Hello my good friend. Yesterday made four year's since you left us . I hope with all of my heart you've found peace and no more pain. You and I both shared that pain yet you were so much worse than I. My friend your memory will live on in all of us. You'd be so proud of your family. They've grown into beautiful people,  your precious grandbabies and great grandchildren are getting so big. Your siblings are handling life as best each can on their own terms. Your sister misses you still so very much, but you know ness. Me well I just miss my friend. I really do. Be at peace knowing that you are loved.