June the 7th we celebrated your life and mourned the fact that it has been 4 years since you left us to be in heaven. Tomorrow it has been 4 years since we said our last goodbyes to you. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about what you would be like at 10 and missing that smile that lit up the world. I miss you my special daughter.

Yesterday we celebrated your 9th birthday, your 3rd in heaven. It was such a sad day for mommy but also a happy day. It was happy because 9 years ago I held you for the first time in my arms and told you how much I loved you, it was a sad day because you weren't here to play in your cake like you loved to so much. You thought it was so funny to get to play in the icing. We love you so much and miss you more and more. It is so hard to believe that you have been gone 3 years.

Today has been 6 months since I climbed in bed with you as you went away. I miss you more and more everyday no one will ever take your place. I love to the moon and beyond and would do anything to have you back!! You mean the world to me and I am so thankful that I got to be your mommy!!!!

You made the world a better place just with a smile. I am very proud of how hard you fought and how beautiful you were. I will bever ever let you be forgotten. I love you my sweet princess <3

I MISS U SO MUCH MISS BANANA!!!! UR SMILE DID LIGHT THE WORLD! UR BROTHERS AND SISTER MISS U SO MUCH BUT I TELL THEM UR ALWAYS THERE!! MISS U BABYGIRL!! IM SURE GOD IS ENJOYING UR SMILE AND WE WILL ALL SEE THAT SMILE AGAIN SOME DAY WHEN WE JOIN U IN HEAVEN! MERRY CHRISTMAS!! U BEAUTIFUL ANGEL! WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE U AND CARRY U IN OUR HEART!!