would do anything to see you and hear your voice again!! I MISS YOUR LOVE, I MISS YOUR HUGS, I MISS BEING HAPPY, I AM TOLD THAT, IN TIME, 'THE SUN WILL COME OUT TOMORROW', BUT I KNOW THAT, WITHOUT YOU, IT WILL NEVER SHINE AS BRIGHT AGAIN!! HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY SON! I WILL HOLD YOU IN MY HEART UNTIL I HOLD YOU IN HEAVEN!! ALWAYS AND FOREVER, MOMMA XOXOXOXOXOXOXO"
"Hi my Son, today was a special day! You have another nephew that was born today! Your brother Jonathan had a son! He named him Andrew William Booe. He named him after yours and his late father! I know you and your father are very happy smiling down from Heaven! Now we have 2 little boys named after both of you! We have a little piece of you both again! We will tell them all about you both through their lives! They will know how special you both are to us! Your memory will live on through both of them! We Love and miss you so very much! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxo"
"My sweet son Brandon.. Momma is missing you really bad today! I want you back so bad.. This month your new nephew will be arriving. Another nephew that you will never know! Your nephews will never know the awesome uncle that they missed out on knowing. I promise you honey that I will tell them all about you! They will know you so much through me about you! I see your little nephew Brandon that your sister named after you, I see a lot of you in him. He looks like you, he loves watching tv like you did. He is only 16 months old and since he was just a newborn he loved tv... You didnt like to walk much and when we take him for a walk he will only walk so far and than he wants to be carried.. lol... just little things he does reminds me of you. I love it.. I feel as if we still have a piece of you here with us! I pray that you are with us! Now to see how your new little nephew will be like, and who will he look like.. Its wonderful that your sister and brother have named their sons after you and your father! I sure hope and pray that you both see them and know that they are named after you! We love and miss you so much it still hurts.. You are always on my mind and forever in my heart!! Always and Forever.... Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"My sweet son, momma is missing you so much! Tomorrow is Easter. Another Easter, another holiday that we have to spend without you. This life that I have to live now without you doesn't get any easier!! My heart still misses you and still hurts for you! I still cry many tears for you! Its not fair that your life ended so young! I so wish I could trade places with you! No parent should ever have to bury their child.. You took half of my heart with you! You took so much of my joy with you! I feel empty! I can't tell you how many times I want to pick up the phone and call you! You don't know how many times I want to see you walk in my door and say Hey, Momma!! I want to hear your voice so bad, I want to have your hugs again. I miss your laugh. I miss the way you always teased me! Im so sorry I couldn't save you son! I pray everyday that I will see you again! Please come to me in my dreams tonight. Please give me a sign that you are with me!! I haven't had a dream of you in a very long time! I need to see you!! Please Jesus let my son come to me in my dreams!! I love you so much Brandon!! I miss you more than words can say!! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
"My Son, I'm missing you so much! There is so much I want to tell you! So much that you are missing! I wish you were here! Its now been 3 years and I still can't believe you are gone! My heart hurts for you everyday! I want to see your face! Hear your voice! I still cry for you and I will for the rest of my life! The beginning of May of this year 2016, I am going to make a garden for you! I can't stop doing things for you! I will never stop keeping your memory alive! I love you and I miss you with all my heart! Always and Forever, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Good Morning my sweet son!! Momma is missing you so much! Im trying so hard to learn to live this life of mine without you! Its not easy and I know it never will be.. I just want you back so bad and I know that will never happen. I pray everyday that I will see you again when God calls my name! Just believing that I will is the only way I get through each day without you! I love you and miss you with all my heart and soul. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Well Son another birthday for me and for your sister Ashley has came without you being here. We miss you so much.. Im so mad that I have had more birthdays than you. I dont celebrate mine anymore. I just celebrate Ashley's. Just hurts me to think I have another birthday and you dont. You will forever be 28 and that is not right.. You should be here having birthdays. A parent is suppose to go first.. Children are suppose to bury their parents... This doesn't make sense and it never will. I love you and miss you so much son!! Always and forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
"My son, this past saturday was 3 years that you are in Heaven. I couldn't write on here until today. It is still very painful for me! Feb 13,2013 was and always will be the worse day of my life!! I can't believe I haven't talked to you or seen you for 3 years... I miss you so much. I still cry for you son... I love you with all my heart and soul.. When these days and weeks and months and years go by, its bringing me to you sooner!! I can't wait to see you <3 Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"My Son,, Missing you so much today!! 3 years ago today was the last time I seen you face! The last time I got a hug and a forehead kiss! The last time I will ever hear your voice and say momma. The last time we laughed and joked. The last time we will ever watch the super bowl together!! ( I have not watched the Super Bowl since ) I would of never thought that in just 6 short days from today ( Feb 13, 2013 ) that God was going to call your name!! The month of Feb is so hard for me!! I miss you so much!! I can't believe its been 3 years since I seen you!! I would do anything to have you back!! I love you with all my heart and soul... I miss you more and more everyday!! Please be waiting in Heaven for me!! God will call my name one day and I pray you will be there waiting for me!! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxo"
"Honey another year without you, another year that you are not here for your brother jonathan's birthday. He turned 26 on Jan 13. Its so bittersweet, I had your bother on the 13 of Jan and I lost you on Feb 13. One day I celebrate and one day saddened beyond words.. We miss you so very much it hurts. I still pray that I will see you again one day. Nobody knows what happens when we die, so I dont know if I will see you again or not. To go on living without you is hard but to never know if you will see your children when you die is even harder... I love you with all my heart and soul.. I miss you more than words can say!! Always and forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Oh honey its 2016 now, another year without you! I can't believe its now 3 years this Feb 13 will be 3 years that you left me! I miss you more and more each year that passes. If I could have one wish, I would wish that you could be here with me or I can be with you where ever you are!! We Love you and miss you so so Much!! My Darling Brandon Im looking forward to the day I see you again!! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"
"My son Christmas was so hard for me, I miss you so much. My life is forever changed, I carry you in my heart but I will forever carry a void and pain. I feel like that void is growing bigger and bigger every year that I have to live on without you.
Everyday, your ghost aches in my bones. I'm so lost in having lost you.
William C. Hannan
Always and Forever, Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Missing you so much son... my heart will never stop hurting for you.. Please come to me in my dreams tonight.. I want and need to see you so bad... Love you with all my heart and soul.. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Missing you so so much today! I listened to your voice message on my phone and cried my eyes out... I want you back so bad.. My heart hurts for you so much... When will I see you again? I love you so much.. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Hi honey,,, Its now November.. and the holidays are coming. I loved Thanksgiving and Christmas.. I use to go all out for them.. Now I haven't celebrated neither of them since you went to Heaven. I really dont care to. I just want November and December to just fly by fast.. Than I have Feb that I have to face.. Feb 13th 2016 will be 3 years since you've been gone. 3 years since I seen you last, 3 years since I heard your voice and your laugh. 3 years since I felt your hugs.. I still can't believe you are gone. My heart will never catch up to my brain into knowing you are gone.. I never thought I would lose one of my kids.. NEVER.. I miss you so much it hurts. I love you so much Son.. I pray that when the good Lord calls my name you will be there waiting for me.. Thinking that I will see you again one day is the only way I can keep going everyday.. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"My sweet son, there is so much you are missing out on with your family. Your nephew ( Brandon ) turned 1 yesterday. I can't believe how much he looks like you! He is a combination between you and your sister Ashley. He looks nothing like Justin.. I know that having him look so much like you and he is named after you is a gift from Heaven. Its very bittersweet for me! Makes me happy but at the same time makes me sad that I lost my son and I'm missing you so much. Today is Halloween. You loved to see the little kids all dressed up. We use to sit on the porch and give out candy to the little trick or treaters.. We would laugh and say how cute they all were. You couldn't wait to have nieces and nephews running around and now that we are having them you are not here to see them and be part of their lives! They will never know you and they will never know how great of an Uncle you would of been. Just makes me so mad, I just dont understand any of this! I wake up everyday and face the day knowing that it wasn't just a bad dream, I will never see you again. I miss you and I love you with all my heart and soul... Please come to me in my dreams tonight. I need to see you if its only but a dream. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Morning sweetheart... I wish that I could hear your voice. I wish I could call you and actually talk to you! I miss you terribly!!! I dont know how I'm living on without you. I have this hole and pain in my heart and chest every single day! I will never feel full joy in my heart ever again. I will feel this emptiness inside my chest for the rest of my life! One day longer without you but one day closer to seeing you again.. I can't wait! I love you so much! Boy could I use one of you BIG BEAR HUGS right now!! Just to hear you say Momma again would be the music to my ears! Always and Forever Momma! xoxoxoxoxo"
"Hi sweetheart.. Im missing you so much. I wish I could call you and talk to you.. I miss your voice so much.. I listened to my only voice mail on my phone from you and hearing your voice just crushes my heart. I will never hear your voice again and that is so painful.. I sure hope and pray that we will be together again one day and I will hear your voice again. I want to see your face so much and have one of your big bear hugs.. I love you so much son.. When will I see you again??? Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxo"
"Hi sweetheart, Im missing you so bad.. The last 2 days have been so hard for me. I want you back so bad.. I still can't believe you are gone. I can't believe I will never see you again. I dont want to live in this pain anymore. Why did you have to go? I am supposed to go first. No parent should ever have to bury their child. Its not a life to live. Its pain and sadness every single day. I try to tell myself that you are in Heaven and you are happy and no more pain and I will see you again. But I battle back and forth everyday. I want to believe so bad. Some days I do believe and some days I dont know what to believe. How do we know for sure that we see our loved ones again? How do we know that this is the only life we get? Makes me sick to my stomach to think that I will never see you again or when I die I will never see your siblings ever again also. This hurts so much.. I never felt this pain in my life and I wish I never had to feel it.. I am not strong for this at all.. I just keep faking the smile. While I feel like I'm dying inside. I love you so much and I miss you more and more everyday. Please honey come to me in my dreams. I need to see you... Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"My Darling, its starting to begin to slowly turn into Fall.. The weather is getting cooler, Fall was your favorite season as well as mine! I can't believe that it has been 2 1/2 years since the last time I seen you. I miss you so much. Sometimes I just want the pain to end. I feel as tho I am going crazy trying to live without you and live with this pain and try to put on a smile and be strong for everyone. It so awful son. I just want you back so bad. I want one of your hugs. I want to sit and talk with you. I want to cry joyful tears not sad tears anymore.. Ive been waiting for you to come in my dreams and Its been way over a year since you did. I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo Until we meet again! <3"
"Hi Sweetheart.. Its 11 pm and I'm laying in bed missing you so much. I still can't believe you are not here anymore. I pray all the time that I will see you again one day. I sure hope that what they say about seeing our loved ones again is true.. I can't even think about me dying and never seeing you again. Makes my heart hurt even more. I sure hope you can see us.. There is so many changes in our family since you've been gone. Ashley's baby boy (Brandon) named after you will be turning 1 in Oct already and your brother Jonathan and Sandy are having a baby now. She is due in April.. Hurts me so much that you are not here to see them and be with all of us. You wanted to be an Uncle so much. You would of been a great one!! We all miss you so so much!! I hope you know that.. We Love you! I miss your big bear hugs so much. I miss our talks and I miss your laugh.. I miss your Love.. Looking forward to seeing you again one day.. <3 Love always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Hi Honey,,, Its 4am on August 16th. Im up wide awake again. Laying here thinking of you and missing you terribly. There are so many things that I want to tell you, I want to call you and talk to you so bad. There are so many changes going on in our family and Im so sad that you are not here to be part of it.. Your brother Jonathan just told me last night that Him and Sandy are going to have a baby. Im going to be a Grandmother for the second time now. You should be here with us, You would of been a great Uncle. You couldn't wait to be an Uncle. Now you are gone and you will never meet your nieces and nephews. Just breaks my heart that they will never know how great of an Uncle you would of been. As they grow we will always tell them about you. I will keep your memory alive and I pray your brother and sisters carry your memory on to them when the day comes that I get to be with you again.. I can't wait until my time is going to be in Heaven with you.. Please watch over all of us and keep us safe.. Love and Miss you my son.. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Oh my son I miss you so much... I would do anything to be able to see you again. I ache every single day for you.. You are so miss.. Tomorrow is your father's birthday. I know you too are having a great celebration in Heaven together.. I can't believe he would of been 54. But he's forever 42. I miss you both so much.. Give each other a hug for me and give one to Gram too.. I love you sweetheart.. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Oh my Son I am missing you so bad... Ive been crying so much for you.. I don't know how people think that we should be over losing a child after a certain time.. There is no time limit on the grief and pain. Its with me for the rest of my life.. Maybe if I knew for sure I will see you again maybe that might help a little.. Nobody knows for sure if we see our loved ones ever again or not.. No matter how much faith I have there is nothing that tells us 100%. Not knowing is what is killing me slowly.. I feel like I am in Hell.. I thought that I had nothing but hardships all my life until I lost you. I would live my life all over again if only I could have you back.. I love and miss you so much... I pray everyday that I will see you again and never be apart.. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxo"
"Tomorrow is the 4th of July.. Another holiday without you and my heart is hurting so bad.. Even tho we don't celebrate the holidays like we did when you were here, it still hurts and we still miss you so very much!! I pray that you will come to me in my dreams tonight. I haven't had a dream of you in a very long time and I need so bad to see you! I love and miss you so much son!! All my Love, Momma xoxoxoxo"
"Hi Honey.. Oh how I miss you!! My heart hurts so much for you! Today is your sister Katelyn's Birthday. She is now 22.. She was 20 when you went to Heaven. The same age you were when your Father went to Heaven. These Birthdays and Holidays are so hard to get through without you! Im hurting so much and I dont want to smile or celebrate anything. I fake it for your siblings.. I pray everyday for the day to come when I will see you again and not feel this pain and emptiness.. We all miss you terribly... You are always in our thoughts.. Forever in our Hearts.. <3 I love and miss you so much Brandon.. I keep asking you to come to me in my dreams.. I haven't had a dream of you for a whole year! I so need to see you!! We will be together again one day. Im looking forward to seeing you waiting for me to bring me to Heaven!! Love you Son!! If you can send your sister a birthday sign!! She needs it so much.. She is missing you so much!! Always and Forever. Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Hi my sweet son,, Im missing you so much.. We had your birthday party on June 6th.. It was a great turn out again this year!! You are so Loved and so Missed... Ashley and I went to a medium today. She was amazing.. the things she told us that was coming from you was awesome. Things that she would never had anyway of knowing.. It calms my heart knowing that you are with me and I will be with you again one day... I love you and I miss you so so so much!!! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Hi my sweet son,,, We are having your party this tomorrow June 6th. I know your Birthday is may 11th, but the past years that we have had them its been too cold outside. So I moved it up so the weather will be a little warmer.. Its Brandon's Birthday Bash!! We have had so far a good turn out with everyone.. I pray that it continues to be that way. I hope people dont stop coming. This helps me keep your memory alive. We have it at the woods.. Tomorrow is going to be sunny and 72, perfect weather.. I sure hope you can see all of us that miss you and love you from Heaven.. We will be releasing 31 balloons for you too honey. I can't believe you would of been 31.. You are forever 28.. I love you and miss you with all my heart. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxoxo"
"Hi sweetie,, its another morning that I woke up and for just a second I forgot that you were gone.. Than it hit me and hit me hard that I won't be seeing you or talking to you ever again.. I miss you so much.. My heart hurts so much for you.. Your sister Ashley just got engaged to Justin this weekend.. You were always pressuring them about them getting married. Now your gone and now they are getting married. You should be here with us.. We missed you so much while we were celebrating. Its going to be so hard to face celebration without you..We cried for you.. Makes me so mad that you will never meet any of your nieces and nephews.. Ashley's son is now 61/2 months old.. She named him after you.. I am so amazed on how much he looks like you.. I can't wait to tell him all about his awesome Uncle that he is named after. I hate that I have to tell him about you and he will never fully understand how awesome you were and what a great Uncle you would of been.. I love and miss you terribly honey.. I pray all the time that I will see you again when its my time.. Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxo"
"Well Honey your birthday was yesterday. Im sorry I didn't write to you yesterday. It was very emotional day for me. I can't believe you would of been 31. My heart just breaks to think your life ended at the young age of 28. I still can't believe you are gone! I still ask God why? All your friends got together last night and went up to Durbins to have some drinks together for your birthday. That really touched my heart. They show so much love for you still... June 6th is when we are having our annual Brandon Birthday Bash.. Im hoping that the weather will be warmer and praying for no rain.. I love you so much baby.. I miss you more than words can say.. I know your dancing in the sky, Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Oh Son I miss you so much!!! I still can't believe you are gone from me forever!! I ache to hug you and to hear your voice.. I think about you every minute of everyday.. I wonder what are you doing in Heaven right now? I think about how I lost so much of myself when I lost you! Mothers day is in just a few days and the day after is your birthday! Its so hard for me to keep a smile on for your siblings on Mothers day.. I pray for God to give me strength.. For your Birthday I dont even want to see anyone that day.. I just want to hide from the world and let the day leave fast!! My heart is hurting so much.. I want you back so bad.. I still can't believe you are gone!! Please honey come to me in my dreams.. I love and miss you so much!! Always and Forever Momma xoxoxoxoxo"
"Im missing you so much son, My heart still aches for you. I pray everyday that when I die I will see you again. Every night when I fall asleep I pray you come to me in my dreams.. You haven't visited me in my dreams in a while. I need to see you so much. Please come to me tonight Brandon, Momma needs to see you so bad.. Always and forever Momma xoxoxoxo"
"Honestly, I spent today missing you and that is how I will spend tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that!!! For the rest of my life... I still can't believe you are gone Son!! Why???? :("
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