ForeverMissed
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His Life
March 18, 2016

Those we love don't go away, they walk beside us everyday. Unseen, unheard, but always near, so loved, so missed, so very dear. RIP Christian, If I could trade places with you, I would in a heartbeat, Love always Auntie

March 18, 2016

Christian loved to write. He always kept a journal. Most people don't know, like me, he loved poetry. He liked Tupacs music, but loved his poetry. This was one of his favorite by Tupac Shakur. 

IN THE DEPTHS OF SOLITUDE

I exist in the depths of solitude, pondering my true goal. Trying to find peace of mind and still preserve my soul. Constantly yearning to be accepted and from all receive respect, never comprising but sometimes risky, and that is my only regret.

A young heart with an old soul, how can there be peace? How can I be in the depths of solitude when there are two inside of me? This duo within me causes the perfect opportunity to learn and live twice as fast as those who accept simplicity.

Christian

March 17, 2016

Though his life was short, Christian had been through a lot, good and bad. But those who really knew him, knew he was a good boy. He'd give you the shirt off his back if you needed it. He loved animals, fishing and being outdoors. He loved his family. But what he loved more than life it self, was his girlfriend, Amber Hartley. They were 11 years old when they met and have been in love ever since. My nephew battled depression, but in all honesty, he got involved with the wrong people and the things he did increased his depression and paranoia. I am not ashamed to say that my baby chose to take his own life. Yes, it kills me to know he felt that hopeless and that suicide was his only way out. So many, "what ifs" that I've almost drove myself insane. But I know Christian doesn't want any of us to feel that, so we all push forward everyday. Hopefully, my sweet nephew has finally found peace and we will see him again one day. Until then, we'll keep all the fun and awesome memories of him! He was such a prankster, NEVER a dull moment with him. We love and miss him and talk about him everyday!!!!