Well Babe it is that terrible day again when my whole life changed to never be the same again!!! The pain is still there of missing you.. Your smile .. Your laugh..your touch so gentle and comforting.. You made my every day.. You taught me what real love was and never knew there was love so sweet..What a "gentle" man you were and the love and respect you showed me was more than I ever could put into words..We met by chance and it just grew into a love that surprised us both...Know you are happy but still can't understand why you had to go!!!know God had a reason but what pain it left behind.. Will love you forever as I promised...I feel you touch today and know you are with me !!! You are loved today and everyday...Every time I see a Herron or Hawk I see you..I am going on but part of me is with you!!I will soon have the Secong GreatGrandDaughter.Oh how you were love them and be a wonderful GreatGrandPa....the Grandkids miss you ..you are the only GrandDad they really had!!! A Blessing in there life!!! You are missed my Love .. "Forever"

Well Babe today is your B'day..... Will be out to see you later and will catch you up with some things...was out on St.Patty's day and brought back a lot of memories. How you loved that day !!!  Life goes on but doesn't make the pain of losing you any easier.Thelove seems to grow deeper and still proud to wear your rings...I miss your arms holding me every night so much.. The love we had and have was so perfect.. Will never change.. Sure you will have a great day in Heaven and I will see you later today.."Always and forever"

Well Love yesterday was the happiest day of my life.. We became Husband and Wife. How proud and honored I felt and still feel to be Mrs Charles Gordon... Still wear the rings and miss you more that words can say. We have so much love and happiness but God had other plans...the pain and tears still come even with all the wonderful memories and many they were.. Miss you holding me at night till falling asleep.. That's tough.... Happy Anniversary a day late but never out of my thoughts.. Love you forever..

Missing you do much tonight. You holding me gently in your arms made me feel so safe and loved. So much going on Babe.. Would. Take so long to write.. Just wanted to say I loved you then, love you today and love you into Eternity because our love was so true and it cannot even stop,,, will be out to visit this week..,

Hey Babe! "Happy Birthday". It's late so will say love you forever and be out around noon to celebrate your day.Miss you do much need your need your gentle touch so bad !!!!

Hey babe! Guess what I did today am helping to rehab wild birds so neat to see them u close wish you were heretofore share it with me. No pay but get to be up close and feed and take care of them. Soon will be learning to handle one and go to schools and other places with it. Will be out to see you got a B'day you know I'll bring a cucake and share. Sue goes to I U hospital Monday. Love

Hey babe! Need your shoulder tonight and be held so close to you. Sue is not doing well and going to IU medical center at Indy. I'm so scared for her she is so important to me. She doesn't deserve this ! Of you have any strings with God please tell him she is needed here and don't let her have anything serious. Live is just not going well sweetie. Miss and love you...

Hey Babe!!!!' was out to visit today. Cold but sunny with snow on the ground.cleaned the snow off know how you couldn't stand snow on the walks.sitting here just thinging of you and should go to bed but your not there to hold me like you always did.. Damn I miss you so much!! Will be back out few days suppose to get warmer this week. Love forever...

Happy New Year Sweetheart!!!!' Doesn't seem possible has been two New years without you...no sweet and tender kiss at midnight. Still feel your lips! the hole left in my heart will never be filled you were my soul mate and a love I never knew existed till you how blessed I was and it all happened in such an unexpected way but what a ride would not undo it for anything ..Love forever

Well Babe,here it is New Years Eve...can't say 2012 was one I want to remenber!!!! But will never forget you ..... My best friend, my soul mate,the one who listened and loved me no matter what, my lover,and so much more you know them and I miss you holding me and telling me it will be ok! Will try to visit tomorrow depends on weather... Love forever!!!!

Hey sweetheart... Just thinging about the Christmas you wanted to help me do cookies and candy. So got started and had made some cookies and Chuck was doing good having fun and wasn't long he says are we about done? I just smiled and said ok for tonight. He seemed relieved and it was one of many nice jesters he did to want to help. Love him dearly for all the times he showed his love xxoo

Hey babe , only a week till Christmas .. Got you some Reese's know how you love them.. Just can't get into the spirit this year worse than last. Your just not here and I miss you more than words can say.did not know loving someone so much and losing them could hurt so much!!! Know you are in a better place but life here is crap.... Will visit Christmas love forever.....

Well Babe Christmas is almost here..."Nobog deal"if you were hereit would be great, "Miss you so much" you are everything to me and this te bad. Not doing anything just got the 3 little ones something..wish you could see Kierston's little one... She is so precious you would love her. Just remenber you are not forgotten but loved more every day. Will be there Christmas Day if weather permit

"Happy Thankgiving Sweetheart" Was out to see you today and had a nice talk.... Very peaceful only saw 2 guys walking a dog. Very nice day warm tomorrow will be different!!! Just watching football. Just remenber love and miss you.....

Well Babe... Finally Sue is able to be on her own or at less going to give it a try!! So I'm home so much need to do outside but weather has turned cold so guess will wait till next year. Not going to do the holidays,just can't get into them without you . Brings too many memories and I miss you so much now . Cried myself to sleep last night... Just a note to let you know your in my heart.

Sweetheart just was feeling close to you and missing you a lot!! Thinks are just not going great and just needed to let you know love you more than ever. And sure wish you were here to make it better like always but know that's can't be so could if possible let you give me a sign that you are near really need to know your near. I am so alone and scared!!! Love you now and forever....

Hey babe!Life may be crazy but one thing I know my love for you will never change no matter what anyone does... What you and I had together was so special that nothing or no one can change that... Got to get to sleep so love you and miss you !!!!!

Well babe, know how you felt when you kept saying you were getting old.turned 70 today and it feels awful.... Rod and Sue took me out to eat and didn't hear from anyone else and missed those roses you had for me and is sharing a 2person cake together,and just enjoying the day together. Here it is bed time and I will be going to bed alone!! Will be out to talk to you tomorrow. Love always!!

Hey!!Still at Sue's she is doing better. If you were here you could perk her up with that great sense of humor.. Weather is going to get colder this weekend. Hate winter you won't be here to hold me every night and keep my feet warm!!OH" how I miss you!! A love never dreamed could exit you showed me its possible!! I love you and miss you beyond belief!! No one knows the love we shared .

Hope you enjoyed my visit was such a nice day to just sit and talk. So much to tell you . Hope I didn't forget anything,but of I did will fill you in later... Love and miss you more every day!!! Remenber "forever"

HeyBabe!!Sitting here at Sue's at 1AM and missing you. Starting thinging of the late nights we would go though pictures old ones you had you would tell me about each one, some happy and you'd laugh and some serious and the worse were of you and Lynn and you would tell me about her wanting me to know why you loved her. It became routine for us to do this.She became part of our life together

Hi Babe! Just sitting here at Sue's been working in her yard.... Had to take her for blood work today. She hasn't done anything since then. Jerry send video, Brady is walking oh how you would love that little red head!You thought Conner had a smile wish you could see Brady "Wow So quite here wish we were sitting here together. Love forever!!!!

Hey Babe! Well here I am again missing you so much...Sitting here at Sue's and wishing I could make her feel better ! She is having so much trouble being able to eat. Been over 2weeks since her surgery and still only really getting soft and bland down and forcing that. Still has pain but she. Is tough but am staying till she is able to get stronger. Love you always and miss your touch!!

Hey sweety... Sue is having a rough time and not sure went she will be home. Surgery took a long time and I know if you were here you could make her smile, you have a special talent to do that. We just have to wait for the test results on her whole kidney to know for sure about the tumor but she now has just 1 kidney... Love and miss you deeply.forever my love!!!!!

Hey babe, Sue is in surgery.... Will take 2 or 3 hrs. ... Talk later love you!!!

Hey babe!! Could sure use your encouraging words and arms around me tonight, Sue has surgery tomorrow and I'm scared for her she is so strong and has always been therefor me before you came into my life.I owe her so much so could you please put a request for God to let her be ok !!!!! Love you babe so much, visited you today and talked to you. There were tons of geese know you love them??

My sweet love ....I hated to come in tonight knowing your not here waiting for me !! The nights get longer with your  arms not around me. Never intended to fall in love or even meet someone but there you were so smooth and full of charm! But as time went on you were so much more,caring, gentle, loving, protecting and so much more how could love not develope.... It did and it is still !!!'

Hey babe,you seem so close yet so far and the pain just gets worse! Heard from Bethany, Pat's granddaughter was nice. She said Danny passed away. We are getting new creatures in the pond. Turtles,frogs and lots of rabbits this summer tons of them. Remenber love you always as I promised!!!!!

Love forever .......Sweet. Dreams and mine will be of you. And all our great times and how proud I am to have your name..... Xxoo

Well babe!! Know you were here tonight because the storm was bad but I could feel your arms around me and I knew all was ok.. Talked to Harold yesterday and he sounded good a ways to go but getting there. Surprised he answered the phone not often he said. Found the picture of you in that coat you got at that garage sale. You were so proud of it and didn't care if it was a ladies coat!

Hey Babe!!! Know you needed to go and maybe it was meant to be ! The world has became a different place. Really life "sucks" and really need you. Not a minute goes by I don't think of you. Always said your take care of me and I felt so safe as you would hold me and give me a gentle and sweet kiss....your my love forever!!!!

Well babe another hot day gone by and missing you is no better or loving you is no less but more.... Came down Rothman today and we have not had rain forever! The swamp is full of weeds no water!!! And the time you got embarrassed when the cop came up behind us when we were parked on Wheelock and taking pictures of the mommy goose!!!! That I will never forget you were so smooth ..... Love

Hey Babe! Just sitting out back and thinging of you..... Ran across the pictures of the baby raccoons remenber? You who hated them with a passion or so you said!!!! But when and got cantaloupe out of frige to see if they would eat it... They did ....you softie!!!! Will never forget that day. Love you and missing you so much tonight!!!!

Hi sweety!was sitting here and got thinging of some of the things we laughed about... Remenber how you would get madat the squirrels and I said they were cute and then one morning you heard this noise and came running to the family room and I was standing with the door open . You ask what was wrong and I said I threw a. Shoe at a squirrel and you said did I hit him and we both laughted ...

L O V E.  Y O U.  F O R E V E R!!!!'

Hey Babe! Beautiful day today, but going to get really hot. Golf laying weather!!talked to Bobbie and Harold is making progress slow but that's ok.how do you make people know that everyone handles losing someone that was the love they never though they would have . All seem to think i'm crazy for hanging on but it is my life and my way. I miss you so much no time can change that remenber!

Well sweets here I am again sitting outback watching the water... Was working on wicker swing but it got the best of me had to quite.So still and a little cool we could be taking a nice walk and then do some snuggling sounds good.. Seems you should walk though that door with that great smile! But wishes can't make it happen. Miss you so much in so many ways.I have great memories thank you!

Hey babe! Oh how I miss you life is just a day to day emptiness and long. Evenings are terrible because I know night is near and miss the cuddling we did at that time feel the your arms around be now!! Harold has been sick had his gall bladder out but only weights 140 and very weak. Using a walker right now and can only go a couple feet hopes to gain some weight and strength.love forever!!

HeyBabe!! Still not able to get out to see you no on to bring me. Miss coming out to talk to you so much. I woke up suddenly the other night and was sure I heard you call me but it wasn't but want to believe it was real .Harold is not doing well in the hospital no idea what is wrong just tests and tests.. Miss you so much feels like my heart is broken in half and you took part with you xo!

HeyBabe!!!! Sorry haven't left you any messages lately and not out to visit either. Not driving right now and some medical things going on really need you here with me you always made me feel better... Right now. Watching golf and Tiger is only 2 back with 10 holes to go . Just had got 2 birdies. Best he has been on Sunday. Again miss you more every day and my love just overflows for you!

My sweetest,the days get longer and longer... Even though your not with me my love grows stronger and deeper for you...doesn't seem possible but Conner will be 3 tomorrow and so tall still has the big smile you loved! You would have so much fun with him and little brother that I told you about . You seemed so happy Conner was going to have a brother wish you could have seen him.Love always

Well babe there is just not enough space to say all I feel today and every day. I love you always... Will always be so proud to have your name... Sorry could not get out to see you today but back where I fell could hardly get out of bed and blood pressure is up but have been thinging of all the good times we had and cried a lot. Life just doesn't make sense without you!!!! Miss and love

Hey Babe! Beautiful night out and all I know is I need you so much and words cannot begin to say how much I miss you. So lonely your arms are not holding me till I fall asleep. How safe and loved I felt. I really really hope even thought you told and showed me in so many ways that you knew I found my soul mate!!!!! I loved you more than life itself so empty now. Forever yours.....

Well babe , another day is done and feel like shit!!Sorry know I don,t usually say that i apology...just not much reason to look forward to the next day without you! At least at the nursing home we touched you smiled in your way but no matter how it was my heart fluttered. love you and miss you so much.!! I did come and end lunch with you today. The wind was terrible. Till next time..

Hey!Babe... How I wish you were holding me the way you always would when you knew I was hurting and you always knew ... Your touch was so tender yet strong and made me feel your love and we would talk or sometimes just sit and you held me. How I miss you. I can feel your arms around me but then I realize reality. Not a minute goes past that you are not on my mind. Till we meet again love!!

Babe! Don't know where to even start so I will just remind you of how much I love you and miss you gentle touch and tender kisses. You taught me to love again in the strange way we met God had it planned even though we didn't know, but oh! HowI have no regretsI Best years of my life and I have comfort knowing how often you told me and showed me love I could have never imagined. Love you!!!

Well Love, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" was out to see you today. Feels good to be near you and yet sad. A lot of weird feeling but what will never go away is the fact that I love you and will forever!!Wanted to tell you Bobby let me know the car lot burned, not the outside but the inside was gutted. She is waiting on insurance to let her know... Harold is unable to help at all. Love you sweety xxoo

Well my love another night without you and the loneliness just gets worse! To me no matter if you changed we still had our special moments your touch and smile still gave me a thrill and you loved my touch I know by the way you looked at me, only we knew those looks and touches. They were special as you were, and I miss them.I loved laying next to you till you fell asleep. Love always.....

Well babe, tomorrow is your day and I'll be out to talk awhile..not a lot going on here. Harold is not doing well. Guess you were right. He got a sore on his toe and it had to be taken off and now more serious problems don't know when they will be home?Talk tomorrow love foreve .

HeyBabe! Seems I miss you more every day! Need to have you hold me . Kierston still has about 8 wks. Left and has been in labor several times this last wk.
They are hoping for 2 weeks yet.Going to a high risk Dr. Monday. It is a little girl name is Kaelyn. Be a great grandma wish we could share it together. Love forever ..