My little brother and I didn't always get along. But i hope and pray that he knows that i love him with all of my heart and soul even after his death. I will love him forever and nothing will ever take away the good memories we had. I miss him like crazy and i wish i could have just a few more minutes with him. It's going on two years since he passed away and it still feels like it was yesterday. 

He loved his niece and nephew very much, and they love him. I wish he could have spent more time with them. Just don't seem fair that such a young, happy, fun loving person had to go "home" so early. There were so many things i wanted to do and had planed for his future birthdays, and his wedding... Seems so unfair that hes gone now. 

Brian,

Not a day goes by that i don't think of you in some way. I miss you more then words can explain, but i'm sure you know this as your with us always. We all miss you. I really wish things could have been different. I wish i could have been there to comfort you that morning you passed away. But i got there to late. But i know we all will be with you again one day. I really hope you moved on and your not stuck here. I understand if you are still here.. But you should move on. We love and miss you, but you should be in heaven with the lord and our family members who are waiting for you. I love you Brian very much and i really hope you know that. I will always remember the funny things you said and did.  Like when you made up that song. That was funny, or when you and i were playing around with the fly swaters and you hit me on the knuckles with the metal part. It hurt like hell but it was funny. Or the time when you laughed so hard at me because i crashed the dirt bike into the motor in the garage.

Funny how things work out like that. I crash the dirt bike and walk away.. you crash yours and....... 

Anyway, I just wanted to write to you and tell you that i love you and i miss you more then anything in this world. Im so thankful to have known you as my little brother. I'm sorry we fought so much and didnt get enough time to get to know one another like we should have. But siblings fight. And i regret it every day now that i didnt get to know how much of a wonderful little brother you were until it was to late. You will forever be in my heart and on my mind even if you think im not thinking about you and thinking of other things, your still in there somewhere. I miss you Brian. I will see you some times soon.. Be sure to save all of us a place in heaven.