- 31 years old
- Date of birth: Apr 13, 1981
- Date of passing: May 7, 2012
|Let the memory of Chad be with us forever|
"I've tried my Love, I've tried everything .. I've tried living, forcing the process way to early, and then learning that it's you Chad.. it's you forever inside of my heart.. It's You, there with me, granting me your presence,... Missing you doesn't even begin, neither does the word longing.. longing for those nights of Nintendo battles, laying my head on your chest aso you stroked my hair telling me that I sure am a testy pistol when I feel insecure.. telling me how you Love it, how you Love me for not hiding a bit of it.. Chad, Ibe given "moving on" a chance.. I embrace every blessing... do you see the bright eyes and rambunctious dream we had together...she's amazing Love, Thank You.. I'm writing you tonight as I falk asleep because I don't know what to make of tonight's appearance... I've seen you my Love, during my studies and experiences of personal spiritual journey, I've seen you in the flesh , but before it was always a glace-ish.. sometimes moments more but your words would resonate into ab inner conversation... but not tonight.. tonight I almost fell when I saw you walk into the quaint little pizza place , sit alone, order pizza have a cold drink, and then stepped to the karaoke mic and begin singing ... I couldn't help but to watch you step outside for a cigarette, .. walk back in and fill your cup.. I watched yournfacw, your jawlinw, your eyebrows, your ahoulders, your .... I saw you Chad... is this You? ,.. is this .. no.. it can't be... or is it?.. I will never Love another as intensely, but this being... could it be?.. oh my Soul, Lord help me to quiet down the possibilities so that I may regain focus to vision so that I may hear God on this, as clearly if not more than ever before... Dear Lord, could it be?.... Chad, I Love You.. --Lea"
"Hi Phyllis I read your comments on Dayna Browns website at Caring bridge and then came across this link, allowing me to get in touch all the way from Germany, I am so very sorry that you lost your dear son at such a young age, please feel free to write to me. May God bless you and your family"
"Chad, Mom is sitting here in this lonely hotel room..sounds like a song...missing you baby boy! We all miss that sweet, handsome face of yours. Seems like just yesterday you left us. I will never forget that day they found you. My whole world came crashing down. If I had one one to decribe our love it would be "Complete" because it was so perfect wasn't it? I love you...MOM~"
"Chad..why did you go on that walk and never come back? Why did you fall in the water and drown? Why, why, why?? I know you hit your head because of the gash above your eye. I just wish I would have went on the walk with you!! I miss you sooooo much. I can't think anymore, all I do is miss you and cry. Please give me a sign you are with me!! That would help so much."
"Going to see the Dr. today son. Mom is having all these anxiety attacks..and can't sleep at night. All I think about is YOU! I love you my forever baby boy!!"
Mom misses you, and I know you are with Jesus now..so it helps me to know that. I just wish you didn't have to go. I can't take it sometimes. I cry alot, and want you back! I'm going through the phases of grief, and I hate it! But, I will go on .. for you."
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