- 20 years old
- Date of birth: Feb 15, 1993
- Date of passing: Jun 24, 2013
|Let the memory of Cole be with us forever|
"Happy Birthday Littleman, we miss you so much, not a day goes by that we don't think of you or speak of you. I loved you before I met you, we had that soul to soul connection. I lost a part of my heart the day you went to be with Jesus. I will never recover. I have to go on but with a sad broken heart."
"Sharon, I feel your pain in my heart. I too, have lost a son, 27 years old. I understand the feeling that something will always be missing. So sorry, but something that has helped to sustain me, is reaching out to the ultimate source of emotional comfort, God. Reading His Word, finding the answers to life and death. He feels our pain, and wants us to know the Why's. And He understands, this won't take away our pain, but it will help sustain us. Please read His promise to take away all pain, suffering and death at Revelation 21:1-5."
"Thinking of you Cole. Thanks for coming to see me the other night, and poppa too. I love you. I miss you and can't wait to be reunited with you. Love you Littleman, Momma"
"Cole, Momma and Papa miss you every day. 23 years ago today we were blessed by God with your birth. You had a sweet soul and heart. We love you. I wish you were here. Love, Momma"
"Cole, today I tried to watch a Shania Twain concert on t.v. I did so crying through the whole thing, no it had nothing to do with the music, it was the thought that all of her music I have enjoyed over the years was written and recorded before you died. It's the way I look at life now, before you had to leave me and pappa, and after. Remember how we looked at life with pappa? I do, we would say before prison and after prison and laugh. I am glad we took that view as there was nothing we could change about what happened and there was no point in being negative about it anymore. I have flashbacks about that night, the night you died and the moment I was told you had gone to Heaven. I went into shock, emotionally. Then my mind goes to the crematorium, the last place I saw you physically. I can hardly fathom the reality of it all. Some days I think this is a nightmare and I will wake from it and you will be here with me. You kept me busy, Littleman, and you always will, whether here on earth or in Heaven. I want to thank you for answering my wish that you come to me this past week as we neared the 2 year mark of your passing. I felt you comforting me in my sleep and woke to find you gone, at least to my eyes. I know you are around all the time and I also know you have much work to do taking care of our family. Life on Earth without you is awful. It will never be the same and for that I cannot wait to meet again and be together forever in Heaven. I love you Littleman. Momma"
"Cole, it's been so long since we have talked. I talk to you all the time and I know you answer me I just can't hear your voice. I think about all the things you have missed in your life on earth. You will be an uncle angel for the new baby. I felt the love and excitement you had when we found out. It's spectacular where you are. Feeling the love you feel is joyful for my heart. It is much more love than anyone can possibly feel here on earth. Enjoy my sweet boy. I love you and papa loves you and we miss you and so does Deacon. Momma"
"See Yourself When All Is New
Just see yourself, just see me too.
Just see us all in a world that is new.
Think how you'll feel, how it will be.
To live in peace, to be truly free.
No evil one will then prevail,
Rule by our God cannot prevail,
The time will have come for a new earthly start.
The song of our praises will pour out from our heart.
Now see yourself, and see me too.
And look ahead to a world that is new.
No sight we see, no sound we hear,
Will cause alarm or give rise to fear.
All has come true, just as He said,
No over mankind, His tent is spread.
He now shall awaken those sleeping in death,
Their voices will join us with every grateful breath.
Oh God, how will you have done.
Now just see yourself, and see me too.
"I'm sad Cole. I have your pictures everywhere in the house but it doesn't take away the pain of your loss. You're gone forever. Though you may be with me all the time it's not the same. You know me better than anyone. My soul is shattered like a piece of glass. When that happens the glass(soul) will never be one piece or whole again. No matter how much time is spent trying to put the pieces back together it will always be weakened by the unstable foundation. The soul is tender and any small nudge or hit can shatter it completely. I live knowing we will all be together again someday. My hope is that you have love and happiness in abundance. I miss you so much. Love, Mom"
"Each time I look up and see a full moon, the stars, a blue sky with white puffy clouds, an amazing sunset, or even a stormy sky with dark rolling clouds, I believe you’re right there looking back at me. Random thoughts and memories of you pop in my head at the oddest times but they always makes me smile. I look at your picture every day and want you to know you’re in my heart forever. Love and miss you more than you can imagine. Sissy"
"Cole I miss you so much and I will never forget all the time we spent
with you we had so much fun with you. Granny"
"Every day of my life I miss him. There are many found memories.
"I will occasionally change out the pics of Cole. Currently with the free site I am limited to 3 but I may pay for to be permanent. Then I can post as many pics, songs and videos as I choose. This site can be both sad and happy memories. Please don't be afraid to post what your heart says."
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