I was just remembering how we became best friends the other day and it made me laugh and cry. In the face of adversity and stuck up girls we found in eachother our missing halfs. We both couldnt stand the hypocrisy we saw in the world and the people we went to school with. We bonded and became rebellious to the status quo of following the crowd. We realized that we had more intergrity, intelligence, and creativity in one of our fingertips than the mean girls had in their entire being . We set out on a mission ,that continues to this day, to push aside vanity and explore our very souls and the meaning of life. Crystal I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME , I WISH I COULD HAVE SAVED YOU!

'I saw my Best Friend tonight so...Dont push me too far" -Sublime

"Ive got nothing to say but its OK, goodmorning goodmorning"- The Beatles

 

Today is the best day of the year. Crystal ,

I miss you more than anything, your my best friend, my sensei , the one who always made me laugh, we wenr on so many journey;s everyday was exciting and fun.You are so amazing! Every day that goes by is another day I think of you,I find joy in my heart at just the thought of you. You are the Philosopher,  I loved hearing all of your ideas on life and history. You showed me, in many different ways,  how everything connects, and you were right, as the time goes by I often hear about new discoveries and theories made by the so called "top minds" of our time, and they sound allot like your theory's :) You always gave new light to a subject and made it interesting. I thank you Crystal, I have changed in so many positive ways because of who You are ,what you mean to me, and all the beautiful things you taught me.Thank you for everything , Your guidance and Love have changed the world to me. Today's your special day , and everyday is! Why? Because tomorrow never comes AND we are who we are right now, not yesterday, and not tomorrow, not even ten seconds ago :)

I wish we couldve had more time together, maybe time to have grown up a bit , to see eachothers lives blossom into adulthood and see our dreams fullfilled , but as you say "everything is as it should be, and where we are right now is where we are suppossed to be" . I love you dearly, and I shall always keep your words , love , and joy with me... and as it should be , I will live by the things you taught me, I'll never forget <3