It's hard to know what to say.  I miss you mom. Every day.  Its been over 5 years since you went "home".  It feels like yesterday to me.  I wish you could of stayed awhile longer to meet Mellody and Damen.  You held David, he is so big now :).  

I miss your laughter!  I miss your advice!  I miss you!  I hold onto my faith and the hope that I WILL BE WITH YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY!  

 I so want to kneel in front of you sitting in your lazyboy rocker and lay my head in your lap while you gently run your fingers through my hair and tell me things will work out as they are meant to...I miss you!  SEE ..lol  you should of let me have you stuffed dang it!  I miss you!

Sincerely,
your pumpkin <3