I just recently found out about his death.  My heart is deeply sad.  I met Chris in high school  He was a Junior and I was a Freshman.  We went on a blind date and I cannot honestly remember who set us up.  I just knew that he changed my life forever.  We dated for 2 years.  I moved to Albany and we tried to keep the relationship going but without cell phones then and long distance costing a lot we grew apart.  I contacted him when I was a Senior and he came and went to my Senior Prom with me.  It was like we never were apart.  We tried again for 6 months or so but the commute was hard when I went to college and he wanted to pursue other things.  In 2011 we met up once again.  Dated for a few months and this time realized we were just different people.  I think the idea of us was more of what we both were looking for.  The last time I saw him, he was waving goodbye to me as I drove off.  I will keep that memory with me forever now.   Chris was my first true love.  There was something about him that connected me to him no matter where we were.  I feel we both had mutual closure in 2011 to move on and wish each other happy lives.  So I feel we parted in the best of ways.  I'm so happy to hear that he found love with Polly.  I remember Polly from highschool when I was younger and it warms my heart that he had someone who loved him so much.  I have so many 'firsts' with Chris.  First love, first sunset, first talk of marriage, first time I shaved a guys face, first time I went to wrestling meet, first time I lined danced, first time I had alcohol, first time I tried to drive.  I will miss him always and will be forever grateful he showed me what love was.  Physically, mentally and emotionally.   RIP Chris 

Chris and I went to High School together but didnt know each other back then.   We met online actually at Zoosk.   I was going to contact him after seeing his bio there for awhile , but I didn't . Too chicken.  He finally made the move.  Within 24 hours we were talking on the phone.  This is in January 2012.  We talked on the phone the next few days. Then he called I think to let me know he had no plans for super bowl..like hint hint.. LOL  .  So I invited him over.  He lookes so dashing.  He had his long back shirt on his hair was so sexy.  He ahd his "gay" pants on he said his bff Bobby called them that.  He brought some food too. He cooked.  By the end of the night I was hooked.  I wanted him.  Therefore I tried not to be too agreesive.  He proceeded to tell me about all his friends and family.   I was a perfect gentleman...dang it..lol .  he could get the drift after a few hours he came back from restroom and sat with me on the coach, and I remember it like yesterday. He put his arm around me and kissed me at first he was so gentle and slow but we both had been alone too long.  ..and well ...I will end it here.  It  was a wonderful evening  that I will always cherish.  Love you Baby , loved you then, loved now,  love you forever.