I don’t write as often as I should. Here it is Christmas season of 2023 and wishing you were still here to fill my heart with all your love I have been missing for far too long… I know we will meet again and when that day comes I can’t wait to give you the biggest hug ever.
Love MoM ❤️❤️

Happy Birthday to you my sweet love. You were a true blessing in my life, my youngest daughter. I miss you more and more everyday. I think of you every moment you are not far from my thoughts Love MoM❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Love you so much

My Brit Brit there are still days where I cry cause I miss you so much  I can’t believe it’s been ten years I will never forget your last words to me you will always have a place in my heart  I love you my Brit Brit love aunt Cindy

I would lay thousands of flowers for you my sweet angel. I miss you everyday.

Happy Birthday my little Tink. I miss you every day you would have been thirty years old today God I miss you so much. You are always close to my heart.

Please forgive me I’m the reason your gone it was my choice and I am so sorry for the choice that I made. I love you. You were my life. Hope your at peace. It’s a long journey without you. Not knowing who you were meant to be. A life that flourished into the beautiful person you were I miss you. I need a sign where to let your ashes go please send me a sign so I can let you be free. My little Tink.
         Love always MoM 

Hey Britt missing you to day and every day.

Hey Brittany I know it's been a long time since I've written you okay but the girls are doing fine Laura in high school Isabel's in high school they're growing up to be young women just like you were I hope you're doing fine miss you miss your smile miss your laugh miss you coming by even though we did always get around and sometimes we didn't agree on what each other said but miss you love Uncle.

Issy I miss you so much not a day go by I don’t think of u I love u Brit brit

Hi my beautiful beloved just writing to see you once again this year. Knowing you as you were, as you were growing up and how you would have been today. I am always loving you as my little angel wishing you were here. I am planing to take your ashes to N.C. to let you finally fly free. Love always, your MoM.

Brit Britt my sweet brit Britt how I miss you
You were like fire and rain summer winter and fall but that's who you were beautiful and full of spunk you had the spirit of a free horse running through meadows adventurous and nothing could hold you back.....Luis said to reserve 2 spots in heaven for us....Love you....your Aunt Cindy

Hi Britt it's been a while since I wrote to you here, but there is not a day that goes by that I'm not thinking about you. Everyday I wish you were here to talk to, to confide in, to vent to. Just to see your beautiful face and to see what you would have looked like as time has passed. 9 years in September I don't know how I have made it this far without you. My world died when you did I felt the world stop I know my heart broke. I to am trying to stay strong too and to keep going is hard when sometimes you just want to give in completely. I miss you so, so much...... Love you MoM 

Hey beautiful, I’m trying not to cry . I’m smiling cause even though hurts That you’re gone it feels like you’re still here with me. You weren’t my cousin but my best friend and I appreciate all the love you gave to me and izzy. I wanna be as kind as you are. And give love to everyone. I wanna help others. I want a reason to not give up. So i came up with this.... i wanna live my life for the both of us. I wont give up anymore I well keep fighting my battle(depression). I love you ❤️.    Love, Laura

Hey Britt, I miss you like always. I miss your smile, your beautiful laugh, your eyes, your hugs, and your voice. I miss everything about you. I know everyone loses a family member and everyone keeps telling me to get over it but I can’t they tell me to forget you and let you go but I don’t want to I can’t I won’t. You were like a sister to me . My best friend. My cousin. I looked up to you. I wanna keep fighting like you did. I wanna keep a smile on my face even when life get hard. I wanna live my life to the fullest like you. Your my hero.

Im so sorry i didnt write to you. I dont want you to think i forgot about you. Im so so so so sorry. Its so hard to write to you without crying. Its been years now and i havent healed i mean how could i....i lost a cousin, a best friend. It takes time to heal i guess....... I want to catch you up I went to a mental hospital on February 14th I'm getting help I hope I get better I'm almost done with 8th grade be going to high school soon I hope you're happy for me Izzy going to be in 8th grade Enrique turning 18 I'm turning 15 Izzy turn 14 aunt Candy passed away I hope she's up there with you and Heaven because you make everything better I hope you're happy I miss you I don't stop thinking about you I miss your smile I miss your laughter I miss you I miss seeing you I miss everything about you I can't stop thinking about how rude I was to you sometime I know I was seven but I wish I knew that I was going 2 have such little time with you you meant the world to me I looked up to you you were my role model I want to be like you because even though you were hurting you fought really hard you gave it all you had and that's what I want to do I don't want to give up I love you a lot I hope you know that Izzy loves you 2 so does Enrique even though we don't talk about you with him he's just going through a lot hey Brittany do you remember when you came over and you gave us the Tinkerbell drawings we were so happy I can't stop thinking about all the memories we had together like airplane I like the airplane oh what I would give just to see you 1 more time God took you too quick from us it's not fair I love you I don't want to stop texting you I'm sorry you were hurting I don't want to leave each time I write to you it feels like you're still here in a way but you're not and I'm sorry I love you and I'm sorry to leave right now but I promise I will start texting you more I love you rocket



~love laura

Im in my half year of 8th grade. Each day closer to high school. Im in school right now as i write this. I miss you. Al ot we are planning for my quince. Im excited i will be 15 this year. I cant believe you would be 27. I haven't been well lately. But im trying. Its hard. I cant believe you been gone for 7 years now. Feels just like yesterday. I wonder if you been reborn yet. I hope you did. Alfonso and ulises just had another birthday ones 11 and the others 8. Enrique is almost an adult just 6 more months. I wish you were here to give me a hug and tell me everything will be okay. I wonder if any of the stars up in the night sky is you. Christina misses you a lot i wish you didn't leave so soon. You know that saying if everything get to dark and gloomy be the sunshine that makes everything brighter; you were my sunshine and you have been gone along time. Its been dark without you. Im sorry. But you dying hurt more than the time i broke my ankle physical pain heals scars can leave but emotional pain can before ever it never heals sometimes. Well i gotta go now i wish i didnt need to. I love you.

ITS 12 O'CLOCK RIGHT NOW!!!!! Happy new year rocket. Its 2020 now. We miss you. It's another decade. A new year to miss you. Another year to wish you were here. I love you so so so much. Bye im sorry i have to leave so soon. I love you rocket ❤.

~laura

Hey rocket it's been awhile. It's almost Christmas. And new years. Cant believe it's almost 2020. It feels like you were here just yesterday. I miss you still a lot. I love you with all my heart. Things haven't gotten easier. It's gotten harder almost in high school. Oh and im almost 14. It's been 9 years since you left. I want to hug you so bad. I wanna tell you how amazing you were and how brave you are. I wanna tell you about all the amazing people in my life. I dream that you are still here. And when i wake up i just cry. I wish you didn't leave so early i wanted to tell you about all the boys that I've dated and how nice they are or about who i like. I wish we could spend time together like that. That's all i want. People ask me what i want for my birthday and Christmas i tell them nothing but to be honest i just want you back. I love you britt. Oh izzy just turned 13 to day. We all miss you. I love you so much.

~love your little princess

Miss you britt hope heaven is treating you well i love you so much dont forget that your mtmy hero i look up to you no one will ever replace you in my heart you will always be my number one ~love laura

Hey, Brittany I know I haven't talked in a while. I really miss u I can never forget you your my best friend and will always be. I know might no have lived up to what u wanted I'm sorry. I know that if u saw us ow u would be disappointed with how we are always arguing with everybody. Truth is we all miss u and Enrique might act like he doesn't but he really does we are all just so angry for some reason. And I know Laura doesn't like talking to me because I'm always the strew up. I miss how u always brought out the best in everyone I miss when u use to play with us and how u would always make us smile when we were down I miss how u was always comfortable being I miss everything about and there is no one who can replace u cause replace are irreplaceable.i know u only wanted the best for us and I'm thankful for that.

Hey britt its me again. Im crying right now i feel like christina is mad and doesn't want to talk to me but she always talks about we got tooken away from her and she would have us. But acts like were strangers and i lm pretty sure if we were to live with her she would just ignore us. But its not like i care. But lets forget about that i still miss you and Saturday is coming so fast im scared i hope you are liking heaven i hope its beautiful just like you. I wish there was away for you to type back. I would love to hear that you proud of me and love how much i grown yesterday i just wanted a hug i been having a rough couple of days. Im hoping this suicide prevention thing will help. Wish me luck. And i wish you luck up there in heaven. I love you i got to go before dad hears me crying. Bye❤

Hey britt im back and im getting help. Im happy finally but also sad cause im embarrassed for getting help but finally somebody realozed i was crying out for help. Im first going to go to therapy and it makes me happy cause of it. But im sad cause i feel like my brother is disappointed i know its because hes looking out for me he is worried that its not going to help and that he never realized that i was hurting. Im worried i let him down but im doing this for me so i can get better. And who ever called im happy they did

Hey its me again britt did i tell you about rian she is one of my good friends she helps me alot i dont know if i would get through middle school without her she makes me forget that im sad. I try really hard not to be sad but its hard. Amilee is another one of my friends she really sweet and funny like rain but to be honest rian listens more when im sad. I was mad today in school it was stupid cause it was mostly about a video it made me sad and everything the girl said reminded me about how i write to you hoping that you see me and that you see how much i have grown and how much i miss you and love you and how i try not to be sad about it. But its hard not to be sad about it cause you were my favorite person my bestfriend i miss you so much i love you britt i got to go cook dinner i love you and miss you so much bye ❤

Hey little one, how's it going in the blue sky's I mis s you so much. I don't want you to think I forgot about you. Let me assure you I think about you every day. We all are wishing you were still here.

Hey im back again no one else writes to you its probably cause its really hard to i cry each time i do cause all i want you to do is sit by me and tell me you are ok that i will be okay and when ever dad and mom or Enrique is fighting he probably been hurt so much that he angry at everyone i dont know i wish you were still around you could have probably had a home and a family you could of raised i could have a place i could crash out when i get scared to come home things got alot harder and worse when you left i miss you so much i just want to give you a hug i have gone through so much and sometimes all i want is someone to hug me and tell me im going to be okay sometimes i close my eyes and just imagine you hugging me and telling me everything will get better my little princess im sorry you left so soon im sorry you couldn't raise your babys we wanted hunter so we can raise him i was so happy i remember the months we planned for him i was so happy i felt like i was going to have apart of you i wanted to watch him grow and tell him stories of how wonderful and beautiful you were but we didnt get him i remember the day mom told me we weren't going to get him i cried so much i thought it was cause we werent good enough that i wasnt contributing enough that it was cause of me and how i refused to help with the changes but i knew it wasnt cause of that i still dont know why i guess god does what he does and we will have to go along but i dont know anymore after i lost you i lost faith in the whole god loves us and we should do what god wants and that he watching us thing well i talk to you tomorrow britt i love you ❤

Sorry i didnt talk to you yesterday i was busy helping out with the laundry and dinner. Well i was wrong 8th grade is horrible. And i haven't been feeling good im always dizzy and lightheaded. But enought about that. I wish there was away for you to write back this month is going to be really hard for me. Not a day goes by that i cant stop missing you. Every birthday i had after you past away i wished you would come back. But you dont. And im mad. Not at you but at god im mad that he took a wonderful person from us. Well i got to go mom yelling at me. I love you britt

We miss you so much britt its getting closer to the date you left and it makes me feel sad each day we get closer cause it reminds me of how much we all loved you and wish you were still here i will try to write to you each day i love you so so much. Well im going to fill you in with whats happening so alfonso and Ulises lost there hamster inside there house but they finally found it and there doing good although they are still giving their mom a hard time and i got everyone sick linda is mad at me for it and enrique seems to be fine i dont really know he doesnt come home lately also he had a Hurricane warning everyone thought we would have to evacuate but we didnt but the Bahamas did get destroyed is sad people died and people were left homeless i hope everyone will be okay. 8th grade been alright so far not really but im hoping if i keep telling myself that it will

I know this boy and well we are just friends but he said something and it made me cry cause what he said reminded me of you and i know he didn't mean to make me cry but i made me wanna text you again i love you i just found out your nickname was rocket. I love you rocket

Omg Brittany i really wish you were here still im planning for my 15 birthday i really wish you could see how much i have grown Isabella turning 13 and Enrique is almost 18 just one more year. Wow he is almost an adult but still acts like a kid after we loss you he been diffrent me and izzy realized it i have been diffrent and so has Isabella i never thought you could lose someone you loved but you can had my first heartbreak its not going to be my last i really wish you were here just to hear your voice or see your beautiful face one last time a want to get a tattoo to remember you by hoping mom might let me cause it has a special meaning behind but i dont think she will let me im still hoping tho i love you britt and each day i hope you have a computer in heaven i know how stupid it sound but i just hope you see these and that you are not disappointed in me

Hey it me again it now july 18 i miss you not a day goes by that i dont miss you i love you Brittany when ever i do i look at your picture and i remember your in a better place i love you so much and i still cant help but think of how disappointed you would be me i love you and i will write to you again soon❤ love laura

It's been 5 years
Miss your sparkle
Love u rocket ....

dear, brittany happy birthday it has been about five years since you left us I am in middle school now I go to Dunedin middle did you know I never knew how you died until now they told me you where never going to make it so they said you wanted to start a family they also said you lived just a little bit longer then you where suppose to that I am glad about we had so much fun I had when you came over and when you did airplane and that time you made me eat fish so that I can play with you. we love you

Hey happy birthday Britt we miss you so so much yesterday was the day you left us five years ago we so deeply miss you and I hope you are happy In heaven

Today you left this world five years ago and tomorrow is your Birthday WOW I cant believe you would have been 26. I miss you everyday, and I silently cry just wishing you were still here, but you know we all love you to the moon and back. I want to tell you again I LOVE YOU so much and miss you every day.  love MOM

Hey my beautiful Angel it has been a while since I wrote to you and for that I am sorry, but you now know whats in my heart that you never knew before. I LOVE you so much and I Miss you just as much. I cant wait to see you again and I believe I will deep in my heart. I too can't believe it has been 5 years. Always thinking of you Love MOM.....

I miss u Britt not a day goes by that I'm thinking of you I'm 12 now going 2 7th grade izzy is 11 now going 2 6th grade I sit and wonder if ur watching over me watching if I'm behaving I try I really do u were my first friend u loved me 4 me and it these that we lost u its been 5 years now since u left me and Izzy talk about are favorite memories with you I hope heaven is as great as we think it is I hope u read these   -love Laura u r missed ❤

Not a day goes bye when we don't think of you Monday I am going to the news on channel 10 cause I do the news at my school remember Alfonso and his brother well Alfonso is in 3rd and his brother is in kindergarten and he is 5 and he already knows his time tables he is going to be in gifted

Brittany every body say somebody has to leave I just didn't think it would be you people also say every time someone leaves a new Star is Born I believe you are the one who is shining the brightest watching over all of us just to let you know it is Isabella I cry every time I go on this website witch is mostly every day I am in the 5th grade now I was in 1st when you died every day when we went to the hospital I kept praying and wishing you would be ok but you didn't get better we all miss you and as I put down each letter I cry . everyday I think I here your voice calling me and I try to find where it's coming from I thought it was just in my head but I now know it wasn't in my head it was in my heart that one piece that is missing keeps calling me.some times I wish I could just go back in time and fix everything so you can be with us right now and I bet you every body wants to do the same thing but we all know it would be selfish and it would not be true to yourself cause god picked you for a reason we may not know what that reason is but since god picked you it must have been some good reason nowing that we would never be the same nowing that I would never be the same I changed after you left us I know what you would say if you where reading this you would say be that beautiful brave girl I know you are truth is when you where dieing none of us was brave I wanted to go through the doors and be with you but we couldn't the next day I finished the Tinkerbell coloring sheet that we was working on before you left the person hung it above you then the thing we new you left us everything went ringing you were dieing and then it happen you died everyone cried I guess you saw the picture and you just had to move on did you know I still have the Tinkerbell coloring sheets you gave me for my birthday wasn't I turning 6 well now I'm 11 you missed so much I wish you was right here next to me guess what I'm the captain of battel of the books next year I will be in advance math I will be graduating this year moving on to 6th grade oh Laura is already in 6th grade she went to her first dance yesterday your mom did her hair oh Enrique is in 9th grade he is so tall now and don't worry just because I am graduating this year don't mean I will forget about you oh Enrique is 15 now I wish you could be here when I graduate don't tell anyone but you are my favorite cousin oh you wounld love Arianna we love you

Hello, my angel, my love, my life. Missing you more and more each day. I love you with all my heart and I will never let you go. Mom.....wishing you a happy birthday tomorrow.....

Britt it's Christmas again another year without you and I miss you so much. Things just aren't the same here on earth without you in it. Everything is all my fault and I'm sorry. My heart cries for you every day. Love your Mom

Issey not a day gos by I don't think of u. I wish u we're here so much is going on I don't know what to do. Bugger getting so big Kim said he remind her of hunter. OMG n mel she so funny she tells us her n bugger are bff lol I wish I could go back in time no keep up close we're u so uld b safe I know I said some stuff I hope u know I did not mean u r the best friend/sister anyone could ask for love u

here it is another year without you my angel i know it is hard on people that love you so much like me i am sorry that you are gone. as i sit here type and hear the music tears are starting to form in my eye because i miss you but i know you are not hurting no more because god took that sicking away from you the family that love you hope to see you again up in heaven where we all can not be apart again take care my sweet brittany

here it is another year without you my angel i know it is hard on people that love you so much like me i am sorry that you are gone. as i sit here type and hear the music tears are starting to form in my eye because i miss you but i know you are not hurting no more because god took that sicking away from you the family that love you hope to see you again up in heaven where we all can not be apart again take care my sweet brittany

well Britt its been 2 years today that u left us and went to heaven i know u arent in pain and dont have to take all those meds and feel the pain as u felt here on earth but that doesnt relieve the pain of losing you but comfort comes in knowing you are with our heavenly father and in heaven living in peace with no pain and illness. what i wouldnt do for u to call me and say "Kimmy I have a question for you". that is one simple thing i miss seeing your sweet face and hearing your voice. I love you Brittany. and we found your father he has been back in our lives he is sad that you passed on he loves you very much your mom still hurts and cant find peace with your passing tasha has another baby girl Arianna .. and Melody is 2 and half and is the sweetest baby ever. i still have her with me. one day we will all be united together again in heaven and the party will be on. i promise i will lift you balloons tomorrow night at 8:15pm sarah and victoria miss you to we ofter talk about the things that remind us of you. Callie has become a good friend and Iven and melody are friends. I go to beauty school yes again and in my class is one of your middle school and high school friends. (Kelly) we eat lucnch together and share moments of you and your life we talk about how nice and sweet you were (are) .. u may not be here in body but in spirit you are here with us all. u are an angel sweet girl .. I love you then and now and forever.. we all wear infinity symbols to share and reminds us of u .. so with that shaped 8 symbol u live with us dailly.. love you more than words... 
Kimberly Sarah Melody and Victoria and Jim (SKVMJ)

I would leave you a thousand flowers

Britt it's the Christmas season again. Christmas is about two weeks away. Thinking about you as I do every day wishing you were still here with us on earth Mommy loves you so much. I can't make anymore memories with you personally, but really do cherish the ones I do have

Happy Birthday Britt I would buy you dozens of flowers to give you. I love and miss you. you're always on my mind every single day I always am grateful you were part of my life so precious, so beautiful my baby girl.

Britt I love you with all my life heart and soul that I have left to live. Every day I wish I can be with you. You we're and are my life. Love mommy <3

Brittany I miss you more with each passing day. This is still just to hard to believe. I shed too many tears both in silence and aloud. I love you and I wanted to protect you and in doing so I lost you, my grand babies and my self. I blame myself I'm so sorry.......