Cos, still thinking of you everyday. Every room has a memory of you. Whether its your slippers, the house key, a simple garbage pail floods me w/ your memory. I miss you. I am tired of crying over your loss. Senseless! You let the world beat you down. I told you over and over, a handful of people are worthy of you. You were to loving, thoughtful, sensitive. I want to turn back the hands of time to try and save you but I can't. I can only grieve for you. I want just one day, only one, that I don't shed a tear for you. I loved you so very much. You know I would have climbed the mountain w/ you to get you to the top. No matter how long it took. You did not give anyone a chance. I want to see you again someday. I want God to forgive you for taking a life that wasn't yours to take, and embrass you with all the love he has to give. I want to wake up one day and feel your spirit free. To know you are safe in the hands of God and I can let go. I want to cry but because I am laughing so hard over a good memory,
not from sadness or the unknown. No that I love you, Vickie loved you, Fran and so so many family and friends. Time will pass, life will go on, I will never stop thinking of you, hurting for your broken spirit and hoping when my time is up I will see you again. Love you honey. xo