For my baby girl

So many years have went by without you. So many things have changed but my love for you has never changed. I can’t believe it’s been 15 long years. I feel your presence surrounding me. I have so many things that I wish I could share with you and teach you. I’ve missed out on so many opportunities with you. But, in other ways I feel I’ve still shared my whole world with you. I miss you terribly. 

I can only imagine where you would be now and how you would be. I know you would have grown into a beautiful young lady with a heart of gold. Your father and brother would be so protective of you and threatening any guy that came close to you. You are and always will be loved and cherished. 

The world we live in has changed into an ugly place to be. It’s so bittersweet that you’re not with us. At least I know you’ll never have to suffer or endure the strain and pressure of today’s problems. 

Mom loves you and misses you every day. You are definitely forever missed. You will forever be in our hearts. Rest easy my angel.

Another year goes by since you’ve been gone. It’s hard to believe that it has been 15 years since that dreadful day. I often wonder, where would you be? What would you be like? I never got the chance to see you grow up and become an adult. I never got the chance to see you start a career.