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This Tribute Page, was created in memory of my brother, Bryan "Trill"John Lee Knorr,He was 28 years young.Bryan was Born on March 28, 1984 in Salem,Or and he Passed away on September 3, 2012. He is greatly missed every single day, and We will remember him forever and always.His life now lives on through us, a legacy of "Trill".The Angels gained a beautiful gift that day,until we meet again...

September 26, 2019
September 26, 2019
Thank you for watching over me Ill see you again one day miss you soooooooo. Much
September 3, 2016
September 3, 2016
Not to make it about me but I finally cried for you I mean ya I have cried and missed your stupid ass that I still love to the moon an back ! Tonight I let it all go you have been gone for years but I haven't dealt with it but I did more so tonight but I have your wild child that will never let your spirit die ! (Help me ) oh Bryan I am sorry I wasn't there but we have a beautiful son together and you better watch out he is a football player now so he's got game ! I love you B !! Always have always will ( no man has tied me down yet , they have big feet to feel ) love you again boo !!
February 13, 2016
February 13, 2016
Hello my son, It has been a long time since I have written to you. I hope that everything is going good for you Everything has been good with me. I am hoping to be getting my own place here soon if everything goes the way I want them to go, I will know more on Thursday. please tell grandma and Hedwig hello for me and that I miss them dearly. I love and miss you so much there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. take care of yourself, love always mom
January 25, 2016
January 25, 2016
Hello my son. how have you been? I am sorry I havent talked to you for a long time. Things here are doing good. The other day i got too see your son Ethan, It was amazing I love every moment with him, he looks just like you. spiting image of my son. He is very shy and very handsome just like you. We are suppose to get together wednesday again, hopefully it will work out and I get to see my grandson again. I love that little boy of yours. You should be very proud of what you created. Keep watching over him and protect from harm. I love you Bryan John Lee. say hello to grandma and hedwig for me, and them i miss them so very much. what have all of you been up to? wish we could sit down and have a long chat that would be so awe some if we . did. I am going to close for now and will write to you again soon. take care and always remember that your mom loves your so very much. Bryan John I miss so very much everyday and there isnt as day that goes by that I dont think about you my son. Love you,mom
November 14, 2015
November 14, 2015
Hello my son, sorry it has been such a long time since I have written you. I love you so much and miss you dearly every day. A lot has happened and is happening these days. you already know what is going on down here, it is just do hard to live through this again, wish it was all over one day it will be. I am doing good at of the time but you know me I have my days. Grandmas birthday is coming up soon, would you tell Happy Birthday for me and that I love and miss her a great deal also. I hope you and Hedwig are having a great time together. I love you and miss you much my son (monkey), love mom, come visit your brother and myself more
September 3, 2015
September 3, 2015
Good Morning, I cant believe is been three years since you were taken away from me. I miss you greatly me dear. some days are harder than others these days. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and what you are up to. I wish that we could visit one more day to see how you are doing. At least you come and visit we as often as you can. Have been messing with my phone leaving me odd messages on my reminder calendar? It is pretty funny what the reminders are. I am going to go for now and will be back again. I love you my son always and forever. mom
August 18, 2015
August 18, 2015
Hello my son, it been awhile since I have written you, I am missing you so much my dear son. My life has been hard one to live since you were taken from us. I try to live on but I come to road blocks. I will never stop thinking of you or forgetting your face and the smile. You still are a very big part in my life my son. Bryan I will never understand why this had to happen to you! You have always been a kind hearted man. I am closing for now but I will be back soon. Bryan John I miss and love you so very much, see one day my son! take care of grandma and Hedwig. LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY SON!       Love MOM
June 28, 2015
June 28, 2015
Hello my son, I hope everything is well. Everything is doing good for myself and your brother, wish you here you would be so proud of him like I am. I love you Bryan John, hugs and kisses go out to you           love mom
June 22, 2015
June 22, 2015
HAPPY FATHERS DAY! We all miss you so much. Its been a while since I have written you, sorry. I hope everything is going good for you. I am doing well these days, I had surgery in my shoulder, it seems to be getting better hopefully it will work out and I wont have no more problems with it. Your brother and his family are doing well, he really loves his job a lot. I wish you were here with us, miss you so much everyday. Tell everyone that I miss them hugs and kisses to you my son.love always your mom
May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015
Hello my son, I miss you so much lately has been worse for me. I am trying to understand why you had to be taken away from us at such a young age. I hope you are very happy with your grandma and Hedwig. I love you very much my son. Your brother is doing good these days. He misses you also and his family also does. I love you Bryan John, love mom
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015
Hello my son, I hope that everything is going good for you. Would you please tell grandma Happy Mothers day for me. Thank you my son. Things have been up and down with me as you probably know. I am trying to get out the rut I am in. I wish there was a day that GOD granted love ones to visit there parted ones. You know I would be real fast to visit you and grandma. I miss you so much everyday my son not a minute goes by that you are not on my mind. So many times I just wont believe that you were taken from me, and did it have to happen to you of all people? Maybe one day you will let me know why. I am going to go now and will be back another day my son, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU EVERYDAY BRYAN JOHN LEE!
April 26, 2015
April 26, 2015
Hello my son, it has been a long time since I have written you. A lot has been going on. Your uncle David has colon cancer which is not good. Would you do me a favor and ask grandma to be with him through these trying times with him, thank you. How have you been? Hope every thing is going good. I have been ok grandma celebration of her new life is next month, tell her hello and I love her. I love and miss you my monkey. Got to go low battery be back soon my son
April 10, 2015
April 10, 2015
Good Morning My on! You really have been on my mind these lasts few days. I haven't been doing much lately, volunteering at the food bank at church and going to church. Can you believe that Grandpa is moving to Washington. the next chapter of his life. I hope that everything goes great for the both of them. I love you Bryan John! My heart aches daily for you. I know that you are in a much better Place and happy there also, that is what gets me through the day. Have a great day and I will bethinking of you my monkey Bryan.
April 5, 2015
April 5, 2015
HAPPY EASTER MY SON! I hope you had a great day with hedwig and grandma. I love you so much my on. miss you monkey. maybe at times you can go and  visit your uncle David and let him know you are there watching over him also. He needs us all.     Thank you my son. Miss you everyday. love you
March 29, 2015
March 29, 2015
Happy 31st Birthday Trill... Today was a good day..We talked about you so much today..Laughing and reminiscing...Even though we wish you were here with us today, and miss you so much! We kept ourselves in good spirits and celebrated your life..We love you. Rest in Paradise Brother.
March 28, 2015
March 28, 2015
HAPPY 31st BIRTHDAY MY SON! I know that you enjoyed the balloons we let up in the beautiful sky. Once again the sun came out when we let them go. I love and miss you my son. I know that you are spending it with your grandma and Hedwig. love you son
March 19, 2015
March 19, 2015
Hello my son, I miss you so very much! You are always on my mind every day not a day goes that I don't think of you. I wont let myself believe you are really gone. I cant wrap it around my head that you are really gone my son. I enjoy your visits here with me. I LOVE you Bryan John!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
March 14, 2015
March 14, 2015
Hello my son, Your Birthday is coming pretty soon. You will be thirty, Oh Bryan I don't think I can go on anymore. I have so many questions and no answers. I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I don't think anyone will ever understand the pain I go through every day. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!
March 10, 2015
March 10, 2015
Hello my son, Lie has been up and down lately. I am feeling guilty a lot for not being there for you. If I knew you needed help you know I would of done anything to help you. Why did you not some to me? I have so much guilt Bryan and am truly sorry for everything you have gone through my son.I need to have you here with me. I know that GOD needed you with him. BUt it doesn't help with missing you monkey. I LOVE YOU!
March 6, 2015
March 6, 2015
Hello Bryan, t has been a few days since we talked. I have been thinking of you a lot these last few days. Your birthday is in a few weeks. We will celebrate together, I always put on a smile but inside I am torn apart, I wish you would come back to me, please, I love you so much an miss you my son! what am I going to do without you? You will be gone from me for three years this September. I still cry for you to be here but I know you are happy in heaven with your grandma and Hedwig. Take care my little monkey! your momma loves you!
March 1, 2015
March 1, 2015
Today I am having a hard time believing that you are gone. Why are you? Why were you taking away from your family? I need you back with me. I get very lonely without you around bugging me or I am to you.BRYAN JOHN LEE KNORR (Jones) your mom loves you
February 26, 2015
February 26, 2015
Good Evening My Son. I have been thinking a lot of you lately. I hope you still are happy. I talked to Buddy today and he will be up here with in one to two weeks. I cant wait for that. We are suppose to look for a place to live. I hope you are happy for me. Your mom's life seems to be changing in the right direction. I miss you so much Bryan John. I wish you were here so much my son. I love you very much
February 20, 2015
February 20, 2015
Hello my son, I miss you my boy,hope you had a great time. I love you a lot my dear
February 19, 2015
February 19, 2015
Hello my son, Today so far has been a mellow day. Later this after noon I will be volunteer at the food bank, I really enjoy that. I love and miss you my son
February 18, 2015
February 18, 2015
Hello my son, I hope you are having a lot of fun. They are lowering one of my meds starting tonight. I am happy about that.
February 17, 2015
February 17, 2015
Hello Bryan John! Just letting you know that I miss you so much today and every day. There is never a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wish you were here with me. Just a little note today, my little monkey.
February 15, 2015
February 15, 2015
Hello their my son. I miss you so much. There are so many times through out my days that I miss so much and start crying a lot. I know you are with grandma and Hedwig. My life will never be the same. I love you Bryan John!
February 14, 2015
February 14, 2015
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY SON, I love you my little monkey. I need to get your monkey tat soon. I LOVE YOU! I hope you had a great day with you grandma and Hedwig. I miss all of you so much. I will chat with you soon
February 13, 2015
February 13, 2015
Hello my son {little monkey} I miss you so much, no ones can not under stand what a mother goes through. computer is dying will write you tomorrow my sweet son of mine. The last year you were aroubd I will cherish it so very much,LOVE YOU BRYAN JOHN LEE
February 6, 2015
February 6, 2015
Bryan I want you back with me so badly it hurts! Tears are flowing down my face, my heart aches for you, why did it have to be you my son? I love you very
February 5, 2015
February 5, 2015
Hello my son, I going to make this short today. I love you so very much and miss you daily! I don't know how I keep going on everyday with you gone, I feel I am on auto pilot most of the time but never forgetting my first born. I LOVE YOU!
February 4, 2015
February 4, 2015
Hello my son, right now I just want to say to you that your mom misses and loves a great deal
February 3, 2015
February 3, 2015
Hello my son, boy today was a wonderful day for me. I got to listen to the recording that your brother got from there session. It totally blew me away. I am missing you so much my son I want to thank you for being there for your brother and his wife, and being around all of us my son. Your mom misses and love you so much my monkey
February 2, 2015
February 2, 2015
BRYAN WHY WERE YOU TAKEN FROM ME AT SUCH AN EAFRLY AGE?
February 2, 2015
February 2, 2015
Hello my son, I hope everything is going fine for all you. Hope you play a lot with Hedwig , running and playing with the Frisbee. I miss you so much my son. Guess what I pissed off your brother again,whats new hun. Seems he thinks I am pissed off at the fact he married Heidi which is not true, I knew it would happen one day they have been together for five years and it ways in there furture. I love you very much Bryan, GOD only knows how my heart cries for you every day and night.
January 31, 2015
January 31, 2015
Hello my son it has been awhile since we have talked. Everything seems to be the same here. my life sucks,whats new. Your brother is doing good and seems to be very happy. I wish he would come and visit me here more. I always have to go to silverton to see him and his family. That was pretty cool that they got to hear you and jereds dad. pretty trippy. thank you for making me happy most of the time. I love you so much and miss you with all my heart. chat more tomorrowmy monkey
January 27, 2015
January 27, 2015
Hello my son, I hope you are having a great day. Your brother and his wife are going to a medium to see whats up with you and maybe find a little peace for them. No matter what I will still think of you everyday and missing your smile, I love you Bryan john lee
January 24, 2015
January 24, 2015
I wanted to say good night to my son. Bryan I miss you so. just the other day I swear I saw you, it was freaky .its my mind playing tricks on me. No one understands what I go through every day. You have a wonderful evening and leave a later. MOM LOVES YOU!
January 24, 2015
January 24, 2015
Good My Son, you probably know by now, your brother got married on the 15 of this month January ,It was small and beautiful. I still cant believe it, in my heart Heidi and Jordan have been in our family


for many already
January 9, 2015
January 9, 2015
Well guess what, Your brother is getting married on the 15th of this month. I know I was in shock also. Wish you were here to be here for the big day in your brothers big day. This is the first and then in January 2016 they will have there big wedding. Wish you were here my son. I love you lots.
January 8, 2015
January 8, 2015
Good Morning my son, I hope you are having a great time with grandma and Hedwig. Which I know you are in my hearet, love you son!
January 7, 2015
January 7, 2015
Good Morning my son, I miss your smile and laughter my son. I know we would be laughing our asses off together on this day. I want to thank you for taking me to Beaverton so I could get sober. I will never forget your smile and tears and smile when you picked me up from there. I love you my son
January 6, 2015
January 6, 2015
Hello Bryan, I just wanted to tell you good night and I am thinking of you
January 6, 2015
January 6, 2015
Hello Bryan, today I picked up Hedwigs ashes. Took awhile but I got it done. I know you are taking good care of him. I just wanted to let you know. Love you
January 6, 2015
January 6, 2015
Good Morning my son, I don't know if it is night or day time up where you are. I love and miss you my son.
January 5, 2015
January 5, 2015
Good Night My Son. I so wish you were here to help me,and our joking around,I love you my little monkey
January 5, 2015
January 5, 2015
Good Morning my son, I hope everything is fine. I love you and miss you alot
January 4, 2015
January 4, 2015
My dear son my heart aches for you, I am lost in time, it seems that I am trapped in 2012 September 3rd and cant get out. I love and miss you so much, there are so many days I think I cant go on but I do, always missing you my eldest son. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SON!
January 3, 2015
January 3, 2015
Hello my son, I have been thinking a lot about you lately. I miss you so much. I don't know if I will ever come to terms that you are gone, I wont let myself. I love you so much my monkey. I will get back to you tomorrow
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Thank you for watching over me Ill see you again one day miss you soooooooo. Much
September 3, 2016
September 3, 2016
Not to make it about me but I finally cried for you I mean ya I have cried and missed your stupid ass that I still love to the moon an back ! Tonight I let it all go you have been gone for years but I haven't dealt with it but I did more so tonight but I have your wild child that will never let your spirit die ! (Help me ) oh Bryan I am sorry I wasn't there but we have a beautiful son together and you better watch out he is a football player now so he's got game ! I love you B !! Always have always will ( no man has tied me down yet , they have big feet to feel ) love you again boo !!
February 13, 2016
February 13, 2016
Hello my son, It has been a long time since I have written to you. I hope that everything is going good for you Everything has been good with me. I am hoping to be getting my own place here soon if everything goes the way I want them to go, I will know more on Thursday. please tell grandma and Hedwig hello for me and that I miss them dearly. I love and miss you so much there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. take care of yourself, love always mom
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Once upon a time

August 16, 2015

around 11 years ago, I had these new neighbors in my little ghetto part of SE Salem, I peeped these 2 fools "trying" to rap to a little boom box playing 3-6 Mafia on their porch... I opened up my door like a boss as I ran the show around these parts :), they both froze lol. Bryan & Jared.... Brothers, I invited them in, they met my room mate, we became really good friends. We had poker nights, parties, we knew eachothers family, personal history, battles in life & looked out for one another. This point in time I was trying to better my life, Bryan did not have many friends and he had a chip on his shoulder. Bryan needed some motivation in his life and just so happened my life was on the rise to bigger and better and I figured our friendship would give him a little boost. I had a good job, responsibilities to stay clean, had a nice car, many honeys coming to visit me on the daily believe that, I had a good head on my shoulders, I was still in my bachelor stage so don't judge lol. I was going about my life in a positive direction compared to my past. I took Bryan to his 1st strip club on his 21st B-Day, gave him $100 as a present and told him "we aint livin it low bro, it's your night party" :) I exposed Bryan to his 1st TrillVille CD, I also refered to some things as "keepin it TRILL" I introduced Bryan to a few of some of my most trusted friends, gave him all the advice I could on how to treat a lady, I mentored him in a way. When Bryan had hope and was motivated, he was larger than life, very funny and a blast to be around. I was 4 years older than Bryan, been through alot of shit and learned from it and I always shared my insperations in life with him when he was down. Bryan always told me that he looked up to me, I showed him the bright side of a World he ruled as ugly and hopeless. In 2008, I got married, had an even better job, the economy was getting worse, I had to do what was best for myself and my family by re-locating out of town. I still chatted with him via-FB overtime, time seemed to be just flying bye, I had no idea who he was hanging with etc. I just could not be much in the loop anymore due to work etc. Looking back on our time before the "Mack Million" and all that, you all must know that "Once upon a time" Bryan had really good friends & the time of his life. I as we all do wish he was still with us, I was devestated when I found out, I had a million questions that needed answers but the only person I wanted to talk to was Bryan. It was a honor to be a part of his life. To Kelly & Jared, words can't describe how sorry I am for your loss, stay strong. I know it's been a while but the time was needed to reflect & speak up. To Bryan= It was not your time bro, I will never forget the good times, I will always remember you at your best, full of life, full of dreams and one of the best friends I ever had. My neighbor, My homie, My friend, we will see eachother again some day.... RIP B. 

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