My Mom was one of the most sentimental people I’ve ever known. She found joy and love in the really simple things in life. Whether it was making a banner for our softball team, singing a song, making one of the crafts she was famous for, or simply sharing a story from her childhood; it was the things that often pass others by -- that she stopped to love and enjoy.
I always admired how lovingly she spoke of her parents, her sister Gayle and brother Ed. Although she admitted none of them were perfect; when she talked about them you would’ve thought they were. She was so proud of her heritage and loved sharing stories of the Conrad and Tompkins families. I used to love going with her to the Conrad family gatherings and on our trips to Oregon and Idaho to visit the Tompkins clan. As a single Mom she made those trips memorable and exciting.
She loved to go back and visit places of sentimental value to her and kept life long friends. Even when her marriages ended, the friendships and family remained apart of her life. (Which makes for a lengthy Christmas card list for us each year, but I wouldn’t want it any other way)! It was through her ability to give love to others, even in times when it was difficult, that she proved “love really can conquer all”. It’s because of this that I have so many people to love and support me in my life – and for this I am forever grateful! It was through her example that I knew undoubtedly I could embrace an open adoption with our son, Nathan’s biological family. Not many people understood my decision at the time, but my Mom did. Almost five years later her example has given our son a more enriched life – with an extended family that also loves and supports him. Throughout his own life, her legacy will continue.
Some of my favorite memories of my Mom are spending Sunday’s here at First Baptist Church. I remember sitting as a child in the choir loft during Sunday Service and seeing my mom across the sanctuary sitting with the choir. She would catch our eyes and send us a special message from across the church – the I Love You Sign. A simple hand gesture to some, but to me it meant everything because it was the symbol of my mother’s love and could be heard even far away!
My Mom suffered much loss in her life! From not being able to see her children for six years when we were young, to the loss of both of her parents and brother during that same period, then watching her younger sister lose her battle with ovarian cancer after having battled diabetes all her life – I am amazed at how resilient my Mom was.
It’s no wonder why she was a bit of a “pack rat”. She kept everything in the hopes she could use it as part of a craft project one day like “toilet tube” roles, which she used to create Christmas Tree decorations each year. And although her “pack rat” side held many years of trauma for us kids, having had to move her so many times in recent years, the advantage has been the amount of family history she captured which we are grateful for – especially now that her side of the family has all passed.
Some of the treasures we found are Conrad and Tompkins photo albums going back 2-3 generations. All of her recipes on 3x5 cards typed out, boxes and boxes of ribbons, yarn, and toilet paper tubes – all ready to make crafts in a moments notice!
As a young child, she had a nurturing spirit, which carried on into her adulthood. To many her job as a Facilities Director of a Retirement home may have seemed menial. But really it was quite profound. It takes a special person to care for those who are sick and elderly. She befriended many in their 80-90’s who were living out their last days in a nursing home. She was frequently with them when they passed away; often without their own family present. She had a heart so large that you could get lost in it and a spirit of joy that everyone who met her felt. This is one of the most beautiful gifts God gave my Mom and I will always admire her for.
She was a “giver” and when she committed to something; she stuck with it until the end. For example, each year even when she didn’t have any money, she found creative ways to be able to donate Christmas Trees for First Baptist Church. A commitment her children plan to keep this upcoming Christmas season.
Looking back over my life today, I see the influence of my mother all along the way. She taught me the true meaning of unconditional love, the importance of faith, the value in keeping your commitments, the power in the I Love You Sign and the words to the song Skidamarinkadinkadink -- and so much more!
It was her wisdom and her prayers that have guided me along through life to this point, and even though she is gone, I know that she will continue to be there with me to guide me on through life. She was loved, she will be missed, but we will meet again!
Lovingly,
Your Eldest Daughter,
Doreen