Rem, I spent 3 Chistmas's with you. The first wasn't much like Christmas to me. I had the pacemaker/defibrillator operation on Christmas eve. On Xmas 2011 you came over and opened your presents and gave your dad a cammo sweat suit. It was an XL. but he wouldn't exchange it, because you had picked that out. He still has that and WILL NEVER, EVER let anything happen to it. He treasures that, as he treasures you. Christmas 2011 you came over with Chrissy and your little girl, you were so proud of her. To see such a bad dude, like you, change her diaper, and interact with her showed in your whole countenance. It was a beautiful thing. I remember you talked about who was loyal to you while you were in prison. You said, "there were 2 people I could count on" and you pointed to your dad. And then, you said, '"and this woman right here" and you pointed to me!!! Rem, we got to know each other through those long years of writing letters and making sure you got your money. You always trusted me to get it done for you. And I did. If your dad said "I sent the money", you always said " let me talk to Kathy" . lol. I remember my letters were like 12-13 pgs. front and back. The guards use to tease you and say " Jeremiah, you got another "book" today. lol I'm glad I Was There for you in those tough times, and when your mom died. I liked Joanne, and you knew that. She WAS a good person. She helped me out alot, and you know how we talked about that. So, Christmas 2012, and you're gone!!. It's almost unbelievable have presents at my house for Jour'nee, Chrissy hasn't had the occasion to bring your daughter over yet. She may have to take the clothes back, if she doesn't get them soon. Rem, I have so much more to share. And I will, when I write on your memorial again. I miss you, Rem. And I did love you. I know you KNEW that. I'll write later, my friend. May your beautiful soul Rest in peace, in The Fathers arms.
February 23, 2013
my big brother
January 8, 2013
Bunzy I have so many good and funny memories with you,you know you were my bestfriend and my srength and protector..whenever I needed you ,you were there in a quick fast hurry,because I was your baby sister.But the most fun we had was on the hill,that was home to you and everybody loved you up there and we sure did have some crazy times up there,but we had a ball...I remember when you threw me a birthday bbq,I turned 27 and you had thrown everybody in the pool,so we were all wet but you,because nobody could catch you...lol..you kno you ran like a dear then I came up with a plan on how to get you and you were standing in the basement by the door and I threw a big bucket of water on you,boy was you hott....you chased me around that yard and threw me in that pool like 10 more times...we all had a ball that day,plus all the fam was there,so I think you bunzy for throwing that party,that was the best b-day ever....you made it very special for me and I will never forget it....I LOVE YOU BUNZY and I WILL FOREVER MISS YOU...thankyou for being an awesome big brother and caring for me how you did...I know your in heaven with mom and watching over us...your forever in my heart and I will always keep your memory alive...