- 35 years old
- Date of birth: Feb 5, 1978
- Place of birth:
Omaha, Nebraska, United States
- Date of passing: Jul 31, 2013
- Place of passing:
Wildwood, Florida, United States
|Let the memory of Carl be with us forever|
"i love and miss you daddy hope to see you soon :)"
"My dear sweet Son another day another year has passed and my ♥ is still broken and I don't believe it will ever heal
My days without you are so lonely I look for you every where I go I try to find peace but that's one of the hardest things to do.
Carl Joe I love you so much and miss you so much.
My memories are so precious to me I keep them safe next to my ♥ My sweet Son oh how I want to back oh how I need you back if only I could hold you one more time touch you hug you just one more time I'd do anything to hold you in my arms and kiss you and tell you how much you are loved.
Carl Joe life without you is not the same
The day god called you home is the day my life was turned upside down and torn into a million pieces and nothing can change that all I want is my Son.
You are the perfect Son you are the best friend I ekver had you can never be replaced I will never forget you you are my perfect Angel I will never forget the life we shared oh Carl Joe I love you so much and I want you back you are the best Son ever I'm so blessed to have you and I thank god for you and for letting me be your MOM I love you so much Son forever in my heart forever in my mind I will always think of you I love you so much Son love always and forever MOM"
"There is nothing I can ever really say that would come close to explaining how much I miss you, & wish that u were still here. Carl ur life & death have made such an impact on me that I will never be the same. I want u to know that I love u so much & u will forever be in my heart."
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN SON
EVERYONE MISSES YOU SO MUCH
YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS SO BEAUTIFUL YOUR SISTER HEATHER AND BRIANNA HELPED ME WITH SO MUCH ALOT OF PEOPLE CAME OUT TO CELEBRATE WITH US.
HONEY YOU ARE SO LOVED AND MISSED
I LOVE YOU SON
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN
LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOM"
"I LOVE YOU CARL JOE AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY EVERY DAY EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY YOU ARE ON MY MIND I LOVE YOU SON I WANT YOU HOME I WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK I LOVE YOU I"M HURTTING SO BAD I"M DIEING INSIDE I WANT MY SON I LOVE YYOUI CARL JOE <MOM"
"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SON TODAY I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF YOU LIKE I DO EVERYDAY I JUST WANT YOU TO COME HOME I WANT YOU BACK I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH I FEEL SO SICK IN SIDE WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU KNOWING I"M NEVER GOING TO SEE YOU OR HOLD YOU I CAN STILL SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILE YOUR BRIGHT BLUE EYES I WANT TO HOLD YOU SON I WANT TO TOUCH YOU I JUST WANT YOU BACK I"M SO SORRY TO BE SAYING THIS BUT I"M DIEING INSIDE I LOVE YOU I JUST WANT YOU TO COME HOME I WANT MY SON BACK I WANT TO HOLD MY BEST FRIEND I WANT MY SON BACK DEAR LORD I"M SO SORRY TO BE SAYING THIS BUT I:M HURTING SO BAD I WANT TO SEE MY SON I JUST CAN"T STAND THIS PAIN ANYMORE I MISS MY SON >>>>> EVERYONE SAYS YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT THERE"S NO BETTER PLACE THAN IN THE ARM"S OF YOUR MOTHER THAT"S WHERE MY SON SHOULD BE RIGHT NOW OH CARL JOE I LOVE YOU HONEY I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU EVER I WILL SPEAK YOUR NAME EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I WILL NOT SAY GOOD BY I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY MOM.... I KNOW YOU ARE IN GOD"S LOVING HANDS I WANT PEOPLE TO STOP SAYING YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE I KNOW THERE"S NO BETTER PLACE THAN GOD"S HAND BUT THERE"S NO BETTER PLACE THAN MY ARMS I MISS MY SON I LOVE MY SON I WANT MY DSON I"M DIEING INSIDE I CAN NOT STAND THIS PAIN ANY LONGER I CAN"T STAND THIS HURT I MISS YOU SON . I"M SO SORRY CARL JOE PLEASE FORGIVE ME I"M JUST HURTING AND I DIDN"T KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHO TO TALK TO SO HERE I AM RIGHT HERE TELL YOU AND GOD HOW MUCH I"M HURTING BUT YOU BOTH KNOW AND YOU KNEW I WAS NOT GOING TO BE OK WITH OUT YOU I MISS MY SON I LOVE YOU I"M SO SORRY GOD PLEASE FOR GIVE ME I"M JUST SO HURT AND LOST WITH OUT MY SON PLEASE WATCH OVER CARL JOE FOR ME UNTIL I GET THERE THANK YOU LORD CARL JOE PLEASE DON"T EVER FORGET ME I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY MOM"
"CARL JOE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SON I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY
ONE YEAR HAS PASSED AND I FIND IT HARDER THAN THE FIRST DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME.
I'M SO SAD TO DAY I CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR GONE AND I'M NEVER GOING TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
LORD HELP ME NOW MY MIND IS SLIPPING I CAN'T STAND LIVING WITHOUT MY SON. I WANT HIM BACK DEAR GOD IF ONLY YOU COULD. I KNOW IT'S NOT POSSIBLE I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I WANT TO HOLD HIM SO MUCH..
CARL JOE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SON. MISSING MY SON
LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOM"
"Love you so much son was thinking about you again that's what I do best missing you and wishing you could come home again and see your family we all sure Miss you honey. It's so hard dealing with the loss of you. I've been told that your brothers and sisters and worried about me. I know they are there's nothing I can do To to mend this broken heart I've tried over and over again. Everyone says in time you will heal I think not. When you were called home you took my heart with you I try to be strong but even the strongest people fold. I will never hurt my self. I'm just going crazy with out you honey. I'm scared of losing another child. I couldn't bury another one. Lord knows I wouldn't beable to make it through it again. Well got to go now I love you Son forever in my heart keeping your memory alive in my heart love you always and forever Mom. ❤❤❤❤Carl Joe thank you for all the beautiful signs your leaving me that truly help me get thur this one day at a time. Walk with me my Son so I don't have to walk alone. Thanks for being the greatest Son, father ,brother, uncle no one can change that my Son. ❤❤❤"
"Carl Joe honey I'm not doing good I just can't seem to get pass this without you I feel so lonely without you I feel like I'm losing touch. I hate living without you. I want you back home. I'm so confused about everything I just don't know why and how does a mother move on I feel like I let you down I didn't protect you honey. I am suppose to look out for you. And I wasn't there I could help you I try so hard to save you but I couldn't. I'm so Lost right now what could I have done Son. I have 4 more children and I'm not sure what to do. I'm so broken that I'm afraid that if I get close to someone I'm going to lose them to. OH my dear sweet Son what am I to do honey??? Carl Joe how do I move on and be happy again and not be afraid of losing someone else?? OH my sweet Son I need to get past the thought I'm never gonna ever see you again I try to be happy then my mind gets to thinking about you again every day I wake up and say today is going to be better and it just gets harded I know you didn't want to go but how do I understand how this could happen to our family why my sweet Son how oh if the good lord would help me though this. Well my sweet Son until we see each other again Son I love you so much and missing you so so much. I love you Carl Joe my heart aches for you every minute of every day Every second of every minute. I love you so son. I will never forget you. Your always on my mind .I just can't sleep or do anything with out thinking about you. I just hurt so much I'm so lost my heart is so broken without my Son my family has a big peace of are hearts broken. Just how do I fix this. Never thought I would ever lose my child and now I'm scared of losing another. I wish you were here. I know that you can't but I just wish you were here. I love you so much I don't know how anyone who lost a child can make it I feel like I can't .I love you so much Carl Joe for ever in my heart I'll never stop loving you and thinking about you you are my angel and I love you so. Love always and forever Mom"
"My thoughts and prayers are with you....May god comfort you all of your days..."
"HEY UNCLE CARL"
"My dear sweet Son wish you were here, last night they had a basketball game out front of our home yes all the kids are back in front of the house everyday playing. Bear bought them a new basketball goal. They all love this new one. It's spring break and they started playing basketball at 3:00 pm and finished at 12:30 am. There must have been 15/20 kids out here with your family. Sure missed the neighborhood kids coming and playing the other Hoop got broken so Bear bought a really nice one. I know you were watching all the fun, Bear, Tom Tom, Blake, Baby Don , Breezy, Stephine, I think that's all your family. The rest were the neighborhood kids. Guess I'M going to have to charge cover charge of a box of snacks, and drinks, these kids are eating me out of snacks. Honey I just wanted to talk to you so I'M telling you about everyone's day Sunday were headed to The springs for the day. Sure wish you could be here. Looking out at everyone having a good time and smiles on there faces. And then I look for you OH How I feel a big hole in the middle of my heart. When I can't see you here. I know you were watching everyone yesterday smiling while they were all having so much fun. While I was watching them I whisper to you and said Carl Joe I think I see you playing with them, so I began to picture you standing there playing basketball, I was praying to here your voice, yes just to here you say just one thing or even here you laugh. There is nothing wrong with dreaming wishing you were here. All's I have is memories of you and there are times I see them beautiful memories and place you right in front of me. Son I just want you to know I'm never gonna forget you if I have to dream I see you right here just to see you still with your family that's just what I'll do. Missing you is so hard for me to do and loving you is so easy, and losing you has ripped me in to peices and I'm barely hanging on. So my dreams and memories and all I have too hang on too until we meet again. You are forever in my heart and soul. I love you always and forever Mom"
"I love you uncle Carl you are the best uncle love you"
So many things run through my mind when I think about you.
Memories that have a special place in my heart!
& Crazy days when we thought we were thugs .haha
I just hope you knew how much I Loved you and still do! I had my first dream about you since you went you heaven about a month ago.. It seemed so real that I could almost touch you! Love you Siempre"
"carl in new u when u were lil an u u were a good kid an u grew into a good man u r dearly missed an loved forever"
"OK Charlene....Now that u have me cryin this early on Friday am. Just know im thinking about you. I honsetly know what ur goin through an how u feel. Its a pain that is not explainable. And its a pain that never goes away or never lessens. Since the day Nace passed ive been left with a sadness that never goes away even 2 years later. Ive learned not take anyone for granted, Spend as much time as you can with loved ones, Always Always tell them you love them, And to forgive. And Just know Carl and Nace is watching over us and to know they are Dancing with Angels. I know Carl is proud of you and he knows how much you love and miss him. You know where im at if you ever need me. I still have moments, days where feel like its not real an just want to give up but cant. I have to see to it my parents are ok an thats a daily struggle for them noone understands how u & I feel til it happens to them. Always know I love ya my friend."
"Carl Joe honey you are one amazing Son I miss you so much I miss your smile and how you could cheer me up, your crazy pranks you would play on me how you would always scare me. I miss your beautiful blue eyes full of love. Honey I just miss everything about you. Nothing is the same without you here with us. Losing you is a heartbreak that not time can ever heal. Missing you is tearing me apart. I love you so much and I promise I will never ever forget you. Every day I think of you and softly say your name. My beautiful memories of you is keeping me alive. My sweet Son I am so proud that you are my Son. Thank you for all your love and beautiful memories I hold so dear in my heart. Until the day we are together again. I will love you, miss you and hold you so close to my heart forever and always. I love you my beautiful Son!! Love Mom"
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