My son David how I mis u so much not a day go by your not on my mind,some days are better than others ,when I am alone in my thoughts all I see is you my son laying on the street ,still trying to understand why why my boy .I have so many unanswered question that I will never get the truth only if we could have one last talk. I cry I hurt I miss u so ,l can't sleep at night waiting for u to come home so I can fall a sleep but u never come in .this is so hard .

My Other Half

Never thought it could be you,
I never wanted it to.
My other half of me just disappeared.
Darkness came as fast as you got your angel wings.
My tears will never go away,
My heart feels like it's been thrown away.
When I heard the news,
I fell to my knees.
Not wanting to get up,
I heard you say it'll be okay.
Flying 1200 miles to see if it was true,
Memories running through my head not believing my brother's life was gone.
I sit there looking at you,
wanting to shake you.
I couldn't see those big brown eyes,
there's not a smile that could ever be replaced.
God, take this pain away from me.
I never got to say goodbye,
I want you to answer me why.
I was too late to take his place,
but all I can do is wait.
Till then I'll be missing you
David