"I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO SO VERY MUCH ''DEAR'' SWEET LOVING HUSBAND!!!! will write to you occasionally ... since I talk to you everyday ..your WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS ''CARLA''"

"I sure wish u were still here .... I love u so very much"

"I love u and miss u so very much"

"I love you daddy!"

"Darrell , i miss u so much and today was really hard for me i cried all the way to work .... I Love U..."

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!! I am ready for the holidays to be over already!! They arent the same anymore anyway!! Tomorrow is your birthday and I dont know how I am goin to make it through that! I wish you were still here, it's just not fair that you are gone! Even though it has been over a year it still feels like yesterday!!"

"I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART AND MISS U SO VERY MUCH"

"Hello'''dear'''sweet loving husband havnt been on the computer much but i didnt realize it'd been 2 days since I wrote, I lose track of my days somehow IDK how tho, anyway nuttin new here same old boring hohum stuff, cept Seteras is makin good grades thats good...( I ) (we) LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH...your 'wife' & ''true'' Love '''carla''' <3<3 XOXOXOXO"

"good morning ''dear'' sweet loving husband, didnt get on the computer much yesterday, cause we went shopping, so thats why i didnt remember to write yesterday ''sorry'' :( so im not doin much just some laundry, NOT ready for the holidays thats for sure UGH... I (WE) LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH...your wife & true love Carla <3 XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO"

"Good morning'''dear'''sweet loving husband, well nuttin new cept i'm gonna sell your truck cause we need the money and it's just gonna sit there & rot like the chevelle & the other cars that are parked out there so i figured it'd be better off with someone else,  ... I (WE) LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO MUCH ''DEAR'', your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO"

"hello'''dear'''sweet loving husband was fixin to go to bed and remembered i hadnt wrote to you today oops better late than never... Seteras goin on a field trip tomorrow without me this time so keep watch over her 'dear'...I LOVE & MISS YOU...your wife forever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello'''dear'''sweet loving caring husband, had a dream boutcha last nite it was about back when setera was little & shawn was bout 12 wow what brought up those memories in my dreams hmmmmm???? I (WE) MISS YOU & LOVE YOU SO MUCH ''DEAR'', your wife & true love Carla <3 XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO"

"hello'''dear'''sweet loving caring husband, fixin to go to bed and remembered i hadnt wrote to you today yet soooo nutin new just went to walmart shoped for g'ma & did a lit'l christmas shopin its gonna be slim this yr o'well, I LOVE AND MISS YOU ''DEAR''..your wife and TRUE Love "Carla" <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello''dear''sweet loving husband just wanted to say I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO MUCH., Setera & I were playing Wii did some bowling which was ur favorite and well we still aint got close to ur high score, we miss U!!! your wife & true love Carla <3 XOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOX"

"sorry'''dear'''i couldnt get online to write cause i had no megabytes on my verizon acct :(...but there's nuttin new as usual just the same ol same ol stuff, sure do miss you...I LOVE YOU '''DEAR'' SWEET LOVING HUSBAND...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"HAPPY HALLOWEEN'''DEAR'''sweet loving husband, guess we're goin trick or treating tonite here in kaufman, can't stay up late its a school nite, o'well gotta get my tags on the aztek nuttn else new round here, I LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR''your wife & true Love Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxox"

"hello''''dear'''sweet loving husband, not doin much, Setera has 3 friends over & we're gonna take 2 of em home in a couple of hours thats bout it got Halloween 2mrw nite yeepee, I LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH DEAR''' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"oops sorry i didnt write yest dunno why i 4got i guess i thot i already did anyway "dear" we're goin to mama Nina's bday party gonna be gone all day, I LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR''..your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"nuttin new'''dear'''sweet loving caring husband, just spent $107 at the groc store UGH plus $44 at the pharm UGH everythings so HIGH''dear'' sure wish u were here! I MISS U SO MUCH!! guess i'll shutup now, I LOVE YOU!! your wife & true love 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxo"

"well'''dear'''sweet loving husband, Setera gets out early 2day so we're gonna go close my acct out at wells fargo tired of them chargin me 30 in fees ea mo, just gonna take it to our bank then maybe go see g'ma, I love & miss U dear''' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"just wanted to say I Love you and Miss you so much my '''dear'''sweet loving husband, not doin nuttin new, hohum... wish u were here, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"well'''dear'''sweet loving husband nuttin new here really, i c ur sweet sister wrote 2 ya, she missis u alot, we all do, i miss u sittin here beside me :( untill we see u again., 1 day soon, I (WE) LOVE U SO MUCH & MISS U TERRIBLY, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

"JUST THINKING ABOUT U AND WANTED U TO KNOW I LOVE AND MISS U WITH EVERY DAY THAT GOES BY ....."

"hello''dear''sweet loving husband, just readin some of the posts on here makes me cry & U are greatly missed by us all :( & Loved by us all<3 I so wish u were here, I miss U!! IDC if its been 1yr 2mo's & 19days I'll NEVER be the same, I LOVE U 'DEAR' ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hey'''dear'''sweet loving husband, dreams?? i'd rather have u here than have dreams bout u, but i cant, so i'll take the dreams :( nice breeze 2day got the windows open, still got that cold/allergies UGH, (I)(we) LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxo"

"hello'''dear''' sweet loving husband, not really doin nuttin just thinkin bout you as usual...wish u were here, gotta cold & dont feel good or allergies idk ugh, well u dont have to go thru that no more (I) we Love & miss u so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"g'mornin'''dear'''sweet loving husband...not doin nuttin but im gonna do laundry & stuff, setera went 2school all decked out in pink w/a pink tootoo LOL, its 4 breast cancer awareness week, (we) I MISS & LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH 'DEAR', ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"well'''dear'''sweet loving husband, still waiting on this new med to start making wanna do things again, guess it'll take more than 2 days of takin it to work IDK, we're all doin ok but we sure miss & Love you so so much, till we meet again, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

"sorry''dear'' sweet loving husband i didnt get on the computer cept really late last nite for bout a half an hour, doc's got me on 2 new med's so we'll see how they work, I (WE) LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR'' VERY MUCH, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello''dear''sweet lovin husband..goin to billies for abi's bday 2day doin some laundry rt now & tryn 2 get2gether all the pink stuff setera & i have 4 her 2 wear this week its PINK out wk lol, well thats all, I (WE) LOVE & MISS U VERY MUCH, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

"hello'''dear'''sweet lovin husband, went groc shoppin for mom 2day & visited with her, thinkin bout goin on to bro dannys church 2mrw if they still need a piano player i could use the 200 a mo BIGtime, I (we) LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"hello'''dear'''sweet loving husband, nuttin much new here, still dunno what to do bout things round here, wish you were here :( well thats all for now, I (WE) LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello'''dear'''sweet loving husband, cold is better, hope it stays better it's weird it comes & goes lol...shawns still working on the jimmy UGH, seteras doin good in school, & thats bout it, I (WE) MISS U & LOVE U SO MUCH :( your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxo"

"hello'''dear'''sweet loving husband, i got a cold :( ugh yucky i feel like crap'ola so there ya have it, shawns tryn 2 fix some rods that go to the wheels on the jimmy idk could ya send him some help please, I (WE) LOVE & MISS U SO SO MUCH, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, sorry i didnt write yesterday i was at the fair & boy was i pooped went we got back I hurt ALL over ''sucks'' to get old tho't my leg would give me hell 2day but its not THANK GOD, I LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR'' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3xo"

"Hello '''dear''' sweet loving caring husband, I sure wish u hadnt of had to leave us :( ...today is ur sweet sisters "Liz's" birthday she misses u very much to :( we're goin 2the fair 2mrw yeepee 'not' ok well.. I LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH.. ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxo"

"i miss u ''dear'' sweet loving caring husband :( had a dream i was gettin on2 U 4 lettin setera ride her bike 2 Liz's LOL ''weird'' she never road her bike much in the 1st place idk bout these dreams, at least ur in them, I LOVE YOU ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband...not doin nuttin just bills & stuff, got Setera's homecoming football game tonite, 4 hrs of sittin on those hard stands UGH my butt will be NUMB "LOL" wish u were here u'd enjoy it I LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH...ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"hello ''''dear''' sweet loving husband., had a dream boutcha & woke up cryin :( wish you were her so much ''dear'' nuttin else new really, I LOVE & MISS YOU SOSO MUCH, UR WIFE 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, just wanna say I LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH...not doin much, seteras fball game went nice got one friday 2go2, goin 2 pkup her new glasses, that's all...wish u were here :(.......your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxo"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, well it's been 1 year 2 months today youve went to be with our Lord & saviour & I miss you more with every passing day :( well i gotta alot 2do pk up seteras mum & flute & ftball game @5:30 uugghh, I LOVE & miss u dear, ur wife 4ever Carla >3"

"hello '''dear''' sweet loving husband ...not doin nuttin just bills, laundry, puttin halloween stuff out u know the sameOsameO, cept setera wants a MUM lol.. we'll see ...I sure miss u 'dear' :(... I LOVE YOU ''DEAR'' ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3<3 oxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello '''dear''' nuttin new just doin laundry & stuff, seteras tryin to figure out what dressing & hairstyles were in the 80's for school 2mrw, yeh this weeks dress up week LOL...wish u were here, I LOVE & MISS U, ur wife & only TRUE love 4ever & always CARLA <3 xoxo"

"'''dear''' sweet loving husband, went to g'mas yest then to billie's had a nice time, i think i'm gonna go out 2nite 2 a club Monica's goin w/me I asked Billie but she said prob not LOL...wish u were here, I Love & Miss u dear, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"''dear'' sweet loving husband, i'm not doin nuttin, need to be but dont wanna, so thats that... wish you were here wish you hadnt of left us, wish the Lord would come back, o'well, hohum, I love & miss you ''dear'' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"ugh ''dear'' chips/medicaid is driving me crazy! they chngd her to med now they chngng her bk to chips... MAKE UP UR MINDS PPL!! its because we get to much $$'s to get med OMG DUH HELLO :/ o'well, really wish u were here :( I LOVE & MISS U, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

"''dear'' well gotta football game tonite 'setera' has't to be at, so fun fun sittin on those hard bleachers anyway nuttin else new here, I sure do miss you ''dear'' wish u were here :( I love you more, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' well i just got back from taking shawn & nick to Nstaff to fill out an application, the jimmy isnt in good shape so i took them, hope they get the job, anyway goin 2 seteras pep rally bout 3 that'll be fun, I love u & miss u, ur wie 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' had fun at Andys & Maribels wedding/reception then came home & had a bday party for Shawn w/his friends went to bed bout 4am....now i feel like crap again this cold/flu crap needs to take a hike LOL... I LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR'' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' ''well'' today is Andy & Maribel's wedding... sure hope i play well, hope no mistakes happen wedding music is Hard to play UGH and I feel like crap on top of that, o'well I sure miss you and Love you more...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' sweet loving husband, Shawn needs HELP w/the Jimmy send HELP please Im afraid the wheel is gonna brake off, idk if we should fix it or the honda ?? I LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR'' SO MUCH your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' sweet loving husband, got the bills/laundry/dishes etc done, not doin much else, broke tho had to get $$ outta savins again UGH, I sure miss you ''dear'' & Love u more...sure wish u were here :( your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' well shawn cleaned up the yard SHOCKER @0@ lol... seteras got a eye exam 2day & thats bout my day, i know ur havin a good'ol time up there, I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' so mad at shawn rite now!! the least he could do is take the damn trash out everyweek UGH!! U used 2get mad at him 2 4 not helpin more round here LOL...at least u dont have 2 worry no more...I LOVE & MISS YOU DEAR ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

""dear'' i feel so bad :( I had to MAKE Setera get outta the car & go on in the school with her tummy hurting & her head was hurting to, I gave her gas & tummy meds b4 we left then a advil in the car IDK what to do poor baby :( i guess she's ok its 11:25am now, LUV & MISS U <3 XO"

"''dear'' sweet loving husband...thinking about you as always, our backporch is leaning dunno why ?? guess id better get someone 2 look at it, we sure miss you dear so so much, wish you were here, I LOVE YOU!! ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' sweet loving husband, wish these tummy problems would just completly go away i'm tired of it UGH., wonder why I have em? IBS i know but WHY?  Im gonna ask the dr that question, I SURE MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear' sweet loving husband, hope i'm in a better mood today, if i had more help round here i would be, i cant do all this!! without my back bein out for 2 days afterwards UGH, o'well it just wont get done, I LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR'' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxox"

""dear" sweet loving husband, sure wish you were here so you could make decisions with me & fix things round here & be with me DANGIT!! ok i'll calm down now, I LOVE & MISS YOU DEAR SO SO MUCH!!!!!!! your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

""hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband... well i'm sure you know already that we lost my cousin Pete so would you give him a great Big hug for me...we shouldve went on to florida dang it, I hate when i have regrets... :( well ya'll are havn the best time now, I Love & miss U 'dear'"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, nothin new here "hohum" just wish the Lord would come back ..... I/WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH & MISS YOU TERRIBLY .... your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x00x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, well we're goin 2 g'mas 4 shawn & dougs birthday cake/icecream lol...hope doug cleaned off the table LOL... o'well ...  I LOVE & MISS YOU DEAR''' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello''dear'' sweet loving husband, got seteras & g'mas beds switched, helped setera clean her rm, 2day i need 2 cover that window n the lit'l house & other stuff UGH I need a MAN 2 do these things, o'well i'll do what i can, I LUV & MISS U, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

"hello ''dear'' dunno what we're doin 2day, i know setera needs 2 clean her rm b4 she gets 2do anything YUK!! we made brkfst again thats 3 wkends in a roll since u've been gone, WE LOVE & MISS U DEAR SO MUCH!! ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello 'dear' sweet loving husband, setera's dr is goofy, nuff said LOL o'well not doin much of nothin gonna try 2go see g'ma this afternoon if i feel like it, I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO MUCH, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"well ''dear'' the school sup called, he has talked to the prin bout her approach & that it was to harsh, he appoligized & he promised she will be helpful & understanding with setera, anyway not sure im satisfied I'll have to think bout it, I MISS & LUV YOU ur wife 4ever Carla <3"

"hey ''dear'' doin laundry/bills etc..yuk..shawn got the oil chngd n the cars, johnnys car is broke down & he's havn to use Billies van so please send him HELP!!, ''WE'' SURE MISS YOU ''DEAR'' and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello ''dear'' goin to seteras pep rally today, sent a letter to the superintendant bout the mean principle, hope it helps & not make things worse, making Lions shirts, so gonna go now, I LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"well ''dear'' its Labor Day & we're not doing nuttin much, shawns gonna chg the oil in the cars & then we're gonna cook steak on the grill YUM, shawns ideal lol...dont wanna do labor never do LOL, ok well ''WE MISS U SO MUCH & LOVE U SO MUCH'' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xo"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, not nuttin new here much, the winds bout to blow us away is all :/ elec was off this morn had to get coffee/brkfst @ sonic lol, guess we shouldve gotten a generator., I LOVE & MISS U ''DEAR'' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, not doin much of nothin, cooked breakfast but I dont like dion that no more cause ur not here to cook w/me so setera did the bacon in the microwave lol, i wasnt alone but I sure do miss you ''dear'' I LOVE YOU ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"'dear' sweet loving husband, setera got her test done & shes at school, counselor talked to her, shes gettin some schedule changes but it looks like it'll be ok, WE SURE DO MISS YOU DEAR, I LOVE YOU.....Your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!!"

"hello '''dear''' having a hard time down here, the principal was threatening to withdraw Setera from school, CAN U BELIVE THAT, well i put her in her place but it was hard the "BITCH" Monica is calling the superindedant bout the way she treated us it was WRONG, ok I LUV & MISS U"

""dear" still gotta stomach problems :( but I know what mine is, I wish I new what is wrong with Seteras she couldnt make it to school again IDK??? I LOVE & MISS YOU DEAR your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxo"

"OMG "dear" Ive been SOOOO SICK this is the first time i've felt like gettin to the computer, seteras been having stomach problem too & i took her to the doc, now i gotta go back & she has test Fri morn UGH, I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU DEAR ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxo"

"still sick "dear" wish it go away :( I LOVE  &  MISS YOU DEAR your wife 4ever & alawys  Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' I'm sicky poo so im gonna make this short, I LOVE & MISS YOU 'DEAR' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' sweet loving husband, goin to billie & johnny's today because it's his bday...woohoo :) wish you were here cause you'd love to go :( gonna drop by g'mas afterwards then gotta get setera in bed "school" 2mrw, I LOVE & MISS U "DEAR" ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxo"

"''dear'' sweet loving husband husband, well today is Billie & Johnny's anniversary & 2mrw is Johnny's bday whoopwhoop, bday party 2mrw, today? idk? maybe somemore shoppin & get seteras room cleaned up more, I LOVE & MISS YOU "DEAR" your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxo"

"''dear'' sweet loving husband, well this school shopping is diggin to deep in my pockets had to get a little outta savings,:( glad we're gettin paid Wed, I sure do miss u "dear" and I love you so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

""dear" sweet loving husband, gonna try to go to the mall today, our daughter won't go unless Billie & Abi or Morgan & kaylee goes, guess i'm boring LOL... o'well it's so hot here my grass has kinda melted away LOL., I LOVE & MISS U 'DEAR'ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, nothing new here, gonna go to the mall see if we can find Setera a backback & thats bout it, I love you & miss you so much! your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, wow this is the 4th nite in a row i had dreams with u in it, thats fine w/me at least ur in my dreams :) so keep sending me dreams dont matter how weird they are, I Love & miss U dear, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hi''dear'' sweet lovin husband, had a dream a BIG storm came, the pool & all the houses around us got tore 2 pieces but it was g'mas yard & our house weird, everyone helped us w/the pool, had old school friends helping weird lol, I LOVE & MISS U DEAR ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, well we gotta another puppy to give away, UGH setera/morgan/&kaylee brought it in & I ended up havin to give it a bath (FLEAS) lots of em, but he's all clean now, o'well I LOVE & MISS U ''DEAR'' SO MUCH your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"well "dear" another day at home with a tummy ache :( i hope its gone 2mrw need 2go2 store 4 g'ma/doug & us & i cant do that when i have to take my meds for my ibs :( hohum., I LOVE & MISS YOU ''DEAR'' ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3<3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, gonna take morgan to town so billie can take her to DR gonna visit g'ma while  theyre doin that dunno what we're gonna do after that, anyway I MISS YOU ''DEAR'' & LOVE YOU SO MUCH..your wife 4ever & always Carla <3<3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, dreams are so weird, nuff said lol., thanks to Kathy that post was deleted I know if you were here you'd been yellin get that *%@^#% off there lol, anyway not doin much today, I LOVE U & MISS U SO MUCH, ur wife 4ever & always CARLA <3 xoxoxoxo"

"(ran outta room) .... cont'd from last tribute LOL... I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE MY ''DEAR'' SWEET LOVING HUSBAND....YOUR  W I F E  4EVER & ALWAYS CARLA <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"OMG "DEAR" I CAN NOT BELIEVE ''SHE'' WROTE ON HERE AGAIN I WILL HAVE KATHY DELETE IT, I DO NOT KNOW HOW SHE GOT ON HERE WE INVITED ONLY PEOPLE YOU WOULD WANT TO WRITE ON HERE & THAT CERTAINLY IS NO HER!! just what i needed to get upset bout that again...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND"

"sorry "dear" been out & about & not on here much, but im here now lol., i'm in a REALLY BAD MOOD today...hope it goes away I wanna go take Billie her bday gift, well gotta go do stuff, I LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH 'DEAR' your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"Hello "DEAR", wish my monitor would hurry & get here Im having heck seeing this little letters LOL well hopefully it'll be here soon, I SURE DO MISS U ""DEAR"" :"( still cant believe ur gone, I LOVE U SOOOOO MUCH "dear" sweet loving husband, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, we're gonna spring clean seteras room i think we are anyway it needs it BAD she dont wanna do it of course well neither do I but it's gotta be done YUK, dunno how u seen the lit'l print on ur monitor ugh :/ I MISS & LUV U 'DEAR' 4EVER & ALWAYS"

"sorry "dear" sweet loving husband, my monitor quit working & i couldnt get online, I finally fig'd out I could hook ur monitor to my comp & YEA it worked dunno why I didnt think of it earlier, it's been ONE yr :( time fly's when ur NOT havn fun 2 :( I LOVE & MISS U 4ever & always"

"it's hard to believe u have been going for a yr tomorrow all i have is a empty heart since u left us . i wish u were here  ..... u will always be my wonderful brother I LOVE U"

"Darrell , just wanted to say i've been thinking all day about this wen. last yr. i got that call i know its really tomorrow but it will always be wen . for me i will always remember u leaving us on wed. and my heart aches so bad ... i MISS and LOVE u so much forever and always"

"OMG "dear" where's my notes to U for yest & Mon?? stupid website!grr anyway yest I told u the AC is fixed cost $1,000.00 OUCH but a new ac wouldve been 4000 or more, 4got what i said on Mon?? I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY DEAR SWEET LOVING HUSBAND ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3xoxo"

"hello "dear" just checkin in, the AC is Gone, but Mildred & John said it MIGHT be still under warranty wouldnt that be great :) anyway John's gonna fix it either way & it wont cost me as much, ThaNK GOD, I LOVE & MISS U ''DEAR'' ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"well "dear" i think the central AC has finally bit the dust, it's hot in the computer room, shawn & seteras room, UGH its blowing but its not COOL air at all!! damit!! i think i'm gonna turn it off, I LOVE & MISS U DEAR ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" nothing new here, just gonna go to g'mas today take their groc's to em, MAN Dougs vitamins are ridiculous OMG i spent prob $100 on em, o'well 2 funny, yeh Billie laughing 2 she's on the phone LOL., anyway I Love you & Miss you so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"gotta pay bills "dear" yuk!! dont feel like doin that, much less anything else ugh my tummy is messed up again :( o'well guess there's nothin new here, I love you and miss you ""dear"" sweet loving husband, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"ugh "dear" just stepped off the porch & missed the steps & my bad leg caught me OUCH man does it hurt now!!! idk what thats gonna do to it?? was tryin 2 water the animals & pool, grrr makes me mad when i do stuff like that to myself, I love & miss u ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hi "dear"...well i need to do stuff but cant find the want to to do it, if you were here I'd have the want to, wish you were here :( I miss you so much and Love you deeply, your wife 4ever & always, Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, not doing much of nothing but i GOTTA get this placed mowed maybe ur batter off ur truck will start the tractor, gonna see, I LOVE U & MISS U SOOOOOO MUCH... YOUR WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS CARLA <3 XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO"

"hello "dear" guess we're goin to g'mas & to mike & shirleys bday party at ginas & mikes house, its gonna be so HOT, gotta go to w'mart get some shock 4 the pool AGAIN to, so hohum, ok I LOVE U & MISS U VERY MUCH, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxo"

"hello "dear" went 2 the lake with Liz & Robert, Setera went tubing but i dont think she likes it much lol but her friends did, Setera likes just swimming by the boat better, Me? i swam some but thats all lol, we had a good time tho, I Love & miss u, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"helllo "dear" sweeeet loving husband, I sure miss U!!!! setera has friends over soo nothin new here much, I wish U were here...we're goin tubing 2mrw w/Liz & Robert, well i'm gonna just ride in the boat prob, lol... I LOVE U ''DEAR'' ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxo"

"well ''dear'' not doin much of nothin, just wanted to tell U I LOVE U & MISS U SOOOOOO MUCH... so wish u were here :( ok give everyone a hug up there for me... your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"well "dear" nothin new here, my neck/shoulder isnt hurting as bad today maybe it'll go away hopefully, gotta go to the store need groc's & setera wants to streak her hair so i guess i'll do it, I Love & miss u dear your wife for ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxoxoxo"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, it's such a purdy day, still got my neck/should pain OUCH, i sure miss ur strong hands "especially" when i need my neck massaged, well guess thats all, I LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH ""DEAR"" your WIFE 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband...idk who aa aa - "tst" is "weird" o'well sent a mesg to em maybe they'll respond, wow sure wish ur strong hands we're massaging my neck/shoulders rite now their all jacked up, I sure miss u dear & Love you so much ur 'WIFE' 4ever & always Carla"

"Tst"

"hello ''dear'' sweet loving husband, fixin to go to G'mas to meet up with Butch/Doug & ride with them to Alvis's funeral, and i guess thats all, I Love & miss U dear your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, we're back from the swimming bday party, it was ok, now to decide if we're goin to the viewing/visitation for Alvis, idk, not feelin the best, anyway, I LOVE & MISS U ""DEAR"" ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband...''well'' the stupid tractor wouldnt start UGH, idk i'm fed up & give up, the heck w/it, anyway, got the window units in it's nice & cool in here now, 'thank' GOD, I sure miss U :( and I LOVE YOU, ur wife 4ever & always carla <3"

"hello "dear" sorry i didnt get a chance to get on here yest, "seteras" on here all the time LOL plus we went to see Alvis, give her a BIG hug for me cause she with u all now, i knew she wasnt gonna make it thru the nite :( I LOVE & MISS U DEAR, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello 'dear' sweet loving husband...havnt got the mowing done yet, cant seem to get up early enough, need to do it EARLY like 8am or earlier so i wont have a heat stroke, anyway setera's hollering "SHOPPING" UGH, I/we LOve & MISS U, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, sorry i didnt rite yesterday, was at Liz's & I wasnt feeling good, feeling some better today, really need to mow,"BAD" guess i get to it sooner or later, I Love u & Miss U "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, planning 2 go 2 Liz's this eve, hope this pain/cramps go away so i can, UGH!! Bro Danny's church needs a pianist, so i'll prob go help em out some, it's just 10 mins away, we/I miss & Love u "dear" your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, seteras sittin here shes board being grounded, shes been on the computer so much I cant get on it LOL....anyway I/we miss u soooooo much & Love u soooooo much, ur wife & daughter 4ever & always Carla & Setera <3"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband, just went thru 267 emails lol...setera had to ready almost all of em lol so it went a little slower, gonna go check out some gyms today, I Love & Miss U "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla <4"

"well "dear" everythings kinda back to normal now, but idk i feel uncomfortable round setera now & thats not good, hope that goes away, wish u were here to help, I LOVE & MISS YOU 'DEAR' UR wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"omg "dear" just found out last nite seteras has "had" a lit'l bf he's "15" NOT gonna happen, "everone" knew but me, TRUST its a hard thing to get back once uve lost it, i know it's just txtng/c'ing him @ the skating rink, but it stops NOW! she's just 13!! ok I LUV & MISS U DEAR"

"hmmm "dear" dont know where my post is from yesterday?? I was in a hurry so maybe i didnt hit the leave tribute button Idk anyway had a good time at P'j's & M'Nina's, but i broke a light w/the horseshoe LOL oops, I LOVE & MISS U ''DEAR''ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"well "dear" still tossed up on what to do on the house/prop sell or not sell, idk, gonna call bout agg on the prop, see if tha'll bring the taxes down, if so i'll stay, I Love u & miss u dear''' ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3<3xoxoxo"

"Well "dear" i cancelled the party...can't get the yard mowed/clean house & everything else done alone..anyway, goin 2 mamaNIna's & Papa J's Sun tho...that'll be good havnt been there in a while., :)I LOVE and MISS YOU "DEAR" your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hohum "dear" 2 much 2 do 4 a party, i mite call it off, setera wont help much, shawn helped some but not enough idk, 2 much 4 ME 2 do alone, I LOVE & MISS U "DEAR" ur wife 4ever & always carla <3"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband, gotta get things done round here for the 4th UGH o'well it'll be a good time, I Miss u "dear" & Love you so much your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Hi "dear" really low on megabyts gotta get off here quick, so just wanna say I miss you terribly and I  Love you sooooooooo much... your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hi "dear" well didnt get no where yest cept the store but got g'mas/dougs groc's gonna take em over 2day i hope, maybe drop by billies if she aint busy, then maybe the movies, ok then, I LOVE & MISS U ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hi "dear" guess i'm gonna go to g'mas & maybe billies to later, gonna take our wedding tape & some other home videos to johnny to trnsfr to dvd's yeepee., ok so i'll t2ul8tr I love & miss u bunches ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Hi "dear" ugh...had tummy problems since 3am now i cant sit without it hurtin, nothing new huh...I Love & miss U "dear"...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

""dear""finally" went thru ur stuff founds some ol'pics not sure who's n em, i'll ask Liz, that lit'l kitten died I was tryin 2 save :(didnt think he'd live, at least i tried, I LOVE U 'DEAR' & MISS U TERRIBLY, ur wife 4ever & always Carla "

"ugh "dear" them girls kept me up till 5am, i'd doze off & I'd be woken up by LOUD laughter or some other noise, then PAM tells me she has to be home at 1 & i just woke up at 12:30 grrr, o'well I MISS U & LOVE U "DEAR" ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"well "dear" today my dad has been in heaven for 14 yrs, give him a hug for me, tell him i Love him & miss him, setera has 3 friends over now LOL., o'well keeps her happy,  I LOVE & MISS U "DEAR" your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hi "dear" "well" we got a leak in the computer room door, isnt that wonderful, UGH, fixin 2 take setera skating, so guess i'll talk 2 u 2mrw, LUV U & MISS U SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!! your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hi "dear", had a nice time at billie & johnnys yest, didnt wanna leave :( but i guess i had to come home, hope u like the purdy flowers we put on ur gravesite, we miss u "dear" & Love you so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Happy Father's day to my wonderful brother , i love and miss u"

"Happy Fathers Day my "dear" sweet Loving husband, you were a wonderful dad & husband, wish you were here :( gonna go put flowers on ur grave then off to billies, I Love & Miss YOU, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, 2mrw's fathers day, so happy fathers day "dear", I Love you and miss U so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"g'afternoon "dear" sweet loving husband, u were so sweet & caring & just the best man I've ever knew...I Love you soooo much & Miss you so badly...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxoxoxo"

"I dont understand "dear", why did our lives turn out like this? why? idk "dear" all I know is I Love you deeply & Miss you terribly...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" had a dream bout U, could not stop crying in it cause i miss u so bad, woke up crying, i hate that!! I MISS YOU & LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"g'morn "dear" didnt get up early 2 get the mowing done, was up till after 5am with my leg hurtin REAL bad, i may have to get that dang shot in it the doc suggested OUCH, idk, I Love U & Miss U ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Ok "dear" i edited all the tributes that this web site cut off...that sure is a pain in the buttox... o'well its done ...LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH ur wife 4ever & always CARLA <3<3<3<3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo"

"g'morn "dear" guess i'll keep it short since this stupid thing keeps cuttin half my mesg off %/ got dishes/pool/& 1 load of laundry done just 10 more 2 go LOL...I LOVE U & MISS U "DEAR" UR WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS CARLA <3<3 xoxo"

"stupid piece of crap website it's cuttin my message off, it's letting me type it - so - it should show it all stupid thing....uggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"g'morn dear sweet loving husband, didnt get it mowed 2day either maybe 2mrw, guess there's no rush, if the n'bors dont like it they can mow it LOL, I miss u and I Love you MORE u can argue w/me now on that :( ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Ok 4got again "dear" so made me a rem on my cell 2 go off at 8ish 2nite 2 put charger on the tractor LOL, o'well still dont feel like being bounced around on it anyway yep joys of bein a woman NOT! I LOVE & MISS U ur wife 4ever & alway Carla"

"ugh! aint got the strength 2 mow 2day "dear" i 4got 2 charge the battery on the tractor last nite, it prob wouldnt have started, o'well still feel bad so i'll just do other stuff, i sure miss u & Love U "dear" your spoiled wife 4ever & always Carla"

"woohoo! "dear" the tractor started she gave me some trouble but i got SOME mowing done, gotta get more gas then bk 2 it this eve or 2mrw morn, erik is weed eating :) push mower is goin, tired now gonna rest, Luv miss U ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" hohum, tryin to get this dang field mowed but the tractor dont wanna start when i wanna mow, lol, gonna go chk it again in a min, & it HOT 2, I Love & miss U dear, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"well "dear"didnt get out this morn & mow, couldnt wake up from goin 2 sleep so late, just couldnt go to sleep & now it's to dang hot!!! plus i have the cramps, o'well i'll try again 2mrw morn, miss & Love u so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"g'morning "dear" sweet loving husband., it is so HOT!! this heat wouldve really been missiarable for u, I know that heat had to do a part in ur passing it was hot that day to, my poor sweet caring husband, u worked anyway, of course, I LOVE & MISS U,"

"g'morn "dear" gonna go see g'ma today & pk up Morgan & Kaylee to stay a while, Setera is SO excited with they get to stay, i'm glad she has friends like that, ok well talk 2 u 2mrw, I Love U & MISS U bunches, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"well "dear" it's sat the 4th of June which means you've been in heaven 10 months now, im still in disbelief, I guess i always will till we reunite, I Love you "dear" & miss you so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3 xoxo"

"thank u "dear" for coming 2 c me n my dreams last nite, it was a weird dream except where we were 2gether & it was crazy o'well i got 2 be with u thats all that matters, I love u and miss u "dear" your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I was just thinking of u all day today and i want u to know i love u so very much and miss u"

""dear" sweet loving husband, still feeling bad but better everday, if someone would pull this small knife outta my low lower left side of my tummy it'd all be ok, jk no knife just feels like 1, but it's better to, miss u & luv u, ur wife 4ever & alwa"

"well "dear" idk what to do, this pain is just a slite discomfort when i wake up in the morn, but it came back last nite w/a 99.6 fever, what the heck, but it's just a discomfort feeling now again, gonna try this antibiotic i got here, I love & miss u"

"i ran outta room on the last note LOL...anyway i dont think i need to go to the dr now will see, i'm gonna take it easy today tho dont wanna jinks it, so I'll talk 2 u later, I Love you and miss you, your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"sorry "dear" I've been sick for 3 days, this was weird tho't it was the flu, then pendasitus (spelling"??") lol, then gastroentistinal inf, idk what it was but it pretty much gone now, fever gone just a lit'l pain left not much to mention really, i'm"

"g'morn "dear", we went 2 eat w/billie & johnny at elchico last nite, poor johnny he looked lonely without u :( but we had a nice time, gotta 2 go 2 Dale's bash today, setera's at sat school rite now, so i guess i'll talk 2 u l8r, I Love U & miss U, u"

"g'morn "dear" sweet loving husband, i tho't i wrote 2 ya yest but i guess i didnt, it was a busy day, gonna go 2 store then g'mas then go have dinner 4 our anniv with billie & johnny at elchico, I Love & Miss u sooo much "dear" your wife 4ever & alwa"

"Happy Anniversary "dear" sweet loving husband, yeh rite it's not happy without U!! but I HAVE 2 muddle thru dont I, we had a SCARY storm last nite, wow did i REALLY miss u during that, wish u were here "dear" :"( I Love U so much & miss u terribly, u"

"g'morning "dear" sweet loving husband, well this place is falling apart cause ur not here to fix everything :( i dont care let it fall apart, dont have the money anyway, I miss u dear! wish u were here! I LOVE U so much your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, well our anniversary is drawing near, dont know what i'm gonna do, guess i'll buy u a card anyway, idk but we are goin to elchico fri or sat 4sure so i'll order ur fav, I love & miss u., your wife 4ever & always Car"

"g'morning "dear" sweet loving husband...it's almost our anniversary, i sure miss u, i guess we're gonna go to elchico fri cause thats what we wouldve done ya know, I love u & wish u were here so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3<3<3"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, "well" i decided I'm gonna write 2 u b4 I do anything else on the computer, then maybe that way i'll be sure not to miss a day, I Love U & miss U so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well heck i missed another day..what the heck is wrong with me??? well idk, I miss u so much "dear" :( ...i've been talking to u more & more, do u here me?? i hope so, wish u were here, I Love you so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, didnt write 2 u yesterday looks like, idk why except I was feeling bad, had to get setera from school early "nurse" called bout her side, so idk, I Love & miss U "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"what happen to yesterdays post to u "dear"...wish i'd quit doin that, stupid me, o'well nothin i can do bout it now, I Love you "dear" & miss you so very much "dear" your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hohum "dear" just hangin out at home "cramping" YUK ... Seteras has Lia over atleast she has company & wont be board while i feel bad.... I  Love you & miss you ... your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband.... just wanna say
I L O V E  Y O U  AND M I S S  Y O U !!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU HEAR ME?????????? your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well i know i wrote 2 u yesterday "dear"... o'well who knows nowadays if i do or dont these days...mostly i 4get 2 do things or dont wanna..anyway just wanna say I Love U & Miss u so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" we got rid of 8 puppies today...took 2 hrs wasnt to fun LOL...if i had the $$'s i'd get daisy & shorty fixed "but" i have more time than money...I LOVE & MISS U "DEAR"...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband...just wanna say I Love you & I Miss U sooooooooooooo much....nothin new to say...your spoiled wife 4ever & always Carla :("

"Hello "dear" had a pretty good Mothers day., went to Gina's for a cookout, then to my moms to visit, seen everyone Billie/Johnny/pj/mama Nina Butch/doug/jj we missed u tho, I love u dear wish u were here, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"just now got back on "dear"....been thinkin bout U alot, but i do that all the time, our babydoll did wonderful in her dance show, u wouldve got a kick outta it, I love U "dear" & Miss U terribly...ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband....was sittin in ur spot on the porch step...thinkin bout U...setera has a dance prog rehersal 2nite :) I miss U & Love U sooooooo much...wish u were here :( ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"dunno why my note i wrote yesterday isn't here "dear"?? guess i didnt hit the leave a tribute button again idk...o'well (it's been 9 mo's) i miss U dear so much & Love U with all my heart...ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband...sure miss you...these kids just dont help me around here like you did...i'm gonna pull my hair out or something worse aaaahhhhhh!!!!!! hohum wish u were here I LOVE U - ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"just thinking bout U "dear" as usual .... well we didnt give puppies away today it was "cold" outside its suppose to be pretty tues & wed we'll do it then, I love U "dear" & Miss u terribly...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Just checking in "dear"...guess we're gonna give puppies away tomorrow...UGH...wish these dogs would stay in the dog yard & quit gettin knocked up LOL... I MISSSSS YOU & LOVE YOUUUUUU SOOOOO MUCH...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well i missed the 29th by 1 & 1/2 hrs...havnt been on here today "sorry dear"...I sure miss you...i dont understand why my life is so messed up, God has a reason,? anyway I Love you and miss you, your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving caring husband...just did some mowing, gonna do more later, u'd love the weather rite now is really nice, so wish u were here :(...  i miss u terribly :(( and I Love you deeply....your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" looked at few houses online, idk i can down size but the taxes would be the same ? stupid huh, but that was for 2 acres maybe i'll look at 1 or less, help me out dear'''I Love U & miss U deeply, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband, just thinkin bout U as usual, sure miss U "bunches" we don't feel safe without U "weather" is gettin bad :( ok guess i'd better suck it up, I LOVE U & MISS U "DEAR" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Happy Easter "dear" sweet loving caring husband...I know ur having an Easter we can only imagine about, still wish u were here with us even if it does mean u'd missin out up there, I LOVE YOU & MISS U "DEAR" your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Darrell , Happy Easter , we really missed u yesterday and it was hard  but we did it thinking of u I love and miss u so very much and wish u were here with us..."

""dear", went 2 Liz's then Mom's had a really good day, alot of people at Liz's didnt know 1/2 of em LOL, we all tho't/talked bout U specially when the graffitti eggs started :D I/we Love & miss U so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hey Old Man, just wanted to say how very much I still love and miss u but that will never change!!! You were a wonderful Daddy and I think of u constantly! Until next time I love you!!"

"well didnt make it for the 22nd its officially the 23rd now since its 1am lol...sorry dear...idk where my time went 2day, I Love U and Miss U so so much "dear"...happy easter "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"sure miss u "dear"...uncle felix is bringing bro buck out to look at the tractor to see if he wants to buy it, idk what its worth, we pd lk 2200 for tractor, 800 for mower assemb, 300 new carb so at least 3000 for it i think, LOVE & MISS U ur wife 4e"

"IDK where yesterdays note 2 u is..mustve done it again, didnt hit the tribute button IDK??? o'well "dear" sorry, I Love U & Miss U wish u were here, :( sprayed ur cologne just to smell it, guess thats goofy but IDC...ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" having a harder day that usual, missing U, still cant believe ur gone, Liz is keepin ur grave all pretty, "thank u Liz" u know "dear" i'm not much on that, but i'll do something "soon", I miss & Luv u your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Darrell , I wanted to say i love u and miss u so very much and i went to lay your blanket tonite i hope u are looking down and seeing the love everyone has for u."

""dear"...still feeling bad, but gettin better i think, u know how it is with me & bronchitus...well guess i'll go just wanted to say that & I Love you & miss You...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Hello "dear" well we're back from our busy Saturday... the Jubilee, Jasons wedding, Kaylees bday pty, then moms, setera has 2 friends over, ordering pizza then laying down., I Love & miss u dear ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" went to the doc., ive got 50 pills to take it seems like, ohwell maybe i'll feel better soon, guess i slept yest away idk...I love you & miss you so very much "dear" your wife for-ever and always Carla"

""dear" think i'm feeling a little better, gotta keep taking LOTS of vit c/lysene & maybe by fri I'll feel alot better, was sittin on the porch step thinkin of U, I Miss U "dear" & Love U so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"gosh "dear" didnt get on here yest i feel pretty bad, got brochitus/sinus inf YUK & i feel like a truck ran over me after that trip LOL.,:( gonna see if i can't get rid of it w/vit c again, I love u & miss u so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband...we're home and we're really worn out., it was a good trip, dont think Setera or alot of her friends wanna do it again tho LOL...goin 2 bed now, I love u & miss u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband., won't be on here 2mrw or Sat Maybe I will Sun if I aint to pooped from the Band trip to San Antonio, anyway, I Love U & Miss U so so much t2ul8tr "dear" your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"sorry dear havnt been on here much 2day been tryin 2 get ready for this dang trip to san antonio ugh...i hate packin & all the hoohaw that goes along with traveling, o'well, I MISS U & LOVE U SO MUCH ''DEAR'' your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" thank GOD Butch is comming today to fix the riding lawn more & my vaccumm lol...shawn & nick are here they can mow YEEPEE...not 2 get more bug spray lol..I Love & Miss u "dear" your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"oops its 12:06am the 4th sorry "dear" i didnt quite make it on time for the 3rd., Ive been doin lots of stuff round the yard/house, gotta get ready for that trip, I LOVE U & MISS U SO MUCH., your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well i back today found myself thinking of u and just wanted to say i love u very much .... and i love u carla"

"gosh "dear" yard needs mowing TICKS r evywhr crawln up bk of house..omg nvr seen n e thg like this!! tractor down,ridng mwr 2, idk guess it'll get done somehow..I Love U & Miss U ur wife 4ever & always Carla O' & what Liz said X100 (luv u Liz)"

"Darrell, just stopped by to say i love and miss u everyday and wish u were still here. my heart breaks just knowing i can't talk to u , i can't hear ur voice and it's hard to live knowing that"

"I can't believe your gone...I love you & miss you my "dear" sweet loving husband... :( your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"sorry i'm late "dear" monica came over & threw my timing off, had a dream w/U in it, that kiss & hugs was so real, i woke up crying, i hate that, I really miss u "dear" and LOVE u so much., your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

""dear" sweet loving husband., well we're goin to canton 2mrw for seteras school band uil comp., still feel like crap but i gotta go w/setera on her trips, u know me., I miss u dear & Love you so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"well "dear" sweet loving husband, not doin much, cookin some dinner, & my allergies are kickin my butt, i feel like sh....., o'well u know how i suffered w/it, I sure miss you & I Love you...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband., we're not doing nothing round here, we're still feelin yuky, waitin on our pizza., gonna put another load of laundry in., I miss U & Love U!! your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"sorry "dear" i didnt write yesterday been sick, still feeling sick to my stomach, Setera had/has it to, idk what caused it, anyway I miss U & Love U so much "dear" your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Well our baby doll did very good in her band concert., we're all goin to san antonio the 8th for state comp, they'll do great., I wish u were here to go to, I Love you & miss U ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband...well I knew what Liz was gonna tell me...had a feeling...glad you are happy I already knew that tho (wish i was)...o'well :( I Love you and miss u so much your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello again "dear" sweet loving husband....I miss you & I Love you sooooooooooo much....if I couldve only hugged  you one more time & just one more little kiss .... your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"sorry "dear" just now gettin bk on the comp...just wanna say I miss you so  so much... and I Love you so so much... I wish you were here., your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Awww "dear" did u go C Liz? thank u if u did, I had one of my break downs last nite, couldnt quit cryin, I just dont understand Y U had 2 leave us, dreamed of u tho that was nice, I miss U so bad "dear" :( I love YOU ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Thank u for being there the other day it was nice seeing u i love u"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband...I just wanna say I Love you so much and miss you more than anything or anyone knows., I sit on the porch step & wish you were sitting there with me & cry, I LOVE U...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" just thinking bout U, was sittin on the bk porch in ur spot on the step, i do that pretty much everyday on the front & the bk porch, I sure miss you :( and I Love you soooo much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" guess i'm gonna take setera & her friends to the movies, see ALL the movies there LOL it's just a $1 so y not... U'd be at work, workin hard as usual ...I sure miss U "dear"... I Love U with all my heart...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"little box before they changed it...stupid dang website.....dang it !!!!!!!!!!!!! now Im just gonna keep writing and cont'd on into the next box....so THERE forevermised website take that....LOL....I'll just keep writing to the next box & the next!!!"

"STupid foevermissed website they changed stuff up... tho't it was kind of a good thing till i started writing to you "dear" & it stop me a lot sooner than usual, they cut down the amount of words, as if I could get all I wanted to say in this cont'd"

"It's been 32wks since you had to leave us, IDK Y U couldnt a told God "wait!! No I have to stay, what bout my daughter & wife & the rest of my family & friends? U saw GOD & u couldnt I bet, I Love & miss U "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" Liz is outta surg & doin ok...she mite get to come home today...gonna go see her hopefully at her house...ok well "dear" I gotta get some bills done...I Love you and miss you sooooooooooooooooooo MUCH.... your wife 4Ever & Always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband, went to the hospital to see if your sister Liz was ok, thank God she is, they're gonna do surgery 2mrw, so we'll be goin back up there just dont know what time yet, I sure miss you "dear" i had 2 go thru er to get to Liz, was NOT good, but HAD 2 do it, I love you so much & wish u were here, your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband...just waiting on our n'bor Robert to come do the oil chng on the car...was advised not to drive it to far until thats done...uugghh sure wished he'd get here & get it done...ok gotta get some bills done, look 4 a pump, trampoline tarp, order ink & other stuff, I love you & miss you so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well didnt make it for the 12th...dang it it's 12:03am the 13th now...stupid site wouldnt come up now i'm late writing to you "dear"...sorry...I miss you lots...and Love you "more"...hehehe u cant say it back & argue bout the more part this time...wish you were...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" got the oil & filter 4 the oil chng now waiting for n'bor Robert or Shawn 2 do it, Robert our bro nlaw sugg a oil chng, pete said to warm the car some 2 c if the noise would quit, it did, but it still worries me, hopefully the oil chng will fix it, sure do miss you "dear" & Love U so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

""dear" the car is making a radling/ticking noise, rob our n'bor had to take setera 2 school, he looked at it but of course it wouldnt make the noise 4 him, ugh, it did it again had to call Monica to drive me to get setera, ugh, bronlaw rob sugg a oil chg, pete sugg warm it up it should quit then drive it, that its prob a lifter? gonna do it all, sure miss u!! Love U, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello my "dear" sweet loving husband...it's 31 weeks today and I just wanted to say I miss you ALOT & I hope your having a good time up there, cause, when I get there I'm gonna kick ya in the hiney...lol...then I'm gonna hug you and never let go :'( I love you "dear"...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hohum "dear", 2morrow will be 31 weeks you went on 2 be with our Lord., still dont know what 2 do, dont wanna do nothing, dont care 2 do nothing, so thats what i'm doing is as little as possible, i dont care what anyone thinks either & if people wanna make fun of me being sick/dep i just hope it dont happen to them, I love you dear & miss you more than anyone knows, your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" sweet loving husband...are ya bugging billie in her dreams LOL...well come bug me to...I sure miss you dear., so wish you were here, well I hope i see you in my dreams tonight...I Love You soooooooooo much your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"G'morn "dear" sweet loving husb, "yes" its still morn lOL wow that thing doug gave us for ziggy 2 mind all i had 2do is show it 2 him & he didnt get even near the gates "woohoo" that makes it so much easier, now he wont get in trouble & wont growl at me or shawn, thats a load off my mind, ok gonna try 2 go 2 g'mas 2day, I love you & miss you so much your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

""dear" sweet loving husband., got a device from doug for my bday that keeps ziggy behaving, i only used it once and now he cowards away, he thinks i still have it, poor ziggy, it a sound that comes outta it that we can't here only dogs, anyway guess its gonna work, I sure miss you alot dear., I love you so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"good grief "dear" I've been trying to get on here practically all day...this website has been down for maitenance "however thats spelled" crap...anyway still not feeling good, med's & vit ckeeping fever/aches & cold symptoms at bay but just cant shake it, dang guess i'll have 2 go 2 the dr., idk...I love u "dear" & miss u so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband., i wonder watcha doing up there every day., I can only imagine, but I do know your having a wonderful time, wish I was there with you, wish we were ALL up there with our Lord & family, I love you soooooo much & miss you sooooooo much, dammit why'd U have to leave? we won't know till we get there with u, Love your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband...just wanna say I miss you and Love you soooooooo much....gotta go pay more bills...and "hey" i said go visit Johnny in his dreams "not" go bug Billie LOL....ok Love You ...Your Wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello my "dear" sweet loving husband., just sitting here doing bills., & trying to plan what I "have" to get done with the tax return $$'s., gotta hang on to as much as i can, Liz said I wont get any tax $$'s back no more unless i go to work, wasnt planning on that till setera got her dr lic, so idk., I love u & miss u "dear" so much your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"sorry "dear" sweet loving husband i didnt write 2 U yesterday, was at moms till 9 got setera home in the shower & bed & I felt bad & went 2 bed 2, later that nite woke up throwing up & the other unpleasantness that goes with a virus or smthing I ate IDK, NO anti diarhea med ugh took nausea med tho 2 much parting maybe lol ok I Love u & miss u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"well "dear" goin to Liz's today...we're having a mary kay party...lol...makeup woohooooo... :).... had a great day with Billie, Abi & Setera yest.... Billie did to much but it made me happy & I aint been that way since you left., poor Johnny misses you, :( why dont you visit him in a dream, it'd make him feel better i think, ok I miss u & Luv u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"OK not right!!!!!!!!! you weren't here this morning to tell me Happy Birthday "sweetheart" :( & to give me my card., glad I won't be here later, cause you wont be here with my gift either :( I MISS YOU "DEAR", even more on days like this., I'm goin out w/Billie/Abi & Setera 2nite, that'll be fun., I LOVE YOU soooo much your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"well "dear" downing alot of vit c again...it'll work tho it always does, i hate gettin bronchitus "however" thats spelled LOL...i know your havin a good time of there, wish the Lord would come back so we could ALL have a good time with our Lord & family...I sure miss you "dear " and Love you with all my heart...your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband...well I'm going for my first square dance lesson Thursday., so wish you were here to go with me, :( been sicky poo gotta aches, fever & so does setera :( well guess i'll go for now, i'll talk to u tomorrow, I love you & miss you so much "dear" your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband had a dream last nite you were in it so thanks for coming to see me, I can remember it much now but all that matters is I remember you being in it, I love you and miss you so so much....your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"Well I guess you know "dear" I cried myself to sleep last night....havnt done that in a while, just hit me like a ton of rocks that your not here, I knew that and I know that but I had a big cry bout you...guess I needed it, I do my little cries everyday pretty much but I guess I was due a big one...I sure miss you "dear" and I Love you so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla <3<3"

"hohum "dear" dont wanna do nothin., tummy hurts :( missing you, got the blues i guess, if i dont go 2 moms 2day i really need 2 2mrw, o'well i'll call em later, make up my mind later idk???? I miss you terribly "dear" so wish you were here, really really do :( it still feels like a nite mare & i'll wake up & u'll be here, guess not :( ok well I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOUR WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS C A R L A"

"well "dear" i think we're goin to give puppies aways today....then i'm taking Setera & her friends to the movies this evening...what fun "not" lol...well i guess thats all i'm doin., got the comp desk in, now the comp room is a mess, I sure miss you terribly.... I Love you soooooooo much..your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"hello "dear" just on the computer again...lol...seteras at school shawns at work it's just me & ziggy :( well you'd be at work to so I'll just imagine thats where you are...sounds good to me...we got puppies ready to give away yuk..i hate doin that..but gotta...ok well i'll talk to u 2mrw I love you and miss you so so much your wife 4ever & always C A R L A  <3"

"Hello "dear" just sittin here eatin a bowl of rice crispies....gotta go to the store do some laundry & go grip the thrift store people out cause i didnt get the whole desk i bought, the said it was to desks stacked ontop of ea other., well they shouldnt have mislead me like that..me mad I'll get it tho., talk to the mangr she knows me...I love u & miss u your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"didnt hit the trib button again yest "DUH" i was so tired i didnt know what i was doing ...still am...but o'well I had a good day visiting with everyone at Vernons funeral, we went to Laura's afterwards & Doug & Butch really loved seeing everyone again, & loved seeing them again.., just wished mom wouldve went., ok I love u & miss you sooo much "dear" your wife 4ever & always carla"

"Happy Valentine's Day .... I love and miss u so very much"

"well "dear" got sick this morn tho didnt make it to church, but i druuuuug my self to the car & made it to Vernon's viewing that was something I had to do., goin to the funeral tomorrow with Butch & maybe Doug & MOM...I love you & miss you so much "dear" thanks for talking to Liz..LOL..I love the gifts you guided her to get for me...happy valentines day "dear" your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Oh' my sweet loving husband that I called ""dear""
I so much wish every minute that you were still here... I should write a poem....lol...
anyway I LOVE YOU & Miss YOU so much
your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband .... was missing you more than usual this morning don't know if that's possible and why I was but I was :( so wish you were here, don't know what I've done to have everyone punished in my life?? cause it feels like a punishment from God, you being taken from us, IDK..... I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO SO MUCH YOUR WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS CARLA"

"well "dear" today is Jeff's Birthday.... :( would you give him a hug for me .... I miss him & Daddy tell them I love them... I miss you terribly "dear" there's not a dang thing i can do bout it either..so i "have" to live with it :( wish you were here...I LOVE YOU "DEAR" SWEET LOVING HUSBAND ...YOUR WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS C A R L A  <3"

"Hello "dear' Setera is here watching me....she saids Hi and she Loves you & misses you...we're just hanging out in the house it sleeted BRRRRRRR shawn has nick & his bro over had to take his bro home cause nick & bro got in fight...I'm gonna hurt em..bad....o'well...i'll talk to you tomorrow I love & miss u so much your wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband...I'm remember the first thing you got me on our first Valentine...a gold necklace with a heart on it that said sweet...we'd only been dating like a month & didnt wanna get nothing like LOVE or something to serious on it lol...you tho't id run off if you did...think i'll get it out & get it fixed I LOVE U & MISS U VERY MUCH UR WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS C A R L A"

""dear" i'm not looking forward to valentines day, my valentine isnt here :( guess i'll have to buy my own hersheys kisses & flowers & nicknack, you always got me so much "to much" really, candy/flowers/& a gift just one of em wouldve have been fine, guess i'll give urs to setera & shawn :(  I love you "dear" & miss you soooooooooooooooo much your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Just wanna say "dear" I wish you were here...
I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH
I MISS YOU TERRIBLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS  C A R L A <3"

""Dear" sweet loving husband...if you were here we'd make a snowman...nobody wants to i guess ...there's been snow everywhere since friday nite i think...well heck all week snow & ice Brrrrrrrrr...I sure miss you terribly and I Love you so so soooooooooooo much "wish u were here" your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"It been 6 months....!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT YOU BACK.... I dont care if you are having the best time ever up there!!!! I WANT YOU BACK DAD GUMIT .... I know I'm being a BRAT ... thats ok I'll act and be what i wanna be rite now....I LOVE & MISS U SO SO MUCH MY ''DEAR'' SWEET LOVING HUSBAND UR WIFE 4EVER & ALWAYS CARLA"

"I know it's been 6 months since u left us and i miss u so badly ... I love u very much A brother is someone u turn to when ur spirit needs a lift , A brother is someone we treasure for he is a gift. A brother is someone who fills our lives with joy, beauty and grace, and makes the world we live in a better place . A brother in all my life never have i met another like my loving brother Darrell"

"Good morning "dear" I'm still not in a good mood much., and I think 2mrw will be worse, it'll be 6 months that you have been gone...I can't believe it!!! that stupid sayin time flies when your havin fun?? well time has went by quickly it seems like...but i sure as hell have NOT had fun about it.. :( I LOVE & MISS U SOOOOOOO MUCH ''DEAR'' ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"well i wrote to ya yesterday "dear" but its not here again...stupid thing o'well nothing i can do bout it not...stupid ME left the pump to the pool out in the COLD & its busted...I know i knew to bring it in but i didnt, kept 4gettin, anyway if u were here that wouldnt have happen...I love u and miss u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" another lonely day cause your not here., hohum., wish the Lord would could back and get us all so I wouldnt have to worry or have this lonely whole in my heart., not much i can do bout it so i guess i'll just keep on goin to make sure our babydoll is happy/safe etc.. as possible & shawn needs me to., idk bout anyone else really, o'well I LOve you & miss you ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello my "dear" sweet loving husband., i'm gonna go to bed early tonite i'm sleepy & i need to call Eddie in the morn bout the car ask him when i can bring it up there, I hope they have time to fix it, gotta pay the prop tax tomorrow to & other bills, anyway I sure miss you "dear" I love you so much g'nite ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"OMG i dont see my note to you for yesterday...what is up with me or this stupid mouse/site "whatever" idk... anyway i 4got what i wrote yest..lets see i took setera shopping w/3 of her friends i got new shoes "finally" now my heal dont hurt, cost $60 tho...at least it dont hurt., back hurts 2day OUCH ok guess thats all I LOVE U & MISS U SO MUCH ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Dam it!! I dont want you to be gone!! I hate this!! We were suppose to grow old together!! Why couldnt that dream I had that we talked about just weeks before you left had shown me who it was that died so I couldve at least made you go to the doctor, you know how persuavesive I am you wouldve went, dont understand it one bit, I love you "dear" & miss you so much, your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Just wanna say I miss you so very much "dear" and I Love you with all my heart & soul....gotta take the car to a shop, so i guess i'll call Eddie, hope he'll fix it for me... :( wish you were here "dear" can't believe its been it's been 25 weeks, I LOVE YOU ...your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"good morning "dear" tho't i'd write to you early, didnt get but 3 hrs sleep so i'm goin back to bed here shortly, gotta do my fronterville LOL..... anyway I love you and miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much "dear" .......... <3 your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear"...just going through bills in stuff., guess your having a good time up there "well" there's no guessing i know you are, would you give my dad, my brother Jeff, Ma & Pa, Sammy Uncles Joe/Jim/Marcus/Pete/Oscar/Hugh & Aunts Polly/Myrtle/Dixie/Henreitta & cousins Mitch/Happ/Theresa & ALL the rest a hug for me, I LOVE AND MISS YOU DEAR..your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well we're back home "dear" wish you were here :( we had a good weekend, but wish you were here, ok.... well i'll talk to you tomorrow, gonna go on to bed i guess, I LOVE YOU my "dear" sweet loving husband...your wife 4EVER & ALWAYS Carla"

"I Love U Darrell"

""dear" sweet loving husband, we're going to grandma's & probably Liz's, Setera wants to really really go, so i guess i'll give off my lazy rear end & take her, sure do miss you "dear" ok well i'll talk to u later, I Love you so so so so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband, dont know how u did all u did, u were so good to us, I sure miss u, was driving into the driveway seen ur BIG toolbox & just had to cry, the door fell off the shed so I can see it all the time now, we've fixed the door several times it keeps fallin off, o'well I LOVE U & MISS U SO SO MUCH ''dear'' ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"OK ''dear'' i made sure it left my message this time, it better be here 2mrw or im contacting smone lol....you'd be laughing at me if u were here...you probably are laughing at me up there arnt you? OK well go ahead.... I LOVE U so so much & miss u terribly ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"omg "dear" i must've done it again, "dang" whats wrong with me I KNOW i wrote yesterday, is it me or is it the website, i dont know but surely i'm not forgetting or not clicking the leave tribute button hard enough, i know my mouse is acting up but "dang"., ok well I LOVE U & MISS U SO SO SO MUCH "dear" I'll talk 2 u 2mrw ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband...just wanna say I miss you terribly... still cant believe your gone, still dont know why you had to go, but I will get to see you again one day in Heaven my "dear"...I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH ur Wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband, I so wish you were here, guess i'll try to make this short & quit writing a book to ya LOL.... I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH & MISS YOU TERRIBLY !!!!!!!!!!! your spoiled wife 4ever & always Carla :'("

"Hey Old Man, just wanted to say I love and miss you so so very much Daddy!!!!"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband ....not much happening today, Setera has a friend over, its still yuky weather so you know i wont be gettin out in it, guess i'll do a little laundry, some farmvilling & frontervilling & put somemore christmas stuff away... hohum... so i'll talk to u later "dear" ... I love & miss U so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well finally Setera got off the computer LOL...but now its technically Sun the 16th, I knew I shouldve wrote to you earlier, o'well who's keeping tabs cept me... your daughter crazy LOL she's standing here making weird noises at me LOL... well "dear" I Love u and miss u so much & I talk 2 u 2mrw ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" went to see Laura 2day, she's really thin but i dont think she looks bad, she is having a real hard time gettin over this, I tried to be up beat and stress all the postive points, anyway I sure miss u & I love u so much, talk to you 2mrw....ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Scared here "dear" Monica just txt'd me, said there is blood on their door.."creepy" i think their calling the cops, i just went to ea room (with Ziggy) making sure all the windows were locked & sure enough there were some not...so i locked em, wish u were here, I love you & miss u so so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"OMG "dear" ever since you had to leave us...its been 1 thing after another, the heater/defroster quit working finally, Ive been asking all the mechanics in our family & friends to fix it but it hasnt been done, i couldnt get down the road it froze up so quick i couldnt see., please send someone to fix it, i miss u, & love u ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Good night "dear" sweet loving husband its 1:40am so i guess i'll go on to bed... talk to u 2mrw...I love & miss u "dear" ... :'(ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""Dear" sweet loving Husband, i made up a song, well kinda it's a old tune here it is .... o' my darling, O' my darling, o' my darling Darrell "Dear"... you are gone but not 4ever...see you one day Darrell "Dear"... :( I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU my "dear" sweet loving Husband........your wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"hello "dear" sweet loving husband, just wanted to say hi, I love you sooooooooooooooooooooo much, and miss you sooooooooooooooooooo badly, my heart aches everday and night for you, soooooooooooo wish you hadnt left us :(, we will see each other again in heaven "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"LOL "dear" just made brkfst for me & setera & i had to blame u cause the biscuits came out to done....did u hear me???? lol....o'well just reminds me of good times in the kitchen with u...I so miss u so so much :( gotta put all the christmas dec up & clean up after seteras party...ugghh i'll get to it one day, no rush, I love u "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"now i'm writing u another one....2 make up for the one that didnt post on the 9th, stupid mouse or whatever is messing up on me... I love u so much and miss u terribly....ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"LOL I did it again, i wrote to u and didnt click the leavea a tribute button, i thot i did, i know i did, but my mouse is acting up to, o'well so what no big deal, i'll just write again even tho i just wrote it 20 min ago...I love u and miss u so very much "dear" wish u were here, ur wife 4ever & always Carla <3"

"well "dear" it's been a crazy nite & day with all those girls..... whewwwwwww.... just look what you missed :( sure wish u were here, I miss u terribly "dear" and I love you so much... t2u 2mrw - luv ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" we've been home about 3 hrs i guess, i finally get to sit down & take a breath, its 12:55 am fri nite or sat morn however ya look at it., we have like 10 girls here, the party went great, everything looked good, now i'm poop., ok gonna go now I love u and miss u very much., ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" just wanted to say I Love you & Miss YOU so very very much....we're having seteras party fri nite, I know you'll be there, :) I will feel your presence there "dear" just like I do everywhere i am... ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""well i was hoping 4 no reminders that its been 5 months but i did, i knew it was but i didnt want to here it or see it written, o'well its ok it was our dear sweet sister Liz & I Love her with all my heart & I wish I could give her brother & my husband back to us, we all miss you so much, I'm just glad I got to see & be with you everyday, you're the most faithful, dedicated (cont'd below)"

"& hardworking huband & daddy to me that I know besides my daddy & Johnny, I love you and miss you so much there is no filling the place in my heart, I will never be the same, but I will keep my chin up when in the presences of others to help them all thru this, again I LOVE U so much & miss U terribly........ ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I love and miss you so so very much Daddy!!!!"

"Darrell , it's hard to believe it's been 5 months since u left us. I so miss u ,Love u even more . Life isn't the same without u here, u r not here to meet me for lunch r to call and talk to during working hours to discuss who's working harder r hardly working u lol.  I just want u to know life will never be the same for me. I LOVE U"

""dear" cant believe ur not here for setera bday, our baby is turning 13!!! Can u believe it, i'm still trying to figure out how to pull off a alice in wonderland themed party., it's prob gonna be a mess, idk what i'm doin, but i'm tryin, o'well i know ur helping from ur end I feel ur presence, I love u "dear" & miss u so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" me & setera gotta go shopping for her birthday decorations .....ho hum more $$'s i gotta spend so wish u were here, I miss you so much, well i'd better go gotta pay bills too YUK... I Love You ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" the car is acting up again, doug put anitfreeze/water in it, i think that helped dont really know yet tho., thinkin bout takin it to Eddie, tired of buggin pete & robert, they seem to be gettn tired of it to, so dont know what to do, I love u "dear" so wish u were here, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" had a really nice time with Billie, Johnnny, Monica & Robert last nite, just wished you were there is all i wanted, I MISS YOU TERRIBLY.... billie gave me a swig of ur wiskey LOL i tho't it was wine & found out real quick it wasnt lol..dont know how u drank that yucky stuff...o'well its a new year, I LOVE YOU so so very much.. ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet husband., just wanna say hi & i guess i'll have to bring in the new year without you, my heart is just broken & theres no filling the big hole in it, I wish you were here so much, I guess i'll have a celebration with setera & her little friends, put me a festive shirt on & there ya go, I Love u "dear" & miss u imensley ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet husband, Im having trouble deciding what to do tomorrow for new years eve., tho't i'd have ppl here but prob no one wants to drive out here, i dont wanna drive anywhere on that nite either, wish u were here u could drive us, well guess i'd better get off here and pay bills, I Love U & miss U so so very much...ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"u know what i figured out what i'm doin, "duh" I'm not clicking the "leave a tribute" button when i'm finished writing 2 u "dear" LOL... I knew I was writing then there'd be nothing here for that day...like yesterday,,, hopefully i'll click it this time LOL., I Love U "dear" & miss u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hey "dear" hohum dont know what to do its either fix ur jimmy (Keep fixin it) i mean or fix shawn little car tell me what to do, i txt'd pete 2 c if he'd come help him no reply yet, so idk?? shawn needs help fixin which ever one we do, the honda would tk less gas so tell me what to do "dear" sure wish u were here to help us.. I Love u so much dear & miss u terribly, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" .... gonna go to Billie & Johnnys today, do our little Christmas with them, we're gonna miss you really bad, I know Johnny will more cause you were his very best friend, I feel bad when I go over there or them over here cause he dont his best friend & me & Billie still have ea other, I thank God for her, I Love you "dear" & miss you so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" both parties r done, i guess everyone had a good time, mom played the piano and candice, mandy & butch loved that, i tho't ziggy was gonna freeze over in the little house b4 everyone left LOL but he didnt guess i'll play a lit'l fv, seteras playn wii, shawns went out, so IM TIRED big time, I Love you & miss U so much., ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hey "dear" we had chandler Christmas today, we cried, laugh & had a good time, you wouldve had one to, we sure missed you and dale, ok gotta go do more stuff 4 the duke christmas & santa stuff ....Love you so much & miss u terribly ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Darrell , I'm getting ready to go to ur and Carla's for awhile and just wanted u to know i'm gonna miss u. I love u and Merry Christmas"

"Well old man, lol, i'll be at your place tomorrow, guess i'll hang out in the cold by myself and smoke,you could have hung around and been and outcast like me,i thought we handled the cold and rain fairly well,anyhow i'll be there tomorrow ,holler at me,we can smoke one(cig)  tc"

"Hello "dear" tho't I'd write a few words b4 I get all wrapped up in cleaning/cooking YUK.... still got ALOT to do & ur now here to help me :( gonna miss u even more you always helped me "no matter" what I asked you to do you'd do it, there is NO ONE like you my "dear" sweet husband., I Love YOU so much & Miss you so badly your wife 4ever & always Carla"

"golly "dear" i tho't i wrote on here yesterday... "sorry" i dunno where my head is?? but we went shopping today for ur birthday we bought you a rug for your bathroom i know ur joking bout it already, well "dear" we had an ok day i guess, tried to celebrate ur bday just like ur here but it didnt work to good, well Happy birthday "dear" I Love YOU & Miss YOU so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hey Old Man, I just wanted to get on here to let you know I am thinking about you today on your Birthday! I love and miss you so very much Daddy, it's just not the same without you!"

"Happy Birthday , I Love and Miss U so much"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband, well we had a great visit with Summer, Sean & the grandkids this weekend, Sean fixed the hole in the bk of the house & other places where the siding was damaged, he fixed alot of stuff, sorry i didnt write yesterday didnt wanna do that while Summer was watching, guess thats all, it wont let me write much, I love you & miss u so much ur wife 4ever and always Carla"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband., today Summer, Sean & the grandkids are coming to stay the nite, it'll be great, but we're gonna miss you, so wish u were here, u would enjoy the visit, i guess we'll have to settle for  u being here in spirit & in our hearts, I love YOU & Miss YOU so very much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Well, it's the time of year you and me usually get banned to stand out in the cold so we can smoke and
talk at the same time, miss you bro."

"Im so missing u "dear"., I have the bestest friend in the world tho' ....u know who it is "Billie" "yes" she drove all the way out here to come see/hear Setera in the talent show, she's the best "but" u already know Billie & Johnny are the best, they miss u bunches to, Setera did great too., I Love U "Dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband....gotta get alot of stuff down...Summer & family is coming over to spend the weekend...almost got G'mas room ready for em, guess i'll fix shawns rm for the kids, idk, I wish you were here so so so so so much, I miss you terribly and I LOVE YOU endlessly ...4ever & always ur wife Carla"

""dear" sweet husband 2day marks 19 weeks youve been gone:(  going to grandmas & then church hopefully, not feeling that good but gotta go... wish all my deliveries would get here when setera isnt here LOL... o'well I misss you terribly and I Love you with whats left of my heart cause you were part of my heart now your gone and now half my heart is :( so miss u, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello my "dear" sweet loving husband., we just got back from our daughters band concert, I know u wouldve been there if u were here, the Lord had a few of the parents ask me to sit with them, I thank God for that, I wasnt looking forward to sittin alone, they did great, u'd be so proud of her, I love U dear and Miss u so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hello "dear" just wanted to say I Love U and Miss U so very much.....dont know how Im gonna do all this without U....I love u I love u I love u ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well Im still up its 2:20 am mon the 13th so this still is in my opinion sun nite LOl...well my lip/face is gettn better, cant get christmas organized goin crazy "dear" I need u here :( well gonna go to bed i  guess., I love u and miss u very much and with my whole heart, which isnt whole anymore since u left...g'nite my "dear" sweet husband Love 4ever & always ur wife Carla"

"Hello "dear" sorry bout yesterday I didnt even get online at all yesterday....r u surprised??? I bet u r cause i'm always online LOL....I wont be on here everyday from now till chirstmas so i can get christmas stuff done...so I love u and miss u sooooooo much gonna miss u helping w/cooking :( ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"sorry "dear" this infection is making me feel bad so i went to bed last nite and 4got to write to U...shame on me, sure hope this goes away quick, its terrible, got so much to do & dont feel good enough to do it :( ... well gonna try to do calendars & christmas cards, I Love U "dear" & miss U terribly ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" did some more christmas shopping blah bahumbug thats what u'd say., o'well life is empty without u anyway, wish u were here, i hate it ur not here, makes me mad...gotta fat lip from messin with a pimple u should see it, i'd blame it on u if u were here, I love & miss u so so so so much - ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Life is empty without U my "dear" sweet loving, considerate, hard working, patient husband... U were ONE of a Kind, I dont know ...... Ok theres never gonna be anyone like U, NO ONE!!!!! well I guess i'll go now talk to u tomorrow - I LOVE U so much & miss u terribly ur wife 4EVER & always Carla"

"ok "dear" i got thru yest dont know how? life SUCKS without U & U know how i hate that word...& Im pissed bout it....you know how i get when I mad - I take it out on ME... doesnt feel good either, had to take 3 xanax fri & sat dont know bout today yet, please help :( ok gonna go now, I Love U & miss U so very much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Darrell , it's been 4 months today and i have missed u everyday of it . I Love U so very much"

"hoohuum "dear" i really misss uuuuu .....life SUCKS without u .... if it wasnt for Setera I'd let myself die to.... dont know how but I would.... anyway guess I'll walk thru life cause i have to...I love U & miss u very much ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" the bk passngr window went down this morn & wouldnt come bk up had to call pete, him & Carol came out and he got it bk up & duct taped it so it wouldnt fall so now I gotta get it fixed., hohum o'well I miss u and love u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" taking setera to the dentist today, was goin thru the christmas wrapping stuff came across a old name tag from me to U & some that said to setera from mom & dad, i just sat down and cried, this is hard dear what am i gonna do without u.... I love U & Miss U so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"hohum its that time of the yr "dear" gotta get those calendars done....wonder if everyone would miss em if i didnt do em this yr????? blah did some christmas shopping yest, still not even halfway done... o'well I MISS U & LOVE U SO SO SO SO MUCH...ur wife 4ever & always...I will see u again one day xoxoxoxoxoxo"

"well "dear" I finally got up the nerve to go eat out at Carmonas I asked Shawn & Heather to go with me & Setera, I had ur favorite the Trio... dont know how u ate all that ...now going to ElChico will be a LOT harder... I miss u so much :(  and I love u ....ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"i love u"

"awww my sweet Liz wrote to u., she so misses u, ma, pa, sammy & dale., and shes rite, ya'll wouldnt have wanted us to NOT have thanksgiving, so we'll continue to put one foot in front of the other & have a few cries together because we all miss u & the rest of our family terribly, so wish u were here, I Love U so so much my "dear" sweet husband., ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Darrell , Thanksgiving was hard without u but we all know u wouldn't want us to quit having it and been with the rest of the family did us good we all cried a bit but we were all there for each other . we all miss u and love u and will hold u in our hearts forever"

"hello "dear" just sittin here at Liz & Roberts, fixin to get ready for church... just wanted to say I love U so so much & miss u terribly.... ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"good morning my "dear" sweet loving husband.... had that crazy dream again LOL... that one where ur with another woman... shame on u LOL... u'd be tellin yeh rite then turn back round on me .... i sure miss that & ur little whistle & winking at me... I love u deeply "dear" & miss U terribly :( I wish u were here ur spoiled wife 4ever & always Carla"

"goodness its been 3 days since i wrote to u my "dear" sweet husband... sorry :(.... setera & I r shopping online 4 christmas., we had a good Thanksgiving.... sure missed u tho... I love u and miss u so much.... ok gonna get bk to shopping ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"It's ur wife again "dear" ............ I love U & Miss U so so so much...... dont know what to say Im goin thru life in a fog, like is this all really real??? I dont know... Im just goin thru the motions i guess, got to for our daughters sake... Love., ur wife 4ever and always Carla"

""dear" thanks for coming in my dreams last nite and comforting me., I love U and need U .... I wish U were still here.... I miss you sooooooooooooo much.... How am I suppose to get thru the holidays without U??? Especially Christmas NITE & MORN??? HOW??? ur WIFE 4ever & always Carla"

"o "dear" sweet loving husband I need YOU so bad, I need YOU to hold me :(  I miss you so very much..... I love you so very much - ur wife 4EVER & ALWAYS Carla"

"hello my "dear" sweet loving husband ..... u were in my dreams again ... I sure miss U so so so so so bad... we had a wonderful party for mom, i wished u couldve been here :( Mom enjoyed it so much, Billie help so much, I have the bestest friend in the whole world, well I love U ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Ok "dear" gotta alot to do today for g'mas bday 2mrw, please help me :( u know how my nerves get when Im tryin to do this kinda of stuff.... wish u were here.... I love u & miss u so so much - ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" another day without u :( Im tryin but it sure is hard... well billie on her way to help me clean house again 2day for moms bday sat., hohummmmm ... give my dad & my bro & ur mom, dad, bro & nephew a hug for me... I love & miss u so much my "dear" sweet loving husband, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"omg "dear" sweet husband I've been so busy cleaning moms i lost track, was sick tues nite, cant believe 2 days past without writing 2 u, no wonder Ive been crying more the last couple of days cause i aint been writing 2 u, Im so lonely without u, Life is empty the only thing keeping me goin is our daughter, I love u deeply & miss u terribly., ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" went to my 30th HS reunion, Shawn took me & he was great, he was real protective of me, we had a pretty good time, sorry "dear" looks like missed a day writing, must've had my head somewhere else, I Love U & Miss U so much, until we meet again, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Just wanted to say that I love and miss you so very much "Waterhead",lol. We laid Dale to rest but of course you already know that. Hope to see you soon, Love your nephew Jarrad"

"well my "dear" sweet husband I finally get to have a min to my self & write u a few words, its been so crazy busy with me trying to get the bulletins made up driving out to Shalinas to get the final oks on it then up stayed 4 2 nites gettin them printed., IM so tired, I love u my "dear" & miss u so much ur soulmate & wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hey Old Man, just wanted to get on here and tell you how very much I love and miss you Daddy! We celebrate your granddaughters 9th birthday sunday, I dont know where all the time has gone cant believe she is growing up so fast! Life just isnt the same without you here Daddy!!! Please watch over all of us I know the family needs it right now! I love you!!!"

"Hey you,

  You were the closest thing to a father i ever had and that truly means alot to me.You helped me out when i needed you the most and made sure i was taken care of. I will never be able to thank you enough for that... YOu helped me become the person i am today ( which i like to think is pretty good) lol.... I love you and miss you always."

""dear" as u already know ur sweet nephew dale is with God, u, granny, papa, & sammy, please comfort Shalina dear God & the rest of the family as they/we are hurting badly, its extra hard dear since its only been 3 mo's since u left us, we need all ur help to get thru this, dear God overwhelm us with ur loving spirit, I love & miss u "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hey Uncle Darrell. It's Shanda. Just wanted to let you know that I love you and miss you very much! See you again someday...."

"Its Saturday "dear" goin 2 the store for g'ma & visit with her then 2 Liz's, I sure do miss u....and LOVE U so much...Love ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Awwww ur sis Liz wrote the prettiest sweetest poem, I made up one and put it up on fb, but I'd better write it down b4 i 4get it, WE all miss u so terribly much, Pete & lit'l pete came chngd the oil n my car, shawn was here yest was gonnna do it but pete had ur big jack., well it got done, so wish u were here, I love U ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"There is a great big world out there, I hear it can be a fright.
But take my hand and hold on-I know we’ll be alright.
Brother and sister we will forever be.
I am so happy; I had my best friend right here with me.
Our journey was great, lots of fun, and even intense…but how bad can it be when you are with your best friend? That's for u Darrell . It's been 3months and i miss u .I Love u"

"My "dear" sweet loving husband "today" marks 3 months you were called home to our heavenly father., I (we) all miss u terribly, dont know where these tears are coming from they just keep goin & how can a person have this many tears I should be all dried up :'( but Im not... I Love U wish u were still here, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I missed U so awfully bad yesterday, all the things we had plan to do around the house just hit me so hard that we wont be doing them together :(...Pete said he'd do it, Lt'l pete & Johnny r gonna help, today hasnt been any easier, I miss U terribly :( didnt get on here yest, was to down, I love u - ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" its just another day here, took the trash out, doing laundry, dishes, cooking, cleaning, planning a bday party for G'ma, so wish u were here so much, I miss u & Love u so so much...give my daddy, brother, ur daddy, mama & sammy a hug 4 me...Love ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"wow "dear" time slipped away somewhere...we had a festival at the church Setera & everyone had a good time wish u couldve been there, wish u were here, I Love U so much and miss u so much to....ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hi Old Man, I know I havent written in a while but I still dont have internet right now. Just wanted to write and say I love and miss you so so very much Daddy! I just so wish you could still be here!!"

"i wasnt thru written...so anyway I love u and miss u so very much my "dear" sweet loving husband, we're so lucky to have had such a great husband & dad, Love your wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" I miss u so, ziggy got into a fight with that big white dog, i was beating it while ziggy was tryin to tare his throat out, dang dog shouldnt have been inside the fenced in area, ziggy let go, i chased him he chased the dog they got tangled up again, they let go then i grabbed ziggy in a bear hug, wouldnt let go till setera got the other dog out, wouldve gone much smoother with u here, :("

"Hello "dear" ...took Setera to the cardiologist he sent her home with a heart monitor for 30 days, but he's pretty sure it anxiety/stress from all she's been goin thru but just to make sure we're doin more tests, sure wish you were here to help us thru this, I love u & miss u so so much - ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" im just mad ...been mad all day... cause ur not here... its not fair & its not right that we cant have u here with us... watched a few videos of u 2day..and im just not ok ... thats all there is 2 it... I love u & miss u so so very very much...ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"so wish u were here, we're under tornado watches and all that scary stuff, with u here we felt so safe, now I have to be the one to assure setera we will be ok, that God & u are watching over us and God will make sure we will be ok, it so hard without u, I misss u so so so much & Love u deeply "dear" ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"sorry dear i didnt write yesterday, i cried more than usual all day, the tractor didnt wanna work rite so i didnt get to do that 2 acres we never get to do, i cried last nite 4 u & 4 our daughter, im worried 4 her, we Love U & miss U soo soooo much dear husband, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Dear sweet husband ....goin out to ride the tractor knock down some grass, ur bro Pete & ur nephew is coming to help and take a BUNCH of trash away....hooorrraaayyyy.....so wish u were here to join in....I love U so much & miss U so so very much - ur Wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Went to the Doc, he couldnt believe what he was hearing, wondered why you didnt come in for your heart, I told him I DONT KNOW.... he said most men are like that, I said I know, Liz's tests came back good, & my dr said im doin ok, wish u were here to talk to, I miss u soooo, I love u ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Just sitting here remembering our days together, Our honeymoon at palo duro canyon, i dont know how its spelled, u remember so many details bout things we did, now whos gonna help me remember :(  I cant remember all of our honeymoon and im so upset bout it, I love u dear & miss u so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"One more day "dear" ... we miss u so much, been to the fair, so im pooped, we talked bout how ur shoes broke on yr at the fair & we had to buy some cruddy flip flops for u, but u didnt complain u just put em on & kept goin, u were such a great man, I love u so much, & miss u so so terribly, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

":( another day without u "dear" wish u were here so much, guess we're goin to the store 4 grandma & visit with her, then go to Liz's to stay the nite, then church in the morn, then possible the Fair again afterwards, wish u could go with us, Love u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband, had to take Setera to the dr yest, then took her to get xrays, ekg, blookwork today, shes been having chest/stomach pains, i think its a nervous stomach, but to be on the safe side the dr order the works, sorry i missed yest been busy with setera and a virus on my computer, I love u & miss u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" its been 10 weeks now, so wish u were here, so wish u didnt have to leave us, Im so lost without u, u were my rock, best friend, and soulmate, what do u do when u lose the one ur suppose to grow old with? I love U so much and Miss u terribly ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello my "dear" sweet husband, question how deep did u bury our animals when they died? i went outside and the dogs were diggin up the kitty i buried, thats gross, yuky, LOL...o'well I wish u were still here, so u couldve done all these things im doing the rite way, I miss u so, I wished i could give u 1 more hug & kiss, I love U ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" another day has passed, we went to the fair, had a pretty good time, setera has a game 2mrw nite, so wish U could be here 2 see her play, I miss u so so very much my sweet husband, I love u and will 4ever & always, ur wife Carla"

"well "dear" one more day without U, I missed u so much today, we had a bday party for Liz, & we've had other get togethers too the last 9 weeks & it so hard u not being there, WE miss U so very much, we went by the cemetary & ur headstone is set, it looks nice, I just dont know what Im gonna do without u, I couldnt do it without my family & bff, I love u ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet loving husband its another day/nite witout U, O how I would give anything to have U here with us, I pray Summer is not going to let all this thats happened keep her from communicating with Setera, but I have put in Gods hands, I love U so very much my "dear" & miss u terribly ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Oh "dear" there's so much going on that is upsetting me & Setera, I dont know what to do, Setera asked why this is all happening & I told her I dont know, she said if she wouldve just stopped writing on here the 1st time you asked her privately all this wouldnt have happen, I said I know baby, WE miss u so much & need you badly, I love U ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" sweet husband, well Kathy has invited only who we want on this memorial for U, HOPEFULLY no 1 will invite unwanted people on here, I feel so much better now, wish u were here so much, I miss u so much and it hurts so bad, Love the dream U & the Lord sent, I LOVE U my "dear" ur Wife 4Ever & Always Carla"

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!!"

"My little brother, just wanted to say I love you and miss you so very much and wish I could hug and kiss you one more time and tell you that I love you and here you say I love you really quick and quiet back.Hugs and kisses to you...................."

"cCant believe its been 9 weeks, seems like just yesterday I talked & was with U, I so wish u were here, ur babydoll sang 2nite in church, shes growing up & without u there 2 protect her, i know ur watching over us, I feel it, & with u in my dreams almost every nite I know ur here, I just wish for 1 more kiss & hug my "dear", I love u with all my heart & miss u terribly ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I Love U & miss U so much "dear" I wish u were here so bad, please watch over Shawn, he's gettin death threats from Aaron now., I dont know what to do, Im so scared & tired without U, plus u know who writing on here, im sick of it all, what to do??? Love ur WIFE 4EVER & always C A R L A"

"Hi Daddy just wanted to say I love and miss you so very much!!!!"

"Ok "dear" Im sorry but I cant make HER quit writing on here, I know you would just be coursing her, well you know what I'd do "but" I have Setera to bring up so I cant go in person to tell her to quit, but anyway, I love you and miss you sooooooo much, thanks for the dream last nite your wife 4EVER & ALWAYS         C A R L A"

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!!!"

"Hey Old Man, just wanted to say I love and miss you so so very much Daddy!"

""dear" another lonely day without U, any I have so many more I have to go thru without U, Shawn cried over the phone to me wishing he'd been a better son to u, i told him its ok that u loved him, I wish u were here for Setera, me, Shawn & Summer & ur sisters & brothers, I love U & miss U so so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello "dear" had another dream with u in it thank u for watching over us & guiding me in the direction i need to go, wish I had a dream with u in it every nite, I Love U so much and Miss u terribly, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hey Old Man, Just wanted to say I love and miss you so very much Daddy!!!!"

"Had a dream bout u, 2 of them, one was weird the other i wouldve gripped at cha LOL.... u know we both had dreams like i had we'd wake up and say how dare u leave me for another person LOL...and we'd just laugh cause we would NEVER do that to each other, I love u & miss u theres a big hole in my heart :( Love ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" didnt realize its so late, missed writing to u for the 1st, i just dont know if im coming or going anymore, Im lost without u, our baby doll setera got good grades doin good n band, i took her outta tennis, shes gonna do dance instead, i sure miss u terribly, Love 4ever & always ur wife Carla"

"Daddy I love and miss you so so very much!!!"

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!!!"

"ooooooooo my "dear" sweet loving caring husband, I was lookin at all the things youve done around here & had a breakdown, then started thinking bout all the good times trying to get that other house on cr 238 built, we had like 75 years of lifetime crammed into 20, it was wonderful, I love U & miss U so much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Sorry "dear" CAN NOT keep a certain someone from writing on UR memorial, I know U detested her, I wrote her a message twice, dont know what else 2 do, it upsets me & u know that & I know it would upset U, I can just here U now., Why is that stupid B**** writing on here LOL... anyway if she does it again we'll go have a stern talk with her - Love U & miss U so very much ur WIFE 4ever & always Carla"

"Hello my "dear" sweet loving Husband., 8 weeks cant believe it, I miss U more & more everyday, Seteras 1st football game to play in the band was last nite, U would've been so proud of her, I sat alone :( for a while "finally" found 1 mother I knew, I sure miss U & I Love U more than words can say, ur wife 4EVER & always Carla"

"Hey Old Man just wanted to say I love and miss you so very much Daddy!! I cant believe that today makes 8 weeks since you left us! I know we all wish you were still here!!"

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!!"

""dear" i wrote on here yest, dont know where it is?? well maybe i x'd out b4 i saved it "weird".....anyway u werent here this morn to make sure my car was warmed up & windows cleaned so i could see out, another thing u did, u were wonderful, I love u & miss u so so much my "dear" sweet loving husband ur wife 4ever & always xoxo Carla"

"Mornin Daddy, I just wanted to say I love and miss you so very much!"

"I miss u "dear" we all get 2gether & its just not the same without u, I try 2 be ok but it sure is hard, being with ur family my family & my friends helps alot, I thank God for them ALL, & I sure wouldnt be able to go thru this without leaning on God, I Love u so much & we miss u terribly ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I love and miss you Daddy!"

"Hi Daddy, I love and miss you so very much!!!!!!"

"missu love u"

"YUK dear its raining U know how i hate driving n the rain, dont know if i gonna yet, gotta tell Liz if the rain dont let up Im not goin no where 2day, I sure miss u I know u'd go with us & I wouldnt have to drive in this, WHY did u have 2 leave, please dear be with Setera shes worried bout her grades if there not good she could get pulled outta band & tennis, ok t2u2mrw Luv u so much 4ever Carla"

"I love and miss you Daddy!!!!!"

"NOT FAIR NOT RIGHT NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THIS WAY ITS ALL WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dear ur supposed to be here & I am soooooooooooooo mad & hurt about it, theres NO reason I can think of that you being takin away from us could ever be RIGHT or make since, AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I love YOU & Miss YOU so very very much my dear sweet husband Love Always ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I love and miss you Daddy!!!!"

""dear" the tractor only wants to run for about 40 mins then it quits, not like it used 2 when i run it for hours & hours, lettin it rest then im gonna go bk out, I sure miss u "dear" I wish & pray u were here but i know thats not gonna happen, Dear God give me strength, I love U so much dear ur wife 4ever & always <3 Carla"

"dear I 4got today has been 7 weeks, and the hurt & empty feeling has not heeled any, I miss u and Love u so very very much, Pete came out & it looked like all he did is touch the tractor & it started, I mowed some then it died, went got gas Pete got it runnin again, I mowed somemore & it died, but I tried it bout 7pm & it ran till it quit again, idk weird, miss u sooo ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"O "dear" I need u so bad, NO ONE can get the tractor goin, u were the only one that knew our old tractor, Im trying 2 remember all the things u told me bout it, but it dont wanna start, NOW the little riding mower the blade isnt goin, i dont know what 2 do, Jason tried, now I called Pete, Please help us, I miss u so much, Love you 4ever & always ur wife Carla"

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!!!"

""dear" Jason worked on the tractor some more I know ur proud of him, He's fixed most of the problems, but we gotta buy a new front wheel & tire, Jason said i could mow with it like it is until we get it IF i can keep it running, it kept dieing on Jason when he'd ingage the mower, just the same stuff its been doin, I sure miss u desperatly & Luv u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I love and miss you Daddy!!"

"I love and miss you Daddy!"

"well "dear" sweet loving husband theres stuff I gotta buy for that old tractor, & the lawnmower is running but the front tires went flatter I tried to air em up with ur pump but it didnt work I dont know what to do & now IM pooped, o'well I sure miss u soooooo much, Love ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I Hurt for my Mom 2, she's lost a son & her husband, I pray I never have to feel that kind of pain, I hurt for ur sisters & brothers & our kids they miss u so, Losing U has taken most of my heart & soul, I cannot explain it, but I have 2 go on 4 our daughter., I love u dear & I miss U terribly, I will 4ever & always be ur wife Carla"

""dear" ur the only 1 that knows the pain Im in, there is NO pain like this, losing a husband is NOTHING like losing my dad, brother, uncle or aunt, I lost my Dad as u know dear but it did NOT hurt like losing U, we are connected with our souls & part of my soul is gone now, NO ONE knows how Im just lost without u, I hear the only pain worse is losing a child, & my poor Mom has lost BOTH, cont'd"

"Hi Daddy it's me again I know I have already written you today but for some reason tonight it is really getting to me that u are gone I feeling like just curling up in a ball and crying all the time but I cant do that b/c I have my kids to think about but I miss u so much right now it hurts!You were always the best Daddy in the world and I wish I had told you that while u were still here I love u!"

"Hey Old Man, well I dont really know what else to say but I love and miss you so very much Daddy! I know I sound like a broken record but I cant help it! We all just wish you were still here!"

"Well Dallas lost as you know, why don't you give me a hint for this week against Chicago(jk)
  Everyone misses you, take it easy now you left for a reason we will all know someday."

"Hey Old Man, it's me again I was thinking about you so I decided to get on here and just let you know I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"Good morning "dear" Setera had a friend stay last nite, her friend has also lost her dad 2, dont know how theyre coping but Im sure its very hard for them 2, we're having dougs & shawns bday parties 2day, just the 6 of us maybe 7 if shawns girlfriend comes, I wish u were here to go, I MISS U & LOVE U VERY MUCH ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

""dear" guess who called to offer his time/work on the tractor Jason (aka) Tiny :) thank u for sending help, I miss u so much no one knows how I feel and I dont know what to do with the way I feel, I feel alone, but Im not I have lots of family & friends that love & care about us, but ur the only one that really knew me, I love u & miss u so very very much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I love you Daddy!! And miss you so very much!"

""dear" I dont know what to say that Ive already said over & over, u know whats in my heart, a great BIG whole where ur heart is suppose to be, my heart or soul will never be whole again until I meet u in Heaven some day, Please God give me the strength to be able to go on with life so I can raise our daughter, thank u God Amen I love & miss u dear ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hey Old Man, well today is kind of hard 4 me 2 it's grandparents lunch at the kids school and luckily Sean's dad is in town and able to go this year, this is the first year they've had a grandparent be able to go I so wish it was you!! I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"Goodgrief I did not realize today has been 6 weeks, I dont understand none of this, I cant believe Im here without U, what am I suppose to do? This wasnt suppose to happen to U, Im sorry "dear" for not taking better care of u, u wouldve went to the dr if I had just realized u were sick, I seen signs but I didnt catch them, Im sorry - I love u & miss u so very much, ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well today make's 6 weeks and sometimes it feel like yesterday and sometimes it feels like forever i love and miss u everyday it seems so unreal and i don't it to be true ... my heart aches just knowing i can't hear ur voice or see u anymore"

"Hey Old Man. sorry it took me so long to get on here and write to you today but I havent been feeling the greatest. I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"Hello "dear" sure miss u, U were the one that adjusted my back so i wouldnt have to go to the Chiro, another thing that I'll miss that u did for me, so wish u were here, I love u so much ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"well "dear" with all that has happen between Aug 4th - Sept 4th, 5,6, & 7th, the doc said all my stress has landed in my back, it was really bad, sore now, but the doc adjusted it the therapist massaged it out, it'll take a couple of visits but i should be ok, I so miss u & Love u soooo much Carla"

"Hey Daddy dont really have a whole lot to talk about this morning I just wanted to tell you how very much I love and miss you!"

"Hi Daddy just wanted to say I love and miss you so very much! This week is kind of hard yesterday was grandparents day so they are doing all kinds of stuff for granparents at the kids school this week and it just makes me more sad b/c I know you wont ever get to do anything like that with your grandkids. I wish you were still here!"

""dear" sweet loving husband, so wish u were here, I dont think i can do this without u, but i have no choice do i? i dont know, i dont wanna do anything, just wanna hide in my covers & sleep, when im asleep i dont know that ur not here, but our daughter is depending on me, gotta keep goin, Love u soo much & miss u terribly, ur wife 4ever & always  Carla"

"well "dear" we got home not to long ago, it hits me harder every time i walk in & ur not here, ur suppose to be here growing old with me, ur suppose to be here to raise our daughter with me, i dont understand it, but Im trusting in the Lord, my heart is crushed, my soul is not whole anymore, I love u & miss u so very much :"( ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Hey Old Man, sorry I'm so late getting on here today but it has been a busy day! It's been one thing after another today but I had to get on here and let you know even when I'm busy you are on my mind! I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"I love and miss you Daddy!"

""dear" still cant believe ur gone, trusting in the Lord that I will be able to raise our daughter without u, please help me dear I know u & the Lord r here, please watch over our daughter Setera, I love U & miss U soooo very much, I cry for U in my waking hours, thats y i sleep so much, so wish u were here - Love ur wife 4ever & always - Carla"

""dear" it hurts worse everyday I dont know how i'm functioning without U, i soooo miss u, everyone is here for me, but I want U, I look at the couch ur not there, I look at the porches where u sat ur not there, our weekends cooking brkfast 2gether ur not there, YYYY did u leave us? I love U ur wife 4ever & always Carla :("

"Hi Daddy just wanted to tell you I love and miss you so very much! We all wish you were still here!"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband, thanks 4 being in my dreams last nite, I love it when ur in my dreams, please come everynite, we all dont know Y u had 2 leave, we all miss u, but I Miss u the MOST, cause ur not here, u dont walk in the door everyday at 6:30 or 7, ur not here n the morn 2 wake me, I miss U sooo bad, I need u 2 hold me so bad, wish u were here, LOVE U ur wife 4ever & alawys Carla"

"Hi Daddy I dont really have alot to talk about today I just wanted to tell you I love and miss you so so very much!! I just cant beleave that you are gone, it just seems so unreal to me. I mean how can you be gone? You of all people? I wish I could understand why you had to go! I love you so much Daddy!"

"Hey man the Cowboys play sunday night, missed you labor day, didn't have anyone to talk to......miss you cya in a few...."

"Hey Old Man, I know it's kind of late today but hey what can I say! I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"here's u another one for the 7th - I havent been home, been at Liz's house so I wouldnt have to drive to parkland and back from Kaufman, Liz has been taken care of me lettin me stay there & feeding me, I thank God for her and my bff Billie, & Pete, and all our family & friends, couldnt do all this without them - Shawn's outta the hosp & doin ok - I love you & miss ur wife 4ever & always - Carla"

""dear" I dont know if im coming or goin, with shawn gettin hurt ontop of u not being here is killing me, I hope I can hold up to all this, I dont know what to do without you, so im just walking a doing the things i have to do in a big fog like dream, I miss u so bad, wish u were here :( I love YOu so much....ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Well Daddy it's a rainy day today and I'm not sure if I like those anymore it's makes it kind of depressing. I love and miss you so much Daddy! I think of you constantly I hope I was a good enough daughter for you b/c you deserved the best and I dont think I was so I'm sorry for that."

"I love you Daddy and miss you so very much!"

"Hello"dear" missing u really bad rite now, cause u were my rock, when things like this happen, Im driving to parkland & U always drove me to places like that, I can do it & I am doing it but it aint easy, wish u were here soooo much - I love u "dear" & miss u terrible - ur wife 4 ever & always"

""dear" our shawn boy was jumped in the weee early hours this morn bout 2:30 i guess, has a broken jaw they have to do surgery on it, please be with me thru this, Im bout to collapse, I love u sooooo much and miss u soooo much - ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"Well Old Man it hard to beleave its been a month today the pain makes it feel like it was just yesterday I wish you were still here with us! I love and miss you so very much, you are the most wonderful Daddy in the whole world!"

"It's been one month today and a very hard one for all the family, I love and miss you so very much and I wish you hadn't had to leave us. I know there's a reason for everything, but the reason for you leaving I still don't understand. Love, hugs and kisses to you forever."

"Well i just came from ur grave i put one single red rose on it because it says i love u very much and miss u ... ur baby sister"

"I love U soooooo much & I MISS U sooooo Much, 2day will be hard, its been 1mo 2day, Im so drained dont know what 2 do without U, just gotta keep goin 4 our daughter, wish so much u were here, got that wireless box u tried to talk me n2 4 the comp, so far its great, shouldve listened 2 u, :(  come c me again n my dreams PLASE...I love U ur wife 4ever & always, Carla"

"We love and miss you so very much Daddy/grandpa!"

"well "dear" I sure miss U, and Love you sooooo much, had to take Monica to er with her back & we were there all day, shes really messed it up, we got our ss $$'s, & mike is helping out by paying cs again, u said it'll be ok, & u are rite, I still dont know Y u had to leave us, it makes NO since, wish u were here soooooo bad, Love ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Well Old man I made it through the day yesterday although I'm still not totally sure how, I am thankful to have so many wonderful people around to help me through this. I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

""dear' 2day was ur daughter Summers bday, she had a real hard time 2day, she misses that bday call, I sent her ur phone & a card, she got it yesterday, I wish i could do more & u were here for ALL of us, I miss U so very very bad, all ur pic's Liz gave me have kisses on them, wish it were u, not pics - I love U "dear", ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Oh Daddy this hurts sooooo bad I dont know how we are all suppose to get through this it just hurts so bad! when is it suppose to get easier? I wish I could understand why you had to leave us?!?! I love and miss you so much Daddy! Alot of people do!"

"Daddy today is killing me! This is the hardest day for me so far I always look forward to you calling on my birthday but I know I wont get that call today!! I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"Hello "dear" talk to Kenneth, I cried with him, then MADE myself stop so I could be strong for him, he's so upset he didnt get to see you more, he wishes he'd never moved, we all have regrets dear, and dont know what to do without you, this is the worst hurt I have ever felt & its NOT getting easier, I love & miss you "dear" wish you were here ur wife 4ever & always Carla"

"Oh daddy this is so so hard, Uncle Kenneth just called b/c he didnt know I had your phone now and I wished I could be there for him he was crying and so upset!Why did you have to leave us? I love you and miss you so very much!"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband, its 4 weeks today that u had to leave us, its hard, its painful, I dont know what to do without U, just need to keep on goin for our daughter sake, this is gettin harder being without U "NOT" easier, I love you and MISS you sooo very much, so wish U hadnt had to leave us :( UR WIFE ALWAYS & 4EVER Carla"

"Well Old Man it's been four weeks today, I wish I could say it's getting easier but thats not the case if anything it's getting harder! I love and miss you so much Daddy!"

""dear" well crying is a off and on all day think for me now, & when I dont cry for U I feel like Im goin to, I wish u did NOT have to leave us, & I know your last tho't was of me & Setera, & it was I dont want to leave them, if u had any pain u ignored it, thats just U, I love U & miss u painfully - Carla"

"Hello Daddy,I love and miss you so very much!"

"Bubba, I love and miss you . They say it gets easier but I have trouble with that, it's still just as hard. XOXOXOXOXO to you, Daddy, Momma, Sammy and Glennis."

"hey Darrell just wanted u to know the gas hand on my blazer works and got 2 new tires and paid off momma and sammy's head stones i miss the fact i can't tell u face to face i really miss u andlove u with all my heart
ur baby sister  uglier than u lol"

"o forgot 2 tell u I was at Liz's house sat nite & sun, went to church, robert cooked brisket, Liz cooked the fixins YUMY, had to take GranMa to the ER for that place her head, she got 2 shots & antibiotics, thats y i fell asleep on the couch i guess, anyway, Love U & miss U so much "dear" Carla"

"Ok "dear" sweet loving husband that I miss soooooo very very much, the last candle was for yesterday the 29th, :) this ones for today, took our daughter to school, she so beautiful, smart and has a mixture of our personalities, shes gonna do so good, WE miss U soooooo much dear, ur gonna miss so much, & it hurts to know that, I LOVE U - ur WIFE Carla"

"Sorry "dear" I fell asleep on the couch last nite at 8:30 was gonna talk to ya after setera got off here at 9 but she woke me said go to bed & I slept walk to the bed, :( I love u soooo much & miss u sooooo much, please watch over setera at school, shes not liking it so much - ur wife Carla"

"Good morning Old Man just got your grandkids off to school so I figured I would take advantage of the peace&quiet and tell you I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"i love and miss u so much"

"Daddy we all love and miss you so very much!"

"Hello "dear" me & setera miss you so much, you being gone feels so wrong, it hurts, so if it feels wrong & hurts so bad WHY are you gone? makes no sense at all, No one can understand OUR pain & feelings, we are lost without you, I love & miss U "dear" - Carla"

"Hey Old Man just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you! I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"Hello "dear" sweet loving husband, i'm sorry bout certain people writing on here that u just hated to even here the mention of their name, all we can do is delete it, sorry "dear" that ur being bother or maybe u cant see, but it bothers me, :( Love u soooo much Carla"

"well "dear" dropped setera off at school this morning then cried all the way home, ppl lookin at me weird, me cryin shouting leave me alone!! anyway, I miss & Luv U soooooooooooo much :'( your wife Carla 4ever"

"Hi Daddy I keep thinking each day is going to be easier but so far thats not the case. I love and miss you so very much Daddy!"

"I love and miss you so much Daddy! I just dont understand why you had to leave us it hurts so bad."

"Heard OUR song today :( this is the worst pain I've ever felt, deepest dark hurt/whole in my heart, I dont understand y ur gone, Love U & miss U terribly - ur wife Carla"

"Hi Daddy, I think you are with me today I cant stop singing tom petty songs lol! I love and miss you sooo very much!"

"Daddy I love and miss you so very much!"

""dear" I love u and miss u, dont know what Im gonna do without u, well u said it'll be ok in my dream, well the bills will get pd, thanks 2 u, SS is sending us enough, thank u dear, Love ur wife Carla"

"I miss u terribly, everything I look at reminds me of you, what am I supposed to do? Setera's at school, and all I want to do is go back to sleep :( or hit walls, I love you soooooo much - your wife Carla"

"Hey old man, your grandkids had a pretty good first day of school!We love and miss you so much but we talk about you everyday & I think that helps. I love you Daddy!"

""dear" u came to me in my dreams again last nite, thank you, please keep visiting me, setera cried last nite 4 u, :( all i can do is hold her, she had a good 1st day of Jr high, wish u were here, luv u a miss u Carla"

"Hey Old Man just took your grandkids to their first day of school they were so excited! We love and miss you so much Daddy!"

"I love and miss you Daddy!"

"Hey Little Brother , it's me and I am missing you so much. I wish I could of said I love you one more time and I know that is selfish, but it doesn't get easier when someone leaves that you loved so very much. You have that part of my heart with you and I will love and miss you forever."

""dear" the dream I had of u? well Butch said that was a vision, like the apostles had, how bout that, it made Butch feel so good, Kaylee has a journal, this is mine Love u & miss u, Carla"

"Thank u for coming to me in my dream, me & setera got to see and hug u again, u telling us it will be ok, dont worry, it felt so real, I Love you Dear Carla"

"Hey Old Man! I love and miss you so so very much! So does your grandkids,Kaylee writes in a journal to you every night she loves you so much!"

"This is our "38th" Wedding Anniversary and its just not gonna be the same... Not getting to Celebrate by eating out and then coming back to play dominos at our house. Hope Ur feasting in Heaven!!!"

"Hey Daddy I love and miss you so very much I dont know what to do!"

""dear" they say it will get easier, but its not, what was the reason you had to leave us? I'll never understand, I love U and miss U terribly - Carla"

"DEAR sweet husband I love u a miss u badly, it hurts, can u take this hurt away? Probably not, so we changed out the filter & dipped water outta the ac, we did it, love u so much Carla"

"Daddy I love and miss you so much!!!!!"

"Darrell  i really miss u and my heart is broken into pieces i love u forever and always  ur baby sister"

"Hey old man! Well today makes 2 weeks since you left us and I wish I could say its gettin a lil easier but its not! I had a dream about u last night though! I love and miss you so much Daddy!"

""dear" we're goin home tomorrow, its goin to be real hard, I'll miss staying with Liz but we gotta go home, please look after Liz & us Love U Carla"

"Hi Daddy I love & miss you so much so do your grandkids! They talk to u all the time like u r right there with them idk maybe u r! Chandler say he sees u in the sky when the sun is setting! We love you!"

""Dear" we are still one, from the day we got married, death did not separate our hearts. Our souls will forever be one, I Love & miss you, Carla"

"Hi Daddy dont really know what else to say but I love you and miss you so much!I feel like a broken record  I cant help it You are the best Daddy anyone could have and it hurts so much that u r gone!"

""DEAR" I'm scared, my mind keeps running 100 things thru it, I miss you and Love you, and so scared - your wife Carla"

"Hey Old Man!!! Just wanted to say I love you Daddy!!"

"Well "dear" went to church it was nice, sure miss you, and I still dont know what to do without you guess that'll never change. Love you so much - your wife Carla"

"Hi "dear" heard our song today and cried like a baby, got Liz's made her cry :( then fell asleep, I love you and miss you terribly your wife Carla"

"hey Old man it's me again I just cant stop thinking about you! I love and miss you so much Daddy I wish you were still here!"

"Everyday I wake up I just think how? why? I just wish you were still here with us! I love and miss you so much Daddy!"

"Another day without you "dear", to cry and have this empty hurt, we miss you and Love you "dear", ur wife Carla - Dear God give us ur strength."

"Kathy,Wayne,Jarrad,Tracie. n Brookie... I hope the lord carry's you these months ahead i'm thinking of you. Hope you are all better soon.. I'm always here. My prayers are with the rest of the family.."

"What am I going to do without you my "dear" sweet loving husband, I Love you and need you "dear" your wife Carla"

"Dear Darrell, I am still unable to believe that you are gone. I am visiting you, momma, daddy and Sammy. I am missing and loving you so very much. I will see you again .Love you, your big Sis."

"Hello my "dear" we still dont know what to do, Liz, Robert, Billie & my mom, doug & butch r looking after us, miss u and Love u SO much - ur wife Carla"

"Hey old man! I still dont know how to wrap my head around the fact that you are gone, I miss you so much Daddy!! I love you and I know I will see you again some day! just wish it was now."

"My "dear" sweet loving husband its your wife & soulmate again, I Love you, I love you I love you, and miss you terribly, give my dad & Jeff my love, I so wish you hadnt left me, Love Carla"

"My dear sweet loving husband, I love you and miss you so soso very much, thank you my dear for visiting me Monday morning, I knew it was you, I hope you can come comfort me again and again, I love you"

"I love you Daddy!!! Tell everyone up there with you I love them and I am missing you all everyday so very much!"

"Just wanted to stop by and say that I Love You Uncle Darrell and I will continue to do so forever... Tell Uncle Sammy,Granny & Papaw hello for me, please ..."

"MY dear sweet loving/caring husband,look at all the people that love you, I wished I'd known EVERYone that was part of your work life, but I did meet them, you helped so many, I LOVE & MISS YOU "DEAR""

"llllllllllljoooo;hhhkyooooooooooooooooooijoopupuouoppppppppppppuupuiopiu0---0uiiu00uiiiio0upoooooooioo';n''''/.This is from Brooklynne saying I love you Uncle Darrell forever and always."

"You will be very missed, love you very much."

"Darrell you were more of a father to me then i ever had and were there when i needed you most. Thank you for being a part of my life and touching my heart forever. I love you today tomorrow and always"

"I love you very much, I cant believe ur gone. Its not gonna be the same with out you,but we will meet again and we will have more times together.My heart goes out to Carla and Setera!!"

"I am still in shock and at a loss. The only thing that helps is knowing that we will see you again in heaven,God got an Angel when he got you!! Brooklynne wants to know where Her Uncle Darrell is.."

"Daddy I miss you so much I dont know what to do. My heart feels like it is broken into a million little pieces and I just want to be near you I love you so much You are the best Daddy ever"

"Darrell, I can't believe you are gone, but believe me you will never be forgotten. I met you sometime in 1976, seems like a lifetime ago. Rest in Peace my brother-in-law."

"Friend in heart! Rest in peace!"

"Darrell you will be greatly missed by all and i will really miss all the sports talk we use to have. I have only known you for about 10 years but glad i had the honor to call you friend."

"Hi Darrell Just wanted to say i love you and will miss you so very much please dont worrie about Carla and your baby Pete and I Will do what ever we can for them tell granny and papa hello for me ."

"Little brother,I miss you and love you very much. I don't know why you're gone. I know you are with Momma, Daddy and Sammy and one day I'll see you again."

"To my dear sweet loving husband of mine,I miss you so very deeply it hurts so bad, I so want you to be here back with ME, Setera and your family, we dont know what to do, I'm at a lost, We love you and miss you SO much my dear..."

"Daddy I dont understand why you had to leave us so soon. I love you so much I cant wait until we meet again. I miss you so so much I love you daddy your daughter Summer, You were the best always!"

"You will be missed by all your family and friends.  Carla and family I am thinking of you and praying for your family."

"Wow! Still in shock.  You will forever be missed until we meet again.  All of my heart goes out to Carla.  I will keep all of the family in my prayers...God Bless"

"we go back a long time and i had the utmost respect for you. i will always love and carry the fond memories of the times we hung out. wish we had more. my deepest sympathy to all"

"DARRELL YOU WILL BE MISSED BY THE ONES THAT LOVED AND KNEW YOU THE BEST. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. GOD BE WITH YOUR FAMILY--JLENE"

"Watching you work on cars was like watching an artist paint a picture...You will be greatly missed!"

"YOU WILL BE MISSED BY SO MANY. GOD BLESS YOU AND THE ONE'S YOU LEAVE BE HIDE."

"Just wanted to say I love you and I know I didn't tell you enough.I will miss you so very much and I will look to the sky for you.Take care of Daddy, Momma and Sammy.Love you always........."

"I can't believe your journey on Earth with us has ended. What a blessing it is to know that you are in Heaven with our Father and Loved Ones we've lost. You will remain dear to my Heart. Love Jason"

"Darrell i love and i thank god to have such a wonderful and loving brother i will miss u and love u always i know i will see u again ur baby sister"

"I LOVE U UNCLE DARRELL, U WILL FOREVER BE IN OUR HEARTS. MY HEART GOES OUT TO HIS WIFE CARLA, DAUGHTERS SETERA & SUMMER, AND SON SHAWN....... YOU ARE MISSED ALREADY !!!"