Christiana you were the love of my life and My gift from God . I prayed and prayed to have a child and then I had you , You were a good girl and I am so sorry that I did'nt know how sick you really were . I am sorry that I did'nt come and beat your door down that day . If I had only know. I would have come over and beat your door down. and I would have got on my knees and begged you not to do this. You not only left Me your mom but your Dad and Sister and 2 wonderful kids. Taylor and Blake . Our lives will never be the same without you here with us . We all miss you and wish you were here with us . You hid your problems behind your beautiful smile . God I miss you so much .