Darling daughter
I am at a loss to attempt to describe the pain and void in my life and in my heart!. It is so very hard to keep on trying to function in this vile world. The pain from your death has changed me and my life in ways so many cannot understand. My joy is gone, I seldom laugh as I used to do. I have no desire to keep on any longer. The pain overwhelms me and there are constant painfrl memories since Alan married the person he did and built his home so close to us. Seeing them drive past our home is almost more than I can bear. Knowing things I know now that you were enduring and had dealt with before clouds my mind. Why??? Why did you tolerate his behavior instead of kicking him out??? I raised you and Wendy to be so strong and iindependent but, to know we were ALWAYS going to be there for help. It hurts to realize what fools we were to openly trust someone who was so deceitful!!! We opened our home and family to him for your sake....only to have him take you away from us and keep such secrets!!! Secrets and deceit that took you away from us forever!!!! I miss and love you so much!!! Fly high our beautiful butterfly!