It's my 42nd birthday tomorrow Mum, that's 12 birthdays without you here! There's a few times I really miss you Mum and this is one of those times. I wonder if Dad will call tomorrow..... I only speak to him on my birthday and 3 days later his birthday. He hasn't stepped up to the plate at all since you left us! He was good for about a month after you passed and then went back to normal! Do you know he was by your side when you passed as was Kyls, Bray and myself? Ho hum, I miss you and I love you always! I'm sorry I haven't been the perfect daughter and I've let you down a lot at times. I can feel yours and Nan's disappointment in me at certain times! I'm far from perfect but I do and have done the best I can/could at the time....

Love you and miss you always and forever xxxxx