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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, CALVIN BARLOW, 58 years old, born on May 25, 1953, and passed away on October 26, 2011. We will remember him forever.
October 26, 2023
October 26, 2023
It's been awhile since you left but it still feels like yestarday
July 26, 2023
July 26, 2023
Hi Poppy. I know I haven't talked to you in a while but I know you're looking over and watching me but I just wanted to let you know that I have to get weight loss surgery for my health. I'm still your princess but I'm trying to look for a job so I can get out of here and hopefully put your ashes in a necklace or a ring or something like that so if I ever want to speak to you I can. I know you would've been disappointed when I tried to kill myself a couple of years back and I apologize for that. I'm self-harm-free now. I miss you so fucking much with all my heart. I know my grandma wants me to get out to go driving but I'm waiting until I can get my own car and my own house. I miss you and I love you.

xoxo ~Sincerely your princess, Kyla
July 23, 2023
July 23, 2023
I can't believe it's been 12 long years I miss you and love they say time heals all wounds but that ain't true.i love you still love you Grace Barlow
May 25, 2023
May 25, 2023
Happy birthday dad no matter if u wasn't my father by birth u will always be my father Rhianna is 18 now and she is graduating in June u would be so proud of her and jayla well she is still jayla the tough one and very smart she misses u every day we miss u so much and mom does to her heart is still broken from u leaving us Happy birthday again we love u forever .
May 25, 2023
May 25, 2023
i love you forever poppy. happy birthday, i will forever miss you and have a great birthday i wish u were so i can celebrate it with you..
May 25, 2023
May 25, 2023
Miss you so much, you were the light in my heart and though you're not here, your light still shines. Miss your laugh and smile but know that we'll see each other again.
December 22, 2022
December 22, 2022
Hi Honey, well another Christmas is upon us and you're still missed and loved so much I love you with all my heart. Merry Christmas my love
October 26, 2022
October 26, 2022
Hey honey I still cry and think of you all the time thank you for always being my all love you
December 23, 2021
December 23, 2021
Hi babe well here it is another Christmas and you're not here you are always in my heart. Kyla got her license wow she will be 18 wheredoss the time go? Love you and miss you
May 25, 2021
May 25, 2021
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITS BEEN 10 YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT US BUT IT STILL SEEMS LIKE YESTARDAY I LOVE YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART
October 26, 2020
October 26, 2020
It’s been 9 years today since you left but you are with us still I cherish every day we spent together I love you still and wish you were still here but I know you’re in a better place
July 3, 2020
July 3, 2020
Hi hun.  Just want you to know Kyla recieved the National Honor Society of High School Scholars award man she is 16 and turning into such a beautiful woman Love and miss you always in our hearts love you
February 25, 2020
February 25, 2020
Hey dad hows it goung up in heaven u being the boss telling every body what to do .here everything is somewhat ok trying to make it mom is hanging in there the girls are doing fine kyla will be 16 rhianna will be 15 and jayla will be 13 jayla still sleeps with your wolf blanket she gets mad at me when i wash it but i tell her u need a bath cause u worked all day love u and miss u wish u was still here kisses and hugs .
February 24, 2020
February 24, 2020
Dear Pop Pop I miss you so much and Ik you’re looking down me and seeing how I’m doing but I want you to know that Ily and I miss and I’ll see you soon
February 24, 2020
February 24, 2020
Hi just want you to know that you're always on my mind. Now let me tell you about Kyla she is one of 10 girls that was invited to be a delegate for girlscouts in October 2020 it's going to cost me a little bit but she's come a long way. Wow she will be 16 and driving soon, and in her senior year she is going to London, Paris and Barcelona she's not a little girl anymore. I love and miss you
Love your wife
Grace
December 18, 2019
December 18, 2019
Hey dad, just wanted you to know that you're in our hearts and prayers this Christmas and every Christmas since God took you home. Christmas is never the same without you.
December 16, 2019
December 16, 2019
Just sitting here thinking of you especially with the Christmas holiday coming up. I heard a song today (Allen Jackson dose it) called I will waltz across heaven with you. And the song you had me from Hello is another song I rember us meeting and how determined you were Merry Christmas baby love you
October 26, 2019
October 26, 2019
Wow 8 years already seams like only yestarday. I miss you each and every day love you and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY IN HEAVEN
October 20, 2019
October 20, 2019
Good morning I miss you more and more each day. I wish sometimes that you were here just to hold me and tell me e erything. Will be ok. But guess you had to keep the lights shining in heaven this year will be 8 years you left me but it seems like yestarday whoever said it gets better must have never lost anyone. Love you and miss you
July 17, 2019
July 17, 2019
Well I am on a journey now wish you were here to hold me and tell me it will be ok i feel so alone with out you here. I found out recently that I have chronic Kidney diease ok its stage 1 but still scary and noone to tell me it will be okay. I think of you every day love you. GRACE
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019
HAPPY BIRTHDAY I know you're celebrating Love an miss you Its hard to believe you have been gone 8 years but your memory is still strong and felt everyday
December 21, 2018
December 21, 2018
As the holiday grows near I still feel your presence I feel so alone some times OMG you should see kyla and Mikayla is in college now who would have ever thought. I still miss you each and every day. Have a Merry Christmas sending all our love up on a wing of a dove
October 25, 2018
October 25, 2018
You were always the light of my life. You were there when I need a friend I am so glad you came in to my life even for a short time.Tomorrow October 26 is gonna be a really hard day for me. I love and miss you every day. Love is never ending.  Grace
June 25, 2018
June 25, 2018
Well kyla and Vinny did it made it thru 8th grade
June 17, 2018
June 17, 2018
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY you are missed everyday and I know you didn't have any children of your own but I know all 4 of mine where yours. I remember coming home one day and you was on the phone I asked who you was talking to and you said your daughter I asked which one (not thinking you didn't have kids) and you said my oldest Jessie and I remember us going to their house and she asked you when you and her mom was getting married. I had no say in it but these and other memories flood my mind all the time thanks for the memories
May 25, 2018
May 25, 2018
Good evening babe well happy birthday in heaven I still miss you so much as much as when you first left
April 12, 2018
April 12, 2018
Good morning Wow look at kyla now she will be 14 and she is graduating 8th grade. And Jessica two Mikayla and Vinnny Mikayla from 12th and Vinnny with Kyla he is in 8th grade also
February 7, 2018
February 7, 2018
Good Morning well today is February 8,2018 and 6 days away before Valentine's Day and I am thinking about you. I miss you it seams like only yesterday that we were loving each other. Kyla still thinks of you and talks about you often. You know it's like everyone else forgot all about you No one seems to just visit this site just because they all pretended they cared when you were here but now its like you never existed but I know you are still with me I always carry you in my ❤ thank you for the memories and all the love. Some day we will see each other and it will be like we were never apart
November 23, 2017
November 23, 2017
Happy Thanksgiving here at Timmy and kims but still feel all alone Love and miss you
October 26, 2017
October 26, 2017
Happy Anniversary in Heaven baby miss you think of you often
October 25, 2017
October 25, 2017
Hi pop-pop I know you watch me from heaven on the 20th of October I went on a class trip and guess what I actually went fishing for the first time It was the one that got away. Love and miss you every day
October 25, 2017
October 25, 2017
Wow tomarrow will be 6 years and atill miss you so much
October 25, 2017
October 25, 2017
Hey Dad, how are you doing up there, your time with us was short but we always felt the love that you gave us, I think about you all the time and so does Kyla, well kyla's a big sister now, I have a little boy Jayden he's 2 now and my God wouldn't you have him wrapped around your fingers, he's been a blessing to me although no one else would see it that way, well I know that you're looking down on us and I know that you see our joys and sorrows, miss you so much love you
July 16, 2017
July 16, 2017
Hi Babe just laying here thinking of you and missing you. I love you more each day yes I have met someone else and married him but its not the same as being with you I felt loved and safe with you
October 26, 2016
October 26, 2016
We miss you dad, although you weren't my biological father, you were still my dad, kyla misses you so much she thinks about you all the time, so do I. I have had another baby since you passed and I plan to tell him all about you. You're in my heart and soul and will be forever missed. I love you dad.
October 26, 2016
October 26, 2016
Happy Anniversary it's 5 years today that you left me and it still hurts I know you are in a better place but I still miss you I remember the day you left for work you were running late and you came all the way back home just to give me a kiss and there was the day you sent flowers just because
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016
happy birthday dad we miss you lots Jayla said save her some cake be good up in heaven with the angels.i love you lots.
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016
GOOD MORNING SWEET HEART TODAY YOU WOULD BE A HAPPY 63 YEARS YOUNG WE HAD SO MUCH MORE TO DO AND SEE BUT I KNOW SOME DAY WE WILL DO ALL THOSE THINGS YOU AND I TOGETHER. HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE AND MISS YOU
LOVE YOUR WIFE
GRACE
October 26, 2015
October 26, 2015
DEAR CALVIN I STILL ISS YOU TODAY TOMARROW AND ALWAYS. THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE YOU GAVE TO ME YOU WERE AND ARE MY SOUL MATE, MY BEST FRIEND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
July 16, 2015
July 16, 2015
MY DARLING HUSBAND THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOSE BY THAT YOU ARE NOT WITH ME IN SOME WAY. I STILL SMELL YOUR COFFEE BREWING AND YOUR CIGARS ON SUNDAY LOVE YOU
GRACE
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU HAVE BEEN AN INSPIRATION TO ME
LOVE YOU
YOUR WIFE
GRACE
December 4, 2013
December 4, 2013
I want to say that everyday i think of you i know that it might not sseem like it but i do cause jayla ask about you all the time and she tells me how much she misses her poppy and what do i say to her well poppy is here not in person but in your heart and others well r.i.p love you always dad
December 1, 2013
December 1, 2013
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BUT I KNOW YOU ARE NOT GONE YOU ARE IN MY HEART

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October 26, 2023
October 26, 2023
It's been awhile since you left but it still feels like yestarday
July 26, 2023
July 26, 2023
Hi Poppy. I know I haven't talked to you in a while but I know you're looking over and watching me but I just wanted to let you know that I have to get weight loss surgery for my health. I'm still your princess but I'm trying to look for a job so I can get out of here and hopefully put your ashes in a necklace or a ring or something like that so if I ever want to speak to you I can. I know you would've been disappointed when I tried to kill myself a couple of years back and I apologize for that. I'm self-harm-free now. I miss you so fucking much with all my heart. I know my grandma wants me to get out to go driving but I'm waiting until I can get my own car and my own house. I miss you and I love you.

xoxo ~Sincerely your princess, Kyla
July 23, 2023
July 23, 2023
I can't believe it's been 12 long years I miss you and love they say time heals all wounds but that ain't true.i love you still love you Grace Barlow
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My wrestling buddy

July 26, 2023
Our story starts when I was 3 years old and I was found under the table eating the icing off the wedding cake. I knew that from the moment he picked me up I had met forever best friend. I remember the day that I disappointed him and I sat in my room and cried cause I didn't want to let him down. We would always WWE and I still do. Our favorite song that we used to sing in the car was Honky Tonk Badonkadonk by Trace Adkins. Poppy, I know you won't ever read this story and I never knew that it was possible to miss someone this much but when you left I felt like I had lost my best friend and I did. I met my new best friend Angie in 6th grade you would've loved her. I'm working on trying to be an author, a singer, an actress, a dancer, a director, a WWE Superstar, etc. I know this story is short but I know my wrestling buddy like the back of my hand and he'll always be with me in spirit and in my heart. Love you forever and Always.

Kyla

APRIL 5,2008

December 5, 2013

THE DAY WE GOT MARRIED. WE CAME TO NEW JERSEY EVERY WEEKEND TO FINALIZE EVERYTHING
WE WERE MARRIED AT THE VFW IN WRIGHTSTOWN SO ALL FAMILY AND FRIENDS COULD ATTEND AND THE DAY OF THE CELEBRATION PASTOR MICHEAL KLIMICK FIRST BAPTIST CHURCH BROWNSMILLS (I AM A MEMBER) OFFICATED AND HE SAID IF ANY ONE WOULD OF TOLD HIM A YEAR BEFORE THAT I WOULD REMARRY HE WOULD OF TOLD THEM TO HAVE THIER HEADS EXAMINED BECAUSE I WAS NEVER GONNA MARRY AGAIN BUT CALVIN JUST DID NOT GIVE UP.
LOVE YOU MR.BARLOW YOU ARE MY HEART AND MISSED DEARLY 

my stepdad

December 4, 2013

I remember when i first ment calvin /stepdad i had my two little onen the older ones and i had my place in wrightstown my mom told me that she had a man i didnt belive it at first till she brought him over and from then i knew he was good for my mom she seemed so happy and always had a smile on her face and give her everything he loved all his grandchildren he had a fun life but the crazy thing about it was me and him had a love hate thing but we got along when the football games came on and baseball came on but i never knew that i would everr miss him till he left us all and i never had a chances to tell him thanks for all he donee for me and my kids and that i loved him so now i hurt the most but i want to say merry xmas dad and i will always love you this is the hardest time for all of us is xmas cause you alway made us laught and always made us smile and gave us all the best gifts thanks for everything dad and love and miss you so much . 

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