Went to our park and took lunch, I miss those lazy days, watched the little boat race you loved,  looked for sassy I refuse to think 
She's gone..went to the cemetery where we took flowers for all the babies graves, we always loved doing that. This is when I miss you most..you were my everything. I know you're spending your time with your grandma.. we all miss you so much.. but will see you soon on that side.. still your best friend always your ex-wife...