- 45 years old
- Date of birth: Sep 29, 1966
- Date of passing: Jan 26, 2012
|Let the memory of Darius be with us forever|
"You would have been fifty today, my first born son. Almost five years since you tore yourself out of our lives. Yet, sometimes I feel you. Sometimes as I think of you, a thought drifts into my mind that I know is from you. I loved the rainbow you sent me the other day while I was weeping over how I let you down. You told me so many times you would die the day I did. Why didn't you wait for me. It feels like the hole in my heart is growing bigger every day. Your dad has not been feeling well. He has lost weight. I think he will see you face to face before I do. Nothing more to say-- I just miss you. And I am happy that you were my son. We had arguments. We both got mad at each other. I told you I rued the day you were born moments before you took your life. I did not mean it. I rejoiced the day you were born, and every day afterwards. Sometimes life just got in the way. I love you-- now and always and forever."
"I miss you more each day. Everywhere I look, I see things that you fixed or repaired or made for me. My heart cannot stop mourning for you my son. I try, but soon the pain stabs me in the heart again. You had so much knowledge, so many talents! How could you have left us with nothing but an empty hole in our hearts. Love you into the eternities."
"You would be celebrating your 48th birthday with us today. I miss you. I miss your jokes, your smile, your bear hugs, your frequent texts saying "I love you, mom!" I miss you face, you smile, in fact, I miss everything about you. You were so capable, and so very talented and helpful, it is hard to believe you thought yourself of so little worth. But, I do know that I will see you again, someday. In fact, I expect you to greet me and show me what you have discovered in your after-life, like I introduced you to things that I loved when you were born. I hope my heart is found pure enough to be in your presence. Loved you then, love you now, and will continue to love you throughout all eternity."
"You were my whole world when you were born. You brought a bright light with you, and a trail of glory brightened our lives and our home your little spirit was full of love and complete trust. Your first Christmas was joyous. I rocked you in my arms for hours drinking in your beauty. Such innocence, such purity! I miss you."
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