It's so so hard without you mum not being able to get ur clothes ready for my wedding day is going to be even harder . I've picked ur outfit in my mind already .I know u will be there with my dad walking right beside me . Looking beautiful like u always did . I will try not to cry but dad promise to take care ov each other up there ,n I will promise to take care ov u both when the gates open up for me . Remember I will love n think of the best mum n dad that I was so proud to have
everyday hour minute n second . So goodnight god bless for now . C u when I get there to torment u both with my big kisses n cuddles . Sorry if I'm rambling on but I hope u both know just how much I love u miss u n think ov u . From ur ever loving daughter rachel .xxxxx